
"Michel's a good daddy's boy. Daddy loves Michel.. " Nathan smiled bitterly. Every time he saw Michel in this state his heart hurt. A child this small must bear the selfishness of an adult. His love for Sherly is still great. As soon as Michel saw his heart was so cut. Let alone seeing him lying weak helpless Nathan as if there was no spirit of life. His life spirit is now only for one Michel. For her love for Sherly, Nathan must survive taking care of Michel alone.
"Daddy why are you crying?" Michel looked at Nathan's teary eyes. The clear water had already gathered at the end of his eyelids ready to fall. His heart was so weak considering his past that was reflected in Michel.
Nathan who was born to the second wife of Mr. Robert who used to call him an actor of course since childhood Nathan has borne a fairly heavy mental burden. Plus the treatment of Robert's own family as if he did not want Nathan to be part of the family often hurt Nathan's self-esteem.
And that's not all. Fate has become porridge Nathan must share the love of his lover with his own brother. I don't know.. Nathan seemed to want to seize whatever his brother had just because all this time he thirsted for recognition and treatment parallels. He wants to live like the Alberto family. But still as strong as he was, he still felt himself to be an outcast.
"Daddy didn't cry baby. daddy was just moved to see Michel." Nathan's Refutation.
"Daddy when do we get home? Michel wants to meet Raisya's aunt. kangen." Michel's still-holy eyes looked so peacefully at Nathan. Michel innocently talks about Raisya to Nathan.
"Mhh.. Michel is healed! Daddy hope Michel doesn't see Aunt Raisya again. He's not Michel's good guy. Michel is now sick. That's because of Raisya's aunt, right?" Nathan tries to instill hatred in Michel so that he will no longer depend on Raisya. I don't know what happened to Michel's feelings so he's dependent on Raisya. Though the meeting with Raisya only twice. But it was as if Raisya had already found a place in Michel's heart.
"Tante Raisya is good. He never got angry with Michel. Why is daddy like hating Aunt Raisya? Don't-don't aunt Raisya be afraid of daddy? Or is Daddy hitting Aunt Raisya again? Hik hik. Michel was crying.
"Eh.. Why is Michel crying baby?" Nathan was surprised Michel was crying.
"Daddy wicked. Likes mukul aunt Raisya. Hik hik.. Michel crying. Nathan wiped away Michel's innocent tears. Little children are very sensitive, he can distinguish which people are good and not, with his inner eyes. Michel sees Raisya's affection sincerely since his first meeting. It was his sincerity that made Michel attached to Raisya and comfortable adjacent to him.
"Dear it, don't cry! Daddy would be sad to see Michel cry like that. Michel has daddy. Why do you like Aunt Raisya?" Nathan was curious about his son's heart.
"Hik hik.. Michel wants to have a mother like any other daddy... " Michel stretched his hand as usual to be carried spoiled. But Nathan couldn't carry it because Michel's body had to sleep on its back for faster healing. He just stroked Michel's body to calm down.
"Ohh.. So Michel wants to have a mother? How about daddy nyari mom but not aunt Raisya? Michel wants?" I don't know where the idea just came out of Nathan's mouth. Nathan has never opened up to another woman.
"Wouldn't.. Michel wants aunty Raisya!" Michel Kekeh wants Raisya to be his mother. This big boy can choose which is good for him and his father.
"What about Mommy Sherly? Daddy wants mommy Sherly to be your mother Michel. Because it was she who gave birth to Michel into this world."
"Hik hik hik."
Michel was crying again. He had a lot of trauma in his heart. Michel, who was often treated harshly by Sherly, still has memories of his past. His heart ached when Mommy's name was called. Much of what Nathan doesn't know is behind Michel's trauma. The boy had a black shadow about his own mother.
"Michel. don't be sad! Michel wants to see daddy sad?" Nathan looked at Michel with a fond look.
Michel shook his head.
"Now Michel is sleeping! It's still night. Daddy's staying with Michel here until bed." Nathan again widened his lips smiling sweetly at Michel.
Nathan turned towards the sofa laying his body down while cupping his hands together on his chest. He thought about what Michel had just said. He was also repeating his memories, yesterday that had been terrible to torture Raisya.
Is she okay? What if he dies. Ah.. Why can't I hold back? What if he's bad? Is he going to report me?
Nathan spoke for himself. Tantrum disease sometimes just arises without being controlled. Nathan was supposed to be in therapy to control his emotions.
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"Jack's.. " Ratna called out Jacky's name when she woke up from her sleep. He saw the clock in his hand also the infusion hose that had begun to run out.
Jacky awakens when he hears his name called.
"Ratna. are you awake?" Jacky rubbed his eyes and blinked his eyes, for his consciousness to gather.
"I want to see Raisya Jack. And my infusion is over. I'm better." Ratna woke up from her sleep. After the doctor injected vitamins, his body felt fit.
"What time is this?" Jacky's eyes still feel sticky.
"Hour 2. I want to see Raisya Jack." Ratna repeated her request.
"Yes.I'll take you. I'll call the nurse to open the infusion for a second." Jacky called the nurse to open the infusion hose.
"Let's go there! Hopefully the operation is smooth." Said Jacky while taking Ratna to the place where Raisya was operated on. Jacky and Ratna fell asleep because they were too tired to stay up.
The two waited in front of the operating room with a million wishes.
Ratna's anxiety was obvious. His eyes just kept going up and down looking at the lights that were lighting up above the operating room.
"Many prayers Rat! May Raisya be healthy again." Jacky braced Ratna by patting her shoulder.
"Jack's.. Why did Raisya get operated on? Was he beaten up by someone? Or how?" Ratna was curious about Raisya's state.
"I don't know either. We'll ask the doctor who handled Raisya." Answer Jacky.
"Why did Raisya have to go to the hospital? How I suspect Nathan's boss." Ratna glanced at Jacky.
Jacky was silent. Actually Ratna's guess is the same as Jacky. There's no way Raisya's suddenly critical. Who has a grudge against Raisya? People must think twice.