Husband, Honey Mouth Poison
Marriage commitment

Jason squirms from his sleep. There was a soreness in his nape as well as discomfort in his hand which was used as a bed to sleep on.

"Ra... You cry? Why?" Jason asked, hearing the sound of crying. Jason was still gathering his consciousness. Sometimes he rubbed his eyes to make his vision clear.

"Jason.. I. don't want to get married. hik hik... " Raishya answered while crying. I don't know why Raisya suddenly said that.

"Eh.. Why is that? Is it because of that guy named Ferdi? Do you love him too?" Jason asked to know. Why suddenly Raisya wants to thwart his marriage.

Raisya shook his head.

"Well, if you don't love her why did you decide not to get married? What changed your mind?" Jason slowly approached Raisya while rubbing his shoulders. He didn't want Raisya to feel alone.

"I don't deserve you Jason. Find another girl!" Raisya covered her face with both palms, feeling ashamed of her past. Should he be frank with Jason about his problem with Ferdi. It feels heavy and disgraceful too.

"Eih. I love you. Time has to find another girl. I don't want Ra. Let's not do that! If you have a story problem! I'm ready to take it." Jason does not easily waver with his stance unless Raisya loves others.

"I'm really not worthy. I am dirty. I am not only a widow but. I. a woman who has been in v**** by my own sister." Raisya can no longer cover up her problems with Jason. He's ready if Jason wants to leave him after he finds out about it.

Jason remained silent. For a moment his mind was like a dead end. Confused to have to respond to the sentence Raisya had just spoken.

"Ra.. I'm sorry I was. I was really shocked. I didn't know you were going through such a big ordeal. Not all women are able to go through such a big ordeal well and are able to stand up again. You are a great woman. I. admire you. I. You dear Ra. I promise to take care of you as long as I'm alive. Let us live together until old age and until death do us part. Don't remember that incident! If you want to get out of here, I'll take you to a place where you feel comfortable." I never thought Jason would apologize. He felt it was too late to come to Raisya so Raisya had to pass such a test period. If time could be turned, maybe he could propose to Raisya early before bad things happened to Raisya.

"Thank you Jason... " Raisya is still not confident even though Jason has spoken and promised him that he will accept Raisya as he is.

"Sst. Don't look back! Tomorrow we go to my mother's grave for permission. After that we will go to Jakarta to meet your son. And next I'll meet your father. Your mother told you not to go back to her house because the conditions were not conducive. He gave me permission to look after you and decided to accept my proposal." Said Jason before Raisya siuman had read a message from his mother Raisya sent through Raisya's mobile phone.

"Do you really want to live with me?" Raisya turned to look at Jason. Apparently Raisya still did not believe Jason's words just now.

"Yes. I seriously. If it's not serious where might I go all the way to Bandung and ask permission to apply to your family." Jason tries to convince Raisya to trust him.

Raisya.

"Now you sleep again! It's still night. Are you feeling hungry?" Jason offered Raisya a meal because the last time he passed out was a few hours ago. Maybe her stomach needs to be filled despite getting intravenous fluids to restore her immune data.

Raisya.

"Well, I brought you some bread!" Jason stood up and brought a bag of crackles containing food and drinks that he had bought.

Raisya took the bread and put it in his mouth. Jason brought a box of milk to help Raisya make it easier to swallow his bread.

"Thank you." Raisya said receiving a box of milk and drinking it anyway.

"Aren't you hungry?" Raisya asked back.

"No. I ate your rations. You passed out over time. It's a pity the rice will be taken again if you're still sleeping rich just now." Jason replied that he had eaten the rice ration Raisya given by the hospital.

"Oh.. " Raisya again feed the bread along with the milk she is holding so that it is easy to swallow the bread she is eating.

"Ra.. You want what dowry?" Jason asked who had not prepared the dowry for Raisya.

"Mmm. anything. I don't want to incriminate you." Raisya answered looking into Jason's face who was watching him.

"I have my mother's jewelry. Do you want to take it?" Jason asked who still kept all his mother's jewelry.

"It's your mother's. Don't you want to keep it?" Raisya asked back.

"I want you to wear it. Later I will add another piece of jewelry as an official dowry. But.. You want our marriage to be what Ra is?" Jason was serious about preparing for his wedding.

"I want it to be simple. Do you mind not if the wedding ceremony in America alone. I'm afraid if it's even held here later it's not conducive. Enough family was present. But that's if you agree." Answer Raisya who does not want the wedding to be held luxury.

"good. I concur. I want that too." Jason agreed to Raisya's will.

"I'm sorry Jason. If only I had disappointed you. I'm not a girl. Maybe you can still get another woman who is still a girl and a virgin." Raisya.

"No Ra. I just want you. Let's live happily. Don't be burdened by things like that. What matters is that you want to be my wife and live with me until old age. That's enough for me. Are girls and virgins if my life isn't happy." Jason explained the purpose of the wedding.

"But I'm a lot short of Jason. What if you're not happy?" Ask Raisya again.

"Ra. If the intention is to be happy, each of us has many shortcomings. Let's complement each other! Don't make our shortcomings an excuse to be unhappy. Happiness lies in our gratitude as the Almighty. Come on bismillah! Nor can I guarantee that you will be happy with me or not. But let's try together. That's what I want." Jason wanted his marriage to be not just out of lust but to build a happy family.

"Thank you Jason for accepting me. You don't be surprised if someday there are many things that might make you not nyamab." It was Raisya who was still worried about his past.

"Yes. I'm Ra too. I also want whatever happens let's strengthen each other."