Husband, Honey Mouth Poison
I'm sorry Raisya

Nathan gasped at the message Michel had sent.

"No... Arsel dear..wait daddy dear... Daddy's going there now." Nathan, who was in the office and talking to Reza, suddenly his heart stopped beating as soon as the message read.

"What's up, Nathan?" Nathan's murmur made Reza somewhat astonished. Because they were talking seriously but once Nathan read a message, Nathan's face immediately looks riled up.

"Za.. Arsel's son is in the hospital." Nathan's like a bit of a circle standing up and then back and forth like an iron.

"Arseli? The kid? Where's the kid, sir?" Reza was confused.

"I go first Za. You take care of all my work!" Nathan immediately snatched the car keys and his phone did not care anymore about the work that piled up.

"Ah... just yesterday lost a child, now there is a child? Sir...why is your life this complicated?" Reza's grunts were only heard by himself.

"Well. Nathan sir where was Reza?" Amora who was sitting at the secretary table was a bit surprised to see Nathan out of the room while running like a keblet.

"I don't know." Reza is giddy while having a lot of work delayed.

Nathan drove a car half crazy. He sticks above average gas and acts like a racer in action movies. Make some riders honk a warning horn and some swearing.

For a short time, Nathan's car was parked in front of a hospital. Fortunately Michel would be kind enough to give information to Nathan even though he was in brontak mode. The boy was actually kind, only Nathan treated him rudely so Michel would not live with his father anymore.

"Yes.. " A roaring voice that was already filled with anxiety appeared behind the door. After that first Nathan went to the administration to find Arsel's room treated.

"Sir Nathan... " Irwan and Raisya were shocked to see Nathan in the nursery.

Nathan went straight to the bed where Arsel lay weakly with an infusion tube in his hand.

"Why did you come here?" Raisya's face clearly showed displeasure to Nathan.

"I'm worried, Shay... How's Arsel doing? Why was he treated?" Nathan looked sadly at Arsel.

"Go from here! I don't want to see you again." Ketus Raisya did not want to raise his voice afraid Arsel woke up.

"Please... Yes I beg you! I love Arsel, our son." Nathan doesn't want Raisya to hide his son's identity anymore.

"He's my son." Can't bear to hear Nathan mention 'our son'

"I'm sorry, from now on I want to atone for all my sins. Please give me a chance to correct my mistake Sya!" Nathan's face was so merciful.

Irwan looked at Raisya, then looked back at Nathan who was begging. He didn't want the two of them to fight in front of Arsel.

"You two better talk outside. Let me wait here. Kasian Arsel." Irwan took the middle ground for them.

Raisya took a deep breath and then exhaled her all at once. He closed his eyes while holding his somewhat claustrophobic chest.

"Yes.patiently. You must be strong!" Whisper Irwan on Raisya. His eyes were open, there was fluid rolling on his eyelids. Then Raisya wiped the tip of her eyelids holding the circle back from melting. He looked at Irwan looking for answers. Irwan simply nodded in support for Raisya to be stronger.

Raisya.

"I'll take Arsel first!" Raisya hoarsely said to Irwan then walked outside the room.

Nathan just nodded weakly. He walked after Raisya.

Precisely in a park that was still in the hospital area, Nathan and Raisya sat down while bowed. Both of them still awkwardly had to start the conversation.

"I'm sorry.. " Nathan turned towards Raisya.

Silence has no answer.

"I know my sins are mounting on you, I do not deserve any good from you. I am evil. Even I'm the meanest man you and Arsel are." Nathan's chest seemed to shake withstanding the cries. The cry of the man who now looked fragile was helpless. Now everyone she loves is gone and hates her.

Raisya glanced at his heart despite the hatred, but upon hearing Nathan cry as if eroding his hatred and a little pity.

Raisya again bowed not knowing how to take a stance.

"I.. want to make amends to you and Arsel Sya. I beg you to give me a chance!" With her eyes she turned towards Raisya and Nathan sat down before Raisya.

"I'm sorry, you can beat me, torture me, but please don't separate me from the kids!" Nathan took Raisya's hand begging greatly.

Raisya raised her face looking seriously at Nathan's face. Is there any sincerity in him or is it just a show.

Now there were two sides that were speaking in his heart.

*She is serious. Try to forgive Nathan

Don't be fooled by the dramatic face! You have to remember, when he tortured you many times. Isn't it enough he was given a chance by you Sya? Remember not to be fooled!

What's wrong with giving it another chance. Maybe he has changed. Have you ever seen him beg like that? He seriously wants to repent.

Don't be weak, yes! You do not want to be constantly used by him. He's a mean man Sya*..

Raisya pulled her hand and shook her head.

"I don't want to see you again! Don't ever appear in front of me again even in front of Arsel!" Raisya immediately got up.

"Please Yes.. I beg you! Give me a chance to make amends, I promise I won't hurt you again. I can't take it anymore. Please. " Nathan grabbed the leg of Raisya who was already standing begging earnestly so that he could be given a chance to make amends to Raisya as well as his son Arsel.

"Hhh. Please prostrate and cry. Where did you feel when you almost took my life? Where huh?" Raisya jerked with a face that had tears.

"Where is your heart Nathan when you treat me harshly when you touch me?"

"Then now you easily want me to forgive you, confess your son Arsel, and give me a chance?"

"That's not what I'm going to do, Nathan, psychopath. I don't want to be fooled again." Raisya kicks Nathan and Nathan spontaneously tumbles backwards.

"Well, if you don't want to see me again." Nathan took out a bulpoint pinned in his pocket, and at full strength he stuck it right in his chest.

"I'm sorry... " A burst of fresh blood straight out from his chest.