
"Why should I apologize Ra? I need an answer yes, not an apology." Jacky was still staring at Raisya.
Raisya who had been looking down now dared to see Jacky.
'Marry the others!" Said Raisya who was very embarrassed to face Jacky.
"I've been married to someone else! That's not it yet, I married you Ra!" Jacky tried to answer as casually as possible.
"But I can't Jack!" Raisya wiped her tears.
"Why can't it?" Ask Jacky who won't give up.
"I'm too dirty Jack." Raisya looked blankly ahead. Imagine her being desecrated is now a ghost in her.
"Dirty? Mmm. I'm also dirty Raisya. But I dare propose to you. Why don't you try to accept me anyway Raisya?" Jacky who had met Raisya from the beginning had been blatantly wanting to propose to Raisya always ended in rejection.
"Jack!" Raisya doesn't know what to talk about, let alone reject Jacky.
"I will accept you as Raisya is. I know what's been happening to you."
Deggs..
Dada Raisya
Does he know I've been tainted?
Raisya looked at Jacky. The two sat together.
"Come married! Let's fix our mistakes all along. We start again from the beginning. Will you marry me?" Bright Jacky honest.
Raisya is looking for answers inside Jacky's netra.
"But. i... "
"Sstt.. don't mention it! I know everything from Sarah and Adam's sister. Let's get married. I will accept you completely Ra! Trust me the same!' Jacky tries to convince Raisya.
Hik hik hik
Raisya cried again.
"Let's live peacefully Ra! We will both learn to correct our past mistakes for the sake of our future. We have known each other for too long, but we have become enemies of each other. Let's forgive each other. Start again from the beginning to move forward." Jacky doesn't want Raisya to be traumatized.
"But Jacky... What if I'm pregnant?" Finally, Raisya talked about his worries.
"If you're pregnant, I'll marry you anyway. And I'll wait for your puerperium to finish and I'll touch you. And we're going to turn his son over to his real father. He should know and should be responsible with the child who has been deposited in your womb.' Jacky. Even though his heart feels pain but his mind must still be healthy.
"So you're seriously going to marry me?" Raisya said somewhat calmly after hearing Jacky's confession.
"When am I not serious? I was always serious. You are the one who always doubts." If so out of Jacky's true nature. Not to be blamed.
"Yes, I also know my faults are much the same as yours." Raisya began to calm down.
"So you want to marry me?" Jacky who had not received Raisya's answer was still adamant about the question.
"The answer must be now?" Raisya saw Jacky.
"Yes, it's not next year either." Jacky is back in old fashion. Talk comfortably like that, pad Raisya.
Silent
"Cock quiet? Does your silence mean yes?" Jacky tries to get close to Raisya.
"Yes. proposed to you. Your meal time? He he "Jacky laughs mischievously.
"Then..why do you bless this tarnished me instead of that many women?" Raisya needs faith.
"Emang. that woman is a lot Ra. Unfortunately I just like you. How satisfied is not with my answer?" Jacky knows Raisya is not easy to conquer. That's why he was tainted maybe why it was the same. When someone likes very much, then get rejection usually he will be desperate. Except for the one who's still brain sane.
"Are you really ready to take the risk? Then what if our parents know that the child I bear is not your child?" Raisya is hard to accept Jacky's proposal. There are many risks that will be considered.
"We'll be going to Singapore for a while while while waiting for our treatment after we get married." Jacky answered with his plan.
"Then Michel and Arsel?" He is a child to think about, too.
"Sarah wants to take care of them while our problems are not finished. If you're safe, Michel and Arsel will take you to America Ra. I want to stay there for a few years. Our marriage is stable. If here the possibility of what we will cover will be difficult." Jacky's answer was enough to make Raisya convinced.
"Well, but there's something you need to know." Raisya hasn't told Jacky about this.
"What?" Jacky looked towards Raisya with a frown on his forehead.
"I'm at risk of giving birth to Jack."
"meaning?" Jacky has yet to understand what Raisya is saying.
"When I gave birth to Arsel I was bleeding a lot, until I went into Jack's coma. So if I give birth again there's a chance I... " Raisea stopped her words.
Jacky immediately understood what Raisya was saying.
"Then.. Let's go get some medicine. I will keep you until the end. If it is very risky, we will ask for the opinion of the doctor from now on. Thank goodness you're not pregnant Ra. But whatever happens, let's strengthen each other. That's what I need Ra." Jacky's answer again made Raisya moved.
"Thank you Jack. I'm sorry Jack!" Raisya said again with tears.
"Eits. Again I need the certainty of Ra. Do you want to marry me?" I don't know how many questions this is? Jacky can't calm down yet if Raisya hasn't answered.
Raisya.
"Alhamdulillah O Allah.. " Jacky was grateful.
"I've prepared something for you Ra." Jacky took something out of his pocket.
A jewelry box containing bracelets that have been engraved the names Jacky and Raisya.
"You likey?" Jacky showed me the bracelet.
"Pretty." Raisya smiled happily. The first time he got a gift like a wife.
"I'm wearing it!" Jacky offers himself to wear a bracelet that has been engraved his and Raisya's names.
Raisya.
Jacky wore a bracelet bearing a blue jewel in the middle of it on Raisya's arm.
"Thank you Jack, you've accepted me for who I am. I hope one day I can repay your kindness Jack." Raisya was moved, her tears dripping back.
"Ra. don't have to be a burden. Let every good thing that God gives return. What matters is that we love each other until we grow old." Jacky was actually moved as well. Finally his fate can also propose to Raisya.
"I'm sorry Jack!" Raisya has no power to hold back his sadness and joy all at once.
"Yes.same. Sorry for me too!" Jacky said he didn't want to make Raisya cry anymore.
"I called Adam and I did! What did Nyari eat at the hotel?" Jacky grumbling.