
Jacky looking for the nearest supermarket. Then buy a pack of cigarettes and some snacks. He sat on the porch of the supermarket and started lighting his cigarettes.
He hasn't smoked in a long time. I don't know that night it felt like mumbling. He sipped his cigarette slowly as his breath drew air and threw the smoke into the air into a white puff of air. Because his throat was dry every now and then he downed the cold drink he bought at the supermarket.
It did not feel like a pack of cigarettes ran out in an instant but his mind was still complicated like a tangled thread. So the puff of cigarettes that he did not consider a friend was not able to change the slightest tangled thread in his mind. It's strange, no, for smokers who need this one friend.
Between sad, upset and angry mixed into a ghost who was struggling in his mind.
Yes Jacky. felt himself afraid of losing, also not confident that he will get Raisya back after seeing there is a rival who can quite captivate a woman, who else if not doctor Ferdi.
Doctor Ferdi's appearance besides being handsome he also has a strong inner, so it's not wrong if Jacky is very afraid of this one competitor. Doctor Ferdi who incidentally researchers in the field of alternative medicine certainly knows how to treat himself to look healthy is also interesting.
"Am I really bad Ra?" The words kept ringing in Jacky's mind.
"Do I really look like Nathan?" Jacky was remembering his actions and comparing them to Nathan's.
"Yes.maybe I don't deserve you to choose Ra.. I am evil. That's why until now you've never been interested in me. Should I leave you Ra? Ah. I can't Ra. I don't want you to be close to any man. But.... Then I'm evil are you? Should I close my eyes and close my ears to see you close to the others? Since when do I give up like this? I'll stay close to you Ra. No matter what happens I can't give up easily" Jacky just talked to himself. Maybe the drink he bought did contain alcohol so he raced involuntarily.
Elsewhere Raisya turned around after hearing Jacky open the door.
"Where are the people? Is he offended to hear me talk like that? Or.. maybe he's coming home?" Raisya looked towards the door. Raisya doesn't actually mean to hurt Jacky's feelings. Sometimes Jacky is too possessive and looks immature.
Crack
Door opens. Doctor Ferdi accompanied by nurses has brought dinner for patients.
"Eat first, ma'am Raisya! Let the platelets not go down much." The nurse placed a tray containing a team that had been fed with a mixture of broth and vegetables. There is also milk and pudding.
"Let me take a bribe!" Doctor Ferdi who had changed his clothes sat on a chair on the edge of the bed ready to help Raisya. Looking around the room, Ferdi's doctor did not see Jacky. It was a chance for doctor Ferdi to pdkt on Raisya.
"okay." The nurse smiled.
The patient apparently.
The nurse could only deliver food and let Ferdi's doctor feed Raisya.
"Have you prayed Raisya?" Ask Dr. Ferdi.
"It has. After the prayer, I immediately prayed." Raisya answered while looking at Jacky's doctor.
"Mmm. Now eat first! Mumpung is still warm his team." Doctor Ferdi took the water and then thrust it at Raisya.
Raisya shifted her body and sat down by leaning against the pillow.
"Let me do doc!" Raisya didn't want to trouble Ferdi's doctor.
"No pa-pa. You just sit down!" Doctor Ferdi took back the glass that Raisya had just drunk and kept it on the nightstand. Then take the team and ready to feed Raisya.
"Mmm.. Let me do it myself doc! I don't want to see any misunderstanding." Raisya said she was worried that Ferdi's special treatment was causing problems.
"Why? Afraid of Jacky?" Ask doctor Ferdi curiously.
"Yes, one of them." Raisya replied that he could not beat Jacky one hundred percent. It could be that the medical workers at the clinic will also gossip it.
"Yes already! Finish it!" Doctor Ferdi was unwilling to force himself on Raisya. He thrust a bowl containing the team into Raisya's hand. He put up a folding table to make it easier for Raisya to put the bowl and the drinking water.
"mmm.. " Doctor Ferdi sees Raisya clingy.
"Why do doctors see me like that?" Raisya is a bit uncomfortable when Ferdi's doctor sees her with a different view.
"It's okay. I just want to." Doctor Ferdi smiled.
"Oh. yeah. May I ask Raisya?" Doctor Ferdi wants to start looking for information about Raisya.
"Yes doc." Raisya replied while bribing back his team's rice.
"Mmm... The man who was the younger brother of your late husband?" Doctor Ferdi though worked in the hospital owned by Mr. Robert but he did not know too much about the family owners of some of the company.
"Yes." Yeah." Raisya answered briefly.
"He doesn't have a wife?" Ask doctor Ferdi.
"Either." Answer Raisya short.
"She meant she was married, and now a widower?" Doctor Ferdi tried to guess.
"Yes." Yeah."
"His wife died too?" Usually Ferdi's doctor is not too kepo for gossip business. But this time he was so eager to search for Raisya's true identity.
"No. He's still there." Raisya answered somewhat astonished, why did Ferdi's doctor ask about Jacky.
"Mmm.. So they got divorced? Why?" Doctor Ferdi could not cover up his curiosity.
"Yes.that's it. Why is the doctor asking about Jacky?" Now Raisya asked Ferdi again.
"No. I just.. "
"What only?" Raisya stopped her spoon.
"Mmm. I see she's very possessive of you Raisya. Does he like you?" Ask doctor Ferdi.
"Since when has a doctor asked about someone else's marriage? Like just an officer of KUA!" Said Raisya taking his drinking water.
"Since I liked you Raisya. I. like you." Said doctor Ferdi would not go first by Jacky.
"Ha ha ha... " Raisya laughs. Nothing is funny. That made Dr. Ferdi wrong.
"Why laugh?" Doctor Ferdi was astonished to see Raisya laughing at him.
"Just funny.is that fast you like me? Ah.. May I be the victim of a land-based playboy?" Raisya held back her smile fearing doctor Ferdi offended.
"Are you happy in php, huh?" Ask doctor Ferdi.
"Yes.not really. I just feel flattered. Moreover, my status is a widow with two children." Raisya does not want to give false hope to doctor Ferdi, especially doctor Ferdi is not a random person.
"What..you doubt me Raisya?"