Husband, Honey Mouth Poison
Woe brings wisdom
Reza was calming Nathan down in shock to see Raisya pass out. Reza also sighed not understanding how to see Nathan's behavior.Can-can he relapse back. What way can he be healed. Because he is very dangerous and could threaten someone's life.
Now Raisya is being treated by one of the family doctors in the lower room. There was a slight tear in the area of his head that hit the nightstand.
"Za...How is Raisya?" His voice sounded heart-wrenching. He saw his sad face.
"Well, he's on break." Reza didn't tell Nathan the truth.
"I want to see Za.. " There's regret in Nathan. He doesn't know what to control himself. Why did he repeat his mistake.
"The lady can't be seen yet, she's still in shock." Answer Reza. Even though Raisya is awake, his mental condition is not okay.
"I. i... " Nathan bowed down, bowing his face to his knees.
"I'm confused Za... Why am I like this?" Nathan raised his face to look at Reza.
"Sir Nathan needs a figure who can accept Mr. Nathan's situation completely. That way, Mr. Nathan can control emotions without having to impose his will on others. Moreover, ma'am Raisya just knew married to you. He must have taken some time to get to know you. Let him comfortably stay by your side. That way later also ma'am Raisya can slowly accept you." Reza gave Nathan advice.
"What if he doesn't want to live with me Za?" Nathan is afraid of losing Raisya. He was still confused by what was in his heart. What is called love, jealousy and fear of loss. Nathan doesn't know that feeling. Sometimes blue feelings just mix without him being able to recognize.
"Yes, Nathan has to let him go. Just like Nathan let Arnetta get away from you."
"But I don't want him to go, Za.. I want him to be with me. I want him to treat me the way he treated that man. Why can't I Za?" Nathan was confused he rubbed his face rough.
"I would like to ask, did you ever have a fight with Arnetta?" Reza is digging up information to provide a solution.
"No."
"Why?"
"I always succumbed to Arnetta's wishes. Just the last one, I left him alone. Because I just realized that Michel's lagging behind. I can't continue my relationship with Arnetta because my mind is always branched. When I was with him I was required to leave Michel. But. I can't keep doing that. How about Michel? I love my son so much.
"Then why with Raisya ma'am you can't give up? Do you tend to impose your own desires?" Reza frowned inexhaustibly with Nathan's attitude. Even that therapy just passed on Arnetta not on Raisya.
Nathan looked at Reza.
"I don't know why I can't give in to him."
"Hmm, you should probably try it."
"I've tried it Za. but my chest feels tight. I'd suffer if I had to endure it."
"That means if you can't resist it, you have to marry a woman like Arnetta."
"What?" Nathan doesn't take Reza's advice to marry Arnetta.
"No. I don't want to let go." Nathan looked away from Reza.
"That's the only way, Mr. Nathan. If you endanger Raisya's mother then you have to let her go."
"I can't let go even I don't want her to get away from me." Nathan turned to look at Reza coldly.
"I can't help you sir." Reza no longer wants to force the will, fearing Nathan even endanger himself as well.
"Help me Za..!"
"I don't have a solution, sir!"
Nathan fell silent. How can he not hurt Raisya again. But he won't let go. Can he try to treat her like Arnetta?
While under Bi Siti was accompanying Raisya who had been treated.
Raisya was pondering. When he woke up from fainting, he was in shock. Because when he woke up somehow all the shadows of his past could suddenly be remembered. Until the moment when Nathan wanted to*** he remembered.
Raisya was still confused. Why could he forget that. And it's a confusion as to why he accepted Nathan's marriage. Had he remembered that he might not have been here by now and be Nathan's wife.
"Mrs.. " Bi Siti who saw Raisya daydreaming was somewhat worried about her.
"Yes.. " Raisya turned to bi Siti.
"Mrs eat first! I made this porridge." Bi Siti showed a bowl filled with porridge with chicken and vegetables.
"Hmm yes bi." Raisya took the bowl slowly. His head was still throbbing and he felt dizzy. He had to eat the porridge in order to eat the medicine.
"Bie.. " Raisya turned towards the faithful bi Siti sitting on the edge of the mattress. Today bi Siti wants to accompany Raisya because her work is not too much. Bi Siti worries about Raisya's situation. The events of a few years ago left trauma on everyone who saw them. The middle-aged woman with fertile stature did not want any more calamities in the house.
"Yes, madam." Bi Siti seriously saw Raisya.
"How's Mr Nathan doing?" Raisya is curious about Nathan's condition.
"The doctor gave her a sedative. He slept well last night. I saw Mr. Nathan awake. Now being accompanied by a conversation with Mr. Reza." Terang bi Siti reported on Nathan's condition.
"I don't know Mr. Nathan much bi. Our marriage was arranged on an arranged basis. Aunty wouldn't tell me about Mr Nathan?" Raisya doesn't want anyone to know who he really is and he intends to feign amnesia as before.
"Auntie has been with Mr. Robert's family for a long time. Nathan grew up in America. Aunty only met Nathan twice once. Since childhood Mr. Nathan was a bit quiet unlike Mr. Adam and also Mr. Jacky. When Mr. Nathan bought this house, aunt Robert told him to be ART here. Aunty also only knew a glimpse of the mistress. Since aunt stayed here aunt saw Mr. Nathan was a hard man. He if he speaks is so mistress, irritable and cold. For me no problem. Auntie's never been scolded by Nathan either."
"Then he's a good father. He loved Miss Michel. As far as I know, Mr. Nathan's aunt would be furious if it was related to non-Michel."
"Until one time non Michel liked his employee Mr. Nathan who named the same rich mistress. He used to live here."