MARRY MY LOVER'S BEST FRIEND
CHAPTER 118

"So when Keysha called, I heard the sound of Clouds" I said frankly to Rayi.

"Continue?" rayi asked while looking at my face.

"Why isn't he overseas?" I said with a long breath.

"The problem is not where the Clouds are, but where your heart is" Rayi said in a high tone.

"Cok so I'm wrong?" I started to sewot.

"You're so fucking shitty. What less is Arka as a husband? Everything related to your Cloud is direct, baper, instantly upset. Ra is clearly blazing!" Rayi said all with emotion.

According to Rayi, it's not the clouds that can't move on, but I'm the one that sucks. If only I had truly given up the Clouds, the Clouds would never have wished for me. I also don't need to avoid the Clouds because the Clouds will definitely be aware of when I can completely ignore them. Maybe if I could really let go of the Clouds. My mind will be very relaxed even when the Clouds are beside me, I will act just plain. If I can get to that point, then I can reconcile the Clouds with Arka.

"At least you should be able to make peace with yourself," Rayi said before passing away.

I just bowed. I can't deny only Rayi can see all the situations I always face. As such I could never forget my love for the Clouds which in the end only made things difficult for myself. I bowed and cried, the guilt of Arka enveloped my feelings. How can that stale love blind the eyes of my heart to the sincerity and goodness of Arka. Suddenly I felt a warm embrace and the fragrance of perfume that I always breathed into my body while stroking my hair. I held my arms around her waist. I am determined to love this man and will appreciate him. I'm gonna cast a shadow on the clouds from my future.

"I'm sorry, ma'am" only that word came out of my mouth.

"Sorry for what?" ask Arka.

I just kept quiet and didn't answer, I wiped my tears and I gave her my smile. The look of wonder kept on being directed at me. But I tried to convince him that I was okay. Arka didn't force me to speak frankly. I then switched the conversation by talking about Aahva who had apparently slept and was taken home to mother's house. I'm definitely very happy because we'll be here longer so I'll have plenty of time to be with Aahva. We decided not to catch up with Aahva and returned home to discuss the plans for the arkawisata area. Of course this time involves Rinto who better understands the ins and outs of this village. The plan will also involve most villagers to cultivate land into agricultural and livestock areas. I started to get sleepy because I really had no interest in their discussion. Rayi also came home because she had to put Ade to bed. Maybe Rayi was mad at me for something that just happened. Ah, it's impossible. Rayi's not that kind of person.

My phone started ringing and it was from Keysha. I left this place and stayed away from Rinto and Arka. This time I firmly told Keysha that I could not help him. And it looks like Keysha is starting to understand and she's admitting that this is all a request from the Clouds, not Chloe. Fortunately from the beginning I had rejected it so I was not involved with Cloud.

"Key, there is something to be judged by money and there is to be reciprocated by humanity" I rebuked.

"Yes, I should have known it could potentially damage your relationship with Arka," Keysha said in a regretful tone.

Keysha apologized and planned to cancel Cloud's request. I didn't suggest it to him but Keysha admitted that he also didn't understand the concept that Awan wanted. Maybe Cloud did not really order the design so he himself could not convey in detail what he wanted. As my gaze glared far through the sky, Arka's hands coiled tightly around my waist and my back felt warm

"Mas, I want to fall in love with you so many times, until we age together" I said, closing my eyes.

"I just want to take care of you, make sure you are okay and happy always," said Arka who from the beginning never changed.

"Fetch Aahva yuk," take me.

Arriving at the mother's house, it turns out Aahva slept because it had not reached home, Aahva woke up and then played with Ade in the goat pen and all bribed. Maybe because of fatigue, after cleaning the mother and changing clothes. Aahva then settled down with Ade. Arka then said goodbye because there was something to be done with Rinto.Let's me and mom both relax on the porch of the house. After a long time, this time I had the opportunity to spend time with my mother. Mother asked about life with Arka and Aahva, I was very enthusiastic about telling everything. Nothing is not beautiful in our story. I also told my mother that Arka only had one kidney and that it was already inborn. But according to the mother, it does not matter because in fact Arka is fine until now.

"Sir, you've never regretted marrying Arka, have you?" mother's question confused me.

"Why Ma'am?" manya curious.

"Because we don't have to marry the one we love" said the mother, who confused me even more.

"What is this Mom?" my question is getting curious.

"Yes, love is necessary in the household, but it is best to find the right person and be a friend of life," mother's words made me wonder for myself which way this talk was going.

"What's this about, Mom?" I still don't understand the direction of mother's conversation.

"About you and the Clouds" said the mother who made me instantly limp.

How could you talk about Clouds when I was determined to forget it.