Heart Explosion
09. heartloss

Ryan crossed the date today, there was a number 27 crossed by him and looked once a smile that he let out. There was a ball coming towards him, he caught it and saw there was a kid asking for it from him.

He threw it softly and the boy left after thanking her, Ryan looked up at the sky if there was anything that interested him. The aeroplane... That thing can fly makes him want to ride it, even though he can go where he wants if he uses all his money.

But it was not wanted by him, he now remembered yesterday while having fun with friends. Although he did not think that after returning home was a disaster, it even happened in the bus he was riding.

"Ryan! Hold it!" Shouted Zian while piercing Ryan's body. The man's hand tried to pierce his own chest, but Zian and the others still stopped his movement.

While behind there were the students who were whispering, they must be talking about Ryan who was rampaging. Their faces were very anxious accompanied by fear as well, now they could only feel sorry for the man.

"He must be suffering, right ?"

"Hmm. I also thought so, so sorry for him that I put my heart on him."

"Huh ?!"

"Don't think! I-I was just kidding!" Said a schoolgirl with a red face. Some people saw him, he immediately turned his face back and along with Ryan calmed down with a breathless breath.

His eyes were so red, he just looked down because all his friends were giving support just still not making Ryan feel better. After that he went home to his house delivered by Zian with him.

It was a very unforgettable thing for everyone who was with Ryan money raging at the time, as well as Ryan himself who still felt very guilty. He gave his body away, limp he felt and not long evaporated from drowsiness.

While his eyes were closed, enjoying the comfortable atmosphere of taking a nap, many people like him slept in this park and Ryan should have brought a pedestal for him, that was what he was thinking.

"You took a nap in this place ?" Someone asked Ryan to open his eyelids. He looked towards the sound of Vina standing, Ryan asked her to sit down first she nodded and sat down next to him.

For a while Vina opened her mouth while looking terrified...

"Are we afraid of death ?"

"Hmm. sure I was afraid, but more afraid of where I would go or face what after death, then how the people I left behind... That's all I'm afraid of."

Vina wiped her tears, "alright and you better go home don't sleep in a kayak gini place."

Ryan asked as Vina stood up, "Where else are you going ?"

"home... I have important business, you know!" He said as he walked away with a small run. Now that Ryan only saw the girl leaving, he exhaled and I looked up at the clear sky.

However he started to feel his chest start to ache and cool, soon he took the medicine bottle then ate it to the end. He swallowed the entire medicine and his breathing was irregular, panting with sweat drenching his body.

He wiped the sweat and stood up, doing what Vina said was to go home...

"Yes ? What's with Ryan ?"

"Ah, yes..."

"It's right you" said the driver with a big smile. Getting into the car Ryan leaned on the seat, he felt it was comfortable in this car because there was a fragrance and it was very comfortable for him.

The car runs towards Ryan's house, so does Ryan who is looking at the street and his face is very red while thinking about Vina. Although it is better not to think about the girl, Ryan still turned red and felt that his feelings would not fade.

As in any case, surely he will die and will not be able to be with the girl at all costs. But it's not wrong that he just wants to express his feelings, he just wants to express and not relate to anything.

The taxi stopped and the driver said, "It's over.."

"Thank you sir and the payment is on the app" Ryan replied as he got out of the car. He looked at his house if there was a car parked in the front yard, his face was shocked and after the taxi left he fell into the street.

His body suddenly suffocated because of the person who did not consider himself already in his house, two very sick but tried to stand up and when he saw someone who was just his status as his father. He clenched his hand furiously.

Like a pouncing tiger, he just looked at his father with a very angry face and his eyes opened wide when he was with a woman...

"That woman?!. stupid dad!" Ryan said, remembering last night. After returning home from his vacation, Zian after leaving from sending Ryan to his home. The teenager wanted to go into his house but considering that there was little food he brought money and left his house to buy some groceries.

While walking he saw a woman who was drunk, there was a handsome man with her and they made out with each other. When Ryan walks past a drunk guy and hits Ryan, Ryan leaves without saying anything.

But the man took Ryan's collar and hit him for no apparent reason, the teenager stood up with an angry look. Running at the man, he landed a punch on his cheek.

The two of them fought seriously, until the man escaped with a battered wound and Ryan who was only slightly injured. Because in a state of drunk so hard to fight even more so Ryan is in good condition...

A cold voice came into Ryan's attack, "You're home... Turns out. There's something to talk about."

"Why did you come here and who was that woman ?"

"She's your new mother."

"New mom! How dare you wait for my mother!" Ryan cried out with tears. He clutched his collar tightly, his father fought back and they hit each other. The boy did not accept what his father had said just now, but the illness recurred.

He fell down in a squatting position right now, not long vomiting blood and his father Ryan's face immediately looked angry. At first he was just being cold having a flat face, but after seeing the illness his emotions exploded.

Ryan banged his head on the ground, his father saw it was common and he stood up and looked down to see his son torturing himself. There was no pity for the child though, the man's heart was already completely closed.

Just as Ryan regained consciousness and vomited again, the teenager rose from his knees.His knees were sore, as were his legs which were very limp but in his heart. He still couldn't accept his father's words just now... But his desires and anger could not follow his wishes... Now he fell down...