Husband, Honey Mouth Poison
Forgive

Raisya's hard week to take care of. Sarah was waiting for him in the hospital. Today is Raisya's return home after being treated for a week.

"Sarah's sister.I want to visit my father's grave. I haven't been able to pray about it." Pinta Raisya to Sarah. Sarah smiled at Raisya. He dared not bring anything up when talking to Raisya. She knew very well Raisya's psychiatric condition was not okay after being raped.

"Okay, my dear sister.. We'll go together." Sarah tidied Raisya's clothes into the bag.

"Assalamu'alaikum." Sarah and Raisya turned towards the door after hearing someone say hello. From his voice, his voice is familiar. He must be Adam.

"Getishalight." Both answered Adam's greeting.

"Hey, I have a surprise for you guys." Adam developed his smile.

Raisya and Sarah looked at each other, then both smiled at Adam.

Out there there are those who are deg-deg and waiting for their turn in to give suprise. He repeatedly set his breath so that his chest could calm down.

Yep.. Jacky forced her home after two weeks in a Singapore hospital. Now he can walk, even though his legs are a little sore. He sits more and occasionally stands or walks to stimulate his nerves to recover quickly.

Yesterday when he came to Indonesia, he had a chance to talk with Sarah and Adam. When Jacky heard something that befell Raisya, his heart was completely broken, disappointed and angry. How not Jacky was not destroyed when he heard the person he loved turned out to have been tainted. As a normal human being, he was disappointed and angry. That day Jacky spent contemplating, even to accept everything he was actually not ready.

Fortunately Adam immediately reminded Jacky. Yep.. Adam and Sarah are a married couple who have just been referred to after years of divorce. They decided to reunite after pondering for so many years and finally gave everything to the one above. Some years they used to draw near to the Almighty. Because without it everything will be bland and never feel peaceful. After finding stability, the two decide to forgive each other for what was past. They are determined to start from the beginning again with the provision of science as well as tawakkal.

Jacky was overwhelmed by what Adam said. Any human could slip. But very few people can climb back to a good place. It requires determination and strong capital. The key is if we depend always with the above, surely he will survive. It could be that the evils that come from ourselves. At least we choose the path, of course we will take a different goal.

Likewise, the test that we have been undergoing, not solely because God is testing, but indeed we are choosing the wrong path.

Jacky admits that he has always liked Raisya, but he is reluctant to be honest. Even when Sherly comes she is greedy to have both. And again, the bad he made himself which resulted in Raisya reached the hands of Nathan.

All the evil must come from ourselves. Maybe what always befall Raisya is one of them there is interference himself.

Want to be good but without repenting first, it's hard. Like when wearing dirty clothes, we cannot be considered clean if the clothes we wear are not washed first.

Even so when he intends to marry Raisya. He did not try to establish himself first, apologizing for all his sins.

"Hey..k daydream!" Adam broke his daydream.

"Sister.how am I so deg-deg an gini huh?" Jacky groped his chest. His heart rhythm is fast.

"Just. bismillah! You have to laugh if you are rejected by Raisya. Now Raisya needs your support." Said Adam encouraging Jacky who was being deg-deg.

"Yes, brother." Jacky nodded.

'You ready?" Adam was ready to push Jacky's wheelchair.

"God is ready." Jacky steadied his heart to propose to Raisya right now. He will accept all the shortcomings of Raisya plus his advantages. As for the success and failure of his proposal to be accepted by Raisya, Jacky has surrendered.

"Tara... " Adam shouted while pushing Jacky's wheelchair.

"Jacky... " Raisya was surprised to see Jacky's presence in front of her.

Eyes dewy. There was a pain that was coming to the surface once Jacky was in front of him.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. How's Raisya doing?" Jacky tried to smile pretending not to know what happened to Raisya. He wanted to stay strong even though he himself felt bitter and bitter.

He just felt devastated, let alone Raisya. Still alive, it's lucky. Because it's not easy to live a life like Raisya. Has been raped by the closest person, has the responsibility of taking care of the child, and the most severe is how will she get pregnant?

Not just him, but what about the child he is carrying? Not yet. the scorn he will receive. It must be a trial that Raisya would accept.

Then who else if not himself who will take care and accept what is?

"Thank God good Jack. How about yourself?" Reply Raisya lirih. He dared not raise his face in front of Jacky.

"Thank God be good and healthy. You wanna see?" Jacky who saw Raisya bowed in shame, immediately stood up showing his progress.

"Gee... MashaaaAllah." Sarah who had just seen Jacky standing perfectly upright was stunned. Raisya looked at Jacky, and he was shocked to see Jacky standing up.

"Smile don't gawk like that!" Jacky reminded Raisya.

Raisya developed her smile pretending to smile.

"You're happy to see me Ra?" Jacky stared fixedly at Raisya.

"Yes." Yeah." Raisya said slowly. His eyes that had been dewy now even dripped.

"Eh.. Why. cry?" Jacky approaches the bed that Raisya is occupying. Sitting beside him.

"We'll eat first!" Sarah blinked her eyes at Adam. Adam understood Sarah's gesture.

"Don't forget to buy it for us!" Jacky said to both of them.

"Yes. So chatty!" As always Sarah if it's hard to meet Jacky like Tom and Jerry.

Both of them came out of the room to give privacy to both of them.

"When did you come from Singapore?" Raisya turned her head to the side asking Jacky.

"Yesterday morning. Actually, I can't go home yet. It's just me. Kangen with you Ra." Jacky said honestly.

Raisya. There is a mental burden that he is bearing now.

"Will you marry me?" Jacky looked at Raisya who was looking down.

Silent

Tests

Raisya's tears fell on her wrists.

"Sorry Jack. I'm sorry." Lirih Raisya while crying as she pleased.