Heart Explosion
03. heartloss

The girl with Fauzan and Ryan was now sitting on her bed, looking at her friend who was enduring her pain and crying. Even though the two men couldn't do anything about it, Ryan already seemed to be suffering a lot.

Fauzan asked the hadith, "Widya, don't you feel that Ryan needs something ?"

"I don't know for sure but Ryan needs to fight his illness."

The window that was open made the wind in flicked their hair, with Widya's long hair up to her back and at that time Ryan immediately fell unconscious, the two teenagers realized that their friend had fainted and saw how he was doing.

Fauzan and Widya lifted him up to lay him on the bed, but in Fauzan's heart he wanted to scream and cry to see his friend suffer like this. It made his heart very upset.

They came out of Ryan's room, Ryan's eyes fluttered on the bed and they could only see and then left...

"Hei Fauzan, has Ryan ever complained ?" Widya asked with a look down. The person being asked just fell silent then left without even saying a word. Seeing a quiet house like this makes Widya so feel the breadth of this house, not the size but the atmosphere.

Ryan lives at home alone with no parents, he is dumped for having the disease which is why he is considered a child who will wreak havoc in the family.

All the rooms were very spacious, with only a small voice was very echoing and so silent that all parts of the house...

Widya steps up, "I hope you can come to Rani's birthday party, I hope."

The girl went running out of Ryan's house clenching her hands, it was still hard for her to leave her childhood friend alone but no matter what, it still shouldn't be too long. Many also say that heartlosive will be worse if the patient feels too much emotion, such as anger or so on.

Including happy to laugh, if too much laughter will recur and it will make him immediately break his heart. It sounds crazy but it is true...

Every heartbeat of the heartlosive people will feel pressure, after they are nervous will feel like shortness of breath and most of the time doing the relationship will make them worse, forgetting how to breathe for a while would be bad.

There are many cases where people forget how to breathe...

"We shouldn't just buy him food."

"No need, there's a lot of bans on his illness and he's been filling his fridge full of food so don't worry."

"That's it..."

"Do you like Ryan ?"

"Huh ?"

"Yes you look very anxious" Fauzan said as he continued walking. Yet.. Widya just fell silent, she looked up at the sky and kicked Fauzan's back hard enough that the teenage boy fell down.

The man stood looking at the girl who kicked him with a cynical look...

"From that! How about a letter for her ?!" Widya asked with a flushed face. Fauzan who heard directly from her smiled ignorantly, he shook his head in unison making Widya so speechless and went to cover her face while running quickly.

He smiled wryly and scratched his head, "What sonic is he ? Cepet very anyway and yes I think I should play that game again..."

He started to move his legs to go to his house even though he occasionally looked back at Ryan's house, there was a tree in front of him that looked so old and now had grown some blue flowers. It was a beautiful sight for Fauzan.

Night comes with the moon showing itself with the stars that surround it, Ryan comes out of his house and he stares at the tree in his yard. He saw that there were already some flowers, although most of them had started to die.

He sits on the terrace staring at the tree, so it was his encounter with Rani that changed his life...

Now in his mind he thought about whether Rani remembered the time when the girl saved a desperate man and so was destroyed. He does not have something valuable anymore, even though life purpose does not have, but Rani is the one who opens her eyes to make her realize.

He opened his mouth, "Hey Rani, I thought I wouldn't want to live anymore but enough for your good."

The teenager spoke to himself while contemplating his encounter with the girl, they were met with an unexpected encounter and a very bad and terrible first impression. Although very sick but until now Ryan still hold it, he just wants to see something.

Something expected by him, Rani is happy with the people she loves...

"Am I being too selfish, father ?" Ask her father who is gone. Until the moment where the teenager's last breath was still expecting his father to come home, was silent on the porch of the house looking at the gate of the house.

No one went through it, no motorbike went into the courtyard, no one spoke up and made himself happy. Just wait until he loses everything and smile at the end.

The girl was tidying up her book while looking out the window, she noticed the tree being cut down reminded herself of her encounter with him. It was like a nightmare, he just came out of the house but saw it until he could not do anything.

It was like a very haunting nightmare, but now the nightmare turned into a dream for him to want to always be with the nightmare no matter what...

"Rani, are you hard to finish ?" Someone asked him. Rani replies, "Ah, I'll be done soon."

He's down, "that's it..."

"What's up ? Your face is so pale, what's up ?" Ask Rani back to him. The girl who was with him just fell silent with the question from him, not long before he stood up from his seat and exited the room on such a sweet footpath.

Rani picks up her phone and sends some messages to the intended person. That is his life, even though he does not ask sometimes or often also his parents give what is asked or not still.

Although like that Rani felt a lot of emptiness, before and before she could not forget that person until now. Now Ryan is also not wanted to be like that guy, that's how the girl's mind is right now.

Her hair that was tied up so beautifully in the middle of the room, still it was unraveled by the wind and decomposed like hair in general that was pulled apart by the wind...

"That kid is stupid" he said with a smile. He hinted red as he imagined her with him, briefly wanting her to talk about his heart if only he could do it and was strong enough to say it. He thought his heart was braver, but still he still wanted the first man not the first woman.

Once the girl is accepted will not disappoint the one who chooses, but who knows what the future will be like and what kind of thing, man just needs to give the best for himself...