Husband, Honey Mouth Poison
Is this called love?

"Can I come in? There's stuff left in my room." Jason looked at Raisya's slightly puffy face.

"mmm.. " Raisya opened the door of her room wide.

A pair of jason's netra are still scanning Raisya's sad-looking face.

"You crying?" Jason asked as soon as he entered the room. It felt like his heart was not calm seeing Raisya grieve.

"Mmm. no. Just wake up." Raisya lied to cover up her scarred tears.

Jason simply nodded unwillingly to ask any more even though his heart suspected Raisya of lying.

"Sorry my laptop and some documents are still left on my desk." Jason told Raisya what he meant.

"Take it! I'll wait outside." Raisya did not dare to both in the room worried suspicious.

"mmm... " Jason also took the item in question in his desk drawer.

"thank you. If you need help don't hesitate to ask for help." Jason said as he stared inside Raisya. Jason's worry and concern for Raisya somehow grew. He never cared about any woman before.

After Jason took the item, Jason immediately came out of the room. Same thing Jason thought. He doesn't want people to judge him badly with two girls in a room with a girl.

Jason likes his big boss. What happens if there is a rumor about both. The feeling of love kept deep in Jason's heart. Especially after knowing Raisya likes other men, Jason chose to hold back. He does not want to be said to be a man who destroys other people's relationships. It hurts when our partner has an affair with another man, something sticks in Jason's heart about a relationship with a woman. Where he used to have a serious relationship with a woman even in the days leading up to his marriage, the woman even had an affair with her own brother. It makes a lesson for Jason to maintain a relationship and not want him to be present to be the third person.

"Either. If there's no more things to look for I'll go in." Said Raisya about to go back into his room.

"Mmm.. Take care of yourself!" Jason's heart can't be lied to. Although he wanted to act cold, his lips were still talking worriedly. Netraya said that Raisya is not fine. That's why Jason can't be so indifferent.

"Thank you." Raisya said as she closed the room door. Raisya was still standing in front of the door with her eyes closed. The pain in his heart why it was difficult to transfer. The fact Jacky decided it felt piercing his heartstrings.

Why is my heart like this? Why should I be this sick as I lose him. Seeing him release me

Raisya's tears melted again and her body sagged down. Raisya sobbed withstanding the great sadness. It turns out that she still loves Jacky. Feelings that grow long ago and memories with him can not be lost and erased easily. Togetherness with Jacky can not be said for a moment. Ever since he worked up until now their hearts have been pulling each other.

Jason, who was still standing at the door, listened to Raisya sobbing. His voice was vague but Jason still heard clearly that the person behind the door was crying. Although he did not know what the cause was, he was eager to help ease the burden of the woman who had been his first love.

Slowly his hand stretched out to feel the door leaf as if translucent into. She wanted to caress the sobbing woman. Somehow his heart also hurt to see Raisya as sad as that.

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balcony room. Looking far as the eyes see. It was as if he had gone far away with the woman he loved.

Half his breath and spirit were gone. Just leaving a void that doesn't know when it's filled again.

The puff of smoke coming out of his mouth billowed as if it were giving off all the burdens that were squeezing in his mind and heart. But honey, it's just a fantasy. As soon as the object he wiped out the thought as if back and forced Jacky to re-ignite his cigarette until not a single one was left.

Ah.. Does this hurt like having to take it off? I'd rather get sick from a blow wound than I'm as bloodless as I am now..

Jacky took a deep breath then exhaled his coarse.

"Ra.. aren't we meant to be together? If indeed we are not meant to be together, I pray that you get a good man, who can take care of you until the end. I'm sorry, I haven't given you happiness in all this time. Only pain I've ever given you. That's why God punishes me with this pain." Jacky spoke to himself in his heart.

Sherly, who is asleep, does not know Jacky left her bed. He was even engrossed in the darkness of the night without drowsiness. The medicine given by the doctor was not able to make Jacky to close his eyes so he chose to go out and stand on the balcony in his room.

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The notification sound came from Jacky's phone that was placed beside him.

Jacky glanced briefly at the screen of his phone.

"Raisya.. " Call Jacky shrewdly. He hurriedly grabbed his phone and opened the message. Conscience can not be lied to, although then he said he wanted to take it off but his little heart instead said hope.

The message box quickly opened Jacky as if impatient, what Raisya had sent him.

"Thank you Jack, you've let me go. I hope you live happily with Sherly and your little family later. Hopefully if someday we meet our hearts we have forgotten what ever happened between us. Let's part ways and live happily." Raisya

Jacky smothered his mouth. It was powerless to read the message as if he was skinning the feeling that once existed. Jacky shook his head as if not agreeing to forget each other. His heart is fragile now. Raga is indeed a man but the heart still hurts to see each other must accept the reality of having to forget each other. Forget the sweet and bitter memories all this time.

Jacky was able to reduce pain before marriage. But it was different after marrying Raisya. To say 'separate' it felt like he had to expend great energy. Is this what we call love?

Unfeelably clear threads came out of both of Jacky's eyelids. He looked at the message and read it over and over again. His eyes read why his ears seemed to hear Raisya speak. Without Jacky noticing, his finger pressed Raisya's number and brought the flat object closer to the ear.

"Jacky.. You haven't slept?"