MARRY MY LOVER'S BEST FRIEND
CHAPTER 68

"Not yet, but it is not mandatory to report also, right if it is?" arka replied very relaxed.

"And we can't wait for my grandchild" said Bu Gendis and believe me it was quite intimidating to me.

What should I say is that in fact until now we have not had intercourse, even last night it failed because I was coming to the moon. Even if I don't come by the moon, I'm not necessarily ready to face an attack from Arka.

"Already, Dik Arka same nduk Kasih let rest first, they will just come. Ask around later, pity them," Mbok Welas said as he carried our luggage into the room.

Fortunately there was Mbok Welas who released me from this trap. It's a good time to get away from the next question. As I tried to stand up, Arka's hands gently held me back and her eyes looked as if asking me to stay. Finally with a heavy heart, I undo my intentions.

"It's okay, you miss, too, long time no see" Arka said and made us stay here.

"Where's dik? The auction?" ask Mr. Surya.

"If we talk about it tomorrow, yes pa, in the office," said Arka who replied by Mr. Surya with a nod.

'Yes, this papa, there will be a time" said Bu Gendis protesting with her husband.

"You guys stay here, the room is enough" said Arka.

Then our parents went into their rooms. It's nice to meet you too, only I'm lazy to be asked about my married life.

"Yank, next time if there is a guest, let alone our parents, do not ever think to leave the courtroom just like that, not good," said Arka who warned me about courtesy.

"Yes, sorry. I took my mother to her room, yes" I said.

"Yes" answered Arka and then kissed my forehead.

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"You happy nduk?" I asked her when there were only two of us in her room.

"Yes Ma'am, does Kasih look depressed?" I asked while looking into my mother's eyes and smiling

"Yes, I know Arka is good to you, you look comfortable too, but there must be a side of your heart that is still crying" said the mother who made me want to scream.

"Why can you say that?" I ask with dewy eyes.

"The sickest ones stay away from the ones we love, when the lips say they want to stay away but the heart still loves" said the mother, leaving me speechless.

I then lay on my mother's lap, the words of my mother were very much in accordance with what I felt at this time. Tears flowed along the soft caress of the mother's fingers. I thought all this time I just wanted to marry Arka without wanting to know how I felt, but it turns out that mom really understood me.

"So you're relieved, maybe you want to tell me when you first met Awan?" mother asked as she continued to caress my hair.

"We're friends with TK Ma" I said with a smile.

"What's? Kindergarten friend?" mother said a little wonder.

"Yes, keep seeing you in college" I replied with a smile imagining everything that had happened.

It turned out that at first registered in Kindergarten it was Arka, but because Pak Surya had to work abroad and all the costs have been paid and the school objected to returning it, finally it was agreed that everything was handed to me. I just realized now, how elite my Kindergarten school used to be, my friends who were all picked up by a luxury car even some were escorted by a bodyguard. Mana able father who is only an officer despite rank to be able to send his son there

"Your lecture was also overflowed from Arka, because after being registered, Arka also did not want to study there. Only your father would ask for it and school fees would be borne by yourself, even you who fight alone," said the mother with a look of laughter.

"That's why, when Mas Sur asked you to be a son-in-law, your father couldn't resist" said the mother with teary eyes.

"Mom, but the Clouds are the past of love. Love will try to be able to live with Mas Arka although honestly this is very heavy" I said then sat down and hugged mother.

"I'm sorry my mother, she can't fight for your happiness" she said, wiping her tears.

"Love is happy, the affairs of the heart can be treated," I said trying to comfort the mother.

Back the shadow of memories with the clouds that I had worked so hard to bury now rise again. The first time we met again on campus. He who is like a Mega star wants to be friends with me who is tucked in there just because of luck. A cloud that is always busy with its business but always trying to take the time to be with me again.

The wound in my heart that had not dried up was slashed back and it felt very painful. But I had to try to cover it up so that I knew it was tough and able to treat the wound even though the scars would never go away.

"Mother go to the kitchen first, help Yu Welas cook. You've never helped, have you?" mother said while standing up

"Mbok Welah does not want to be helped by Love" I said in self-defense.

"Your hand must be stiff with a knife" said the mother, shaking my head and leaving.

It's not my talent to be in the kitchen. Rayi and Mbok Welas have the same opinion about my presence in the kitchen, not helping but disturbing. You then go out of the house and find Mas Arka sitting by the pool and feeding his koik.

"I'm sorry yank, I just found you, don't know you vent to mother," said Arka remained focused on the fish in the pond

"Yes, I was nyamperin mother, my brother I miss," I said as I sat beside Arka.

"At first I did not intentionally horrify your conversation with mother, but finally I was presumptuous to finish," arka continued as if ignoring my words just now I finally decided to shut up and wait for what other words he wanted to say.

"If it's hard, leave me yank, there's no need for you to fight for something you never wanted" Arka said and her eyes pierced through my heart.

I was silent petrified, all the foundations of patience and fortitude that I struggled to build immediately collapsed. The pain-filled steps that I worked so hard to take seemed to mean nothing at all.

"We have agreed that we will build our household together" I said more to convince myself.

"No! if you object to what you're going with me," Arka said blankly.

"Yes, help me dong, let everything be light," I said still reassuring him.

"I've tried, but you're half-hearted, yes the same, Kas" Arka said then passed away.

Crazy huh? when only last night we were making out, looking for solutions for our future, now without listening to any explanation, he decided to just stop.

I followed up, we have to finish everything right now. If he wants to finish, finish it now and our parents are complete. All of you maybe it's time I spill all that's stifling.