MARRY MY LOVER'S BEST FRIEND
CHAPTER 30

I can't follow Rayi's mind. I followed Rayi's steps and tried to find the meaning of each of her words earlier. If Rayi acts like that, it means this problem is very serious. He was most able to read the situation I was in and often gave me the right solution.

"Ra, what's going on?" I was near Rayi.

"still nanya? You're mostly upset, so your mind is closed, it can't be realistic" she said with high emotion. Fix this is very serious.

"Ra, I'm just confused as to what to do," I said in a slow tone so that he wasn't too emotional either.

"You're confused but you're not trying to solve the problem" Rayi said. He sat down and breathed.

"I still can't choose" I replied as I sat down beside Rayi.

"Marriage is not enough with love, Kas. Marriage needs a good partner in all situations and the important thing is we want to be open and be ourselves in front of our partner. Just that, Kas." said Rayi then stood up and went into his room.

I felt slapped with Rayi's words. I think about everything again. Remember the words of the Cloud that it is not to love his name if it cannot make him happy. But whose happiness should I fight for?

I tried to contact the Clouds but somehow couldn't. Then I sent him an email so he could call me right away. Unlike usual, my phone always comes with me. Almost every minute I checked if there was any news from the Clouds. But the results remain nil. I'm scrolling the contact data on my phone. I stopped at the name 'the man', I spontaneously contacted him but the number was off. I'm looking for Arka's name and connected calls.

"Da pa Kas?" arka's voice was heard in the noise.

"Where are you?" I try to listen well

"New at karaoke with friends. Pretty close to your house. If you want to come with me, invite Rayi also if she wants," said Arka while shouting.

"No, you go on" I said, refusing his invitation.

"OK. Love, you must be happy" said Arka before I ended the call. The words he always said to me.

[So why Cash?] chat Arka

[I can't contact the Clouds] I reply quickly

[Yes] it was just a reply from Arka and after that my phone went back to silence.

Rayi came out of the room with a new face waking up. He was shocked to see me still here, stranded in front of the TV with a tangled face. His emotions had already begun to subside because there was a smile on his lips. It's relieved! I knew Rayi would always be with me.

Not long after, my phone rang. It was from the Clouds, I immediately picked up but I was a little disappointed because he was still very busy with his work.

"There's a different time, Cash. It's night here, it's still day. It's only natural that the cloud works" said Rayi, who awakened me.

"Oh yes," I answered briefly as I continued to stare at my phone screen hoping for more phone clouds.

"But if it's time or not, the cloud is crazy work. Remember not all day he took you away while taking care of his business and you do not eat? Since then I've been the same Cloud," said Rayi again as if confirming that I should choose Arka.

My head was getting dizzy, I finally decided to go home. I need to ask myself what I want and what is best for me.

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It's been almost a month since the Clouds left and hasn't returned. Since then, Arka has been dropping off and picking up Rayi and me at the factory every day. He also always accompanied the two of us to shop I just hangout.

"We stay married, it's finished the problem with the parents later then we split, you continue to marry the same Awan. Later I we explain to the Cloud the rules of the game, he would want to," proposed Arka that makes me and Rayi spontaneously cough.

"No, that would be me being the bad one, my good name being a bet" I refused.

"Can't you?" said Arka while continuing to chew her lick.

"Obsolute artist getting married. If asked why separate? Because his wife is negligent, turn back the same ex," I replied with the intention of maintaining the good name and image of a good wife as well.

"Lho's? Is that the truth?" it was Rayi who made me feel like I was the antagonist in this story.

"Isn't it Ra? Rayi certainly agrees with me," said Arka who then ran to the field and suddenly joined the children who were playing football.

"Babies jerky Mas Arya iku. It could have had such a strange solution," Rayi said as she did not stop laughing.

"Sometimes envious of Arka, she can be that relaxed." I said as my eyes could not see her.

I admit it is very fun with Arka, the relaxed inn makes me also relaxed. It seemed like the bustle was determined by his desires and mood. The catchphrase is that life is not made difficult, enjoy it while you can. Never saw her burdened, always coming and going with a smile and cheerfulness. If according to Rayi aura Arka is very, very positive and has a good influence on his surroundings.

Rayi's cell phone rang, there was news from Rinto that my father's illness was getting worse and I was asked to go back to the village immediately. Rayi signaled Arka to approach us.

"His father is in pain again" said Rayi because I was already panicking and it was hard to speak.

"Yes, I'm taking you to the village. You go home ready first, I take the car yes" said Arka as she passed by with her motorbike.

Rayi helped me to get ready. Rayi had permission not to come because there was a lot of work to be done. But he advised that I always hold a cell phone in case Rinto gave me any further news. It was a long wait for Arka to finally come too. He tried to calm down despite the panic on his face.

"Let's walk, '" said Arka as she opened the front and back doors.

"I'm not coming, you two are, don't forget to tell me if there's anything" Rayi said, closing the back door.

"Depart first Ra," I said, hugging Rayi and tears streaming down my cheeks.

Just walking a few meters, my phone shook and there was a message from Rinto.

[Kas, you're home?] tanya Rinto

[Yes, this is new on the road] reply me quickly

[About what time is it? I'll pick you up at the station]

[I'm being ushered in Arka]

I waited a long time but there was no reply from Rinto. The journey felt very far and long because because my feelings were filled with anxiety. I couldn't sit quietly until my phone rang

"Kas, paklek is unconscious. It's taken to the pack. Later you will be the same Arka directly to the puskesmas aja yes," Rinto said in a hurried tone.

Oh my God, I wish you could survive. I promise in my heart I will obey whatever your wishes.