
After the magrib prayers Raisya and Arsel came down to dinner with the family of master Robert. Raisya the last to arrive in the living room is highly anticipated by masters Robert and Jacky.
"Sorry.. Raisya just took care of Arsel first." Raisya said a bit unkindly as it made the people who were at the table wait for her.
"Don't sit down!" Sir Robert had Raisya sit down.
"Arsel why not in the chair?"Jacky reprimands Arsel who continues to stick to Raisya's thigh.
"Arsel sits the same om!" Jacky tries to take Arsel from Raisya's lap.
Arsel shook his head, instead directly slipping his head on Raisya's chest.
"Sorry Arsel is a bit fussy. He doesn't want to get away. He just kept calling his papa." Raisya said without thinking long saying papa.
"He wants Nathan?" Master Robert looked towards Raisya.
"Eh. no. Raisya.. Arsel wants to see Irwan. Since childhood he has considered Irwan his father. After almost a week or so he doesn't meet up so fussy continues." Complaints Raisya who is confused to face Arsel.
"Come with your dad Jacky, will you?" Jacky opens his hand again to grab Arsel.
"Mama.I want to go home!" Arsel continued to sulk, wanting to return to Ratna's house. Because Arsel had always considered that the house was his home.
"This is your home, baby.. " His mother Jacky was shocked to hear Arsel's request to go home.
"Mmm sorry pih. mih. it looks like Raisya has to go back to Bandung. Arsel fussed on asking to go home. Raisya is also a bit uncomfortable if Arsel likes to cry out loud all of a sudden. Is it possible pih... mih..?" Raisya expressed his intention to return to Bandung.
"Mmm... How is it?" Mr. Robert was a little confused.
"Actually someone wants papih to convey also Raisya same you." Mr. Robert, who was about to talk after eating, saw Raisya talking like he had just changed his intentions.
"What's up?" Raisya saw master Robert seriously.
"Mmm. papih same mamih. intend to replace Nathan with Jacky Raisya." Master Robert's mouth was so heavy it revealed his intentions to Raisya.
"I mean papih?" Raisya is not yet clear what the words of Mr. Robert mean.
"Mmm. papih wants you to marry Jacky Raisya." Mr. Robert's voice was almost choked to clarify his purpose.
Raisya turned to the exact side looking at Jacky.
"But pih... Raisya can't yet. Raisya wanted to ponder first for now. Raisya.. want to go back to Bandung first." Raisya bowed unwilling to look directly at master Robert.
"Mmm. papih understands. Everyone in this house is still in mourning. Let the one who leaves us declare and the one who lives must continue his life. Papih has no intention other than for the good of all. Michel and Arsel need Raisya's father. Papih is worried about you too." Said Mr. Robert unwilling to force Raisya to rush over.
"Yes pih. Raisya thanks for the papih's attention and everything. But for now Raisya wants to establish himself first, and wants to introspect." The current Raisya needed inner calm after a while ago he was constantly tested.
"alright.. Tomorrow you can get to Bandung with a driver." Said sir Robert.
"Michel wants to come with you, too..." Michel looked at Raisya.
"You're Michel's school." Jacky reminded Michel. Just one day of school time has to skip again.
"Michel just wanted to come with you. Don't want to be left!" Michel half whined. After Nathan's death, no one is closer to him than Raisya.
"Michel.. You'll come back again! Michel has to go to school. Time has to skip again." Raisya persuaded Michel gently.
"Michel doesn't want to be left behind!" His eyes condensed.
"Mother.do not love Michel. Mother can love Arsel only!" Michel stood up and stomped his feet away to his room, crying.
"Well, be stable." Jacky breathed.
"We're just eating. He will get used to it too. Do not get used to being too obedient!" Mr. Robert is back in serious mode.
Raisya downcast everything so go awry. He could not have stayed together at the home of Robert without a bond because of course his greater fitnah. And he couldn't have brought Michel in because Nathan's family was more entitled to Michel.
That night everything stored confusion over the attitude of Michel who did not want to separate from Raisya.
Raisya knocks on Michel's door when Arsel is asleep.
"Michel... This is my dear mother.. Can you open the door?" Raisya knocks on Michel's locked door from the inside.
There's no answer.
"Michel... baby... Mommy can't talk to you?" Raisya spoke slowly not wanting the child to sulk.
Still no answer.
"Michel.. have you slept?" Ask Raisya. He knew his room lights were still on. Michel is usually uncomfortable when sleeping with the lights on.
"Yes, if Michel had slept. Have a good night! Mother did not go to Bandung. Mother wants to nemenin Michel." Raisya tries to fish if Michel has slept yet.
Would he come out not if I fished like that?
Raisya only spoke inwardly.
"Assalamu'alaikum." Raisya said as she put her face on Michel's bedroom door. He wanted to know the reaction of the boy.
"Mother.... " Michel's screams are clear. The scale sounds like running. He unlocked it and the door handle opened.
Raisya who was still standing at the door was ready to see Michel.
"Mother... " Michel immediately hugged Raisya's body that was standing at the door.
"Mmm. baby." Raisya pretended not to know.
"Mother...really mom won't go?" Michel looked up at Raisya.
"Mmm... Mother tonight want to sleep with Michel can?" Raisya did not answer Michel's question but asked.
"Jawab first question Michel!" Michel did not want Raisya to enter his room before answering his question.
"Yes. Mother is sleepy. I want to sleep." Raisya embraces Michel and invites him to approach the bed.
"Come bobo!" Raisya took off the blanket and laid her body on Michel's bed.
"Mother. Arsel's left?" Michel stared in wonder at Raisya's attitude which left Arsel sleeping alone.
"Mothers want bobo with Michel. Oppa slept with Arsel." Answer Raisya. Mr. Robert had told him to persuade Michel not to let Michel be angry for too long. It turned out that he was also worried that Michel would act desperate if left alone.
"Oh.. Is really oppa there?" Michel makes sure Raisya is honest with him.