Heart Explosion
06. heartloss

The young man was waiting in the parking lot that many people were talking about but were not recognized by him, after a while waiting for someone to come. It was the doctor who took care of Ryan before, he came and gave money to Ryan.

"Are you sure ?" Ask the doctor again. Ryan who heard it was bored because several times the doctor asked the same thing repeatedly, repeatedly Ryan also heard it.

"Ah, I am very sure and the needs of living for a month that a million will not run out."

The doctor sighed then smiled, "You're so frugal, if you can just replace you to die."

Ryan didn't want to talk, but wanted something to say to him and now his mouth is open to say a message to him, "I don't have any ability, but you have and like your work. Save the lives of those who can still be saved, that father's a hero.."

"So long ago you didn't hear that kind of speech!" The doctor patted Ryan on the shoulder. Ryan smiled and left while waving his hand, he headed for the street to see that it was a red light and he crossed with several people.

He went to his house but he did not want to go home, seeing that there was a garden many children were playing happily. The sky is so beautiful with the weather is sunny, many people are making a flirt make Ryan feel envious.

He wants to put his heart on someone if he does not have heartlosive disease, if he does not have to worry about leaving his lover. But it's just wishful thinking, he won't be able to get a lover.

Exhaling he looked up at the sky when he saw that today was still bright, though he thought it should be cloudy and rainy. But the weather did not cry at all, as he was about to die but felt no sadness at all.

Because he had nothing valuable to leave behind...

"It's so dark of my life" he said, smiling and walking. As he walks into the cafe, Ryan orders a coffee and a sandwich for his lunch. He was so hungry but no appetite.

Moments after the order came delivered by the servant, he devoured the bread quite greedily. He thought he would not be able to feel anything after death, that was what he was thinking about right now and the sip of coffee he was feeling the same as usual. Bittersweet and sweet.

He took his cell phone to see that there were a lot of messages coming, everyone in his class and school almost all knew about his illness and his age. Tomorrow he decided not to go to school... The teacher will understand.

Taking the money in his wallet, he took out more expenses and kept it on the table...

"Sir, the money's on the table!" Said Rian calling the waiter. The waiter turned towards Ryan, he nodded and opened his mouth asking, "Is there any change ?"

Ryan got up from the chair, "Make it up."

The waiter looked down at Ryan who was already gone, but when he opened his hat it turned out to be the girl who had the hair tied up and her eyes were just staring at Ryan who was leaving.

Rani who was speechless with a tray in her hand, she just lowered her head and now took off the servant clothes. He pays one of the waiters, because after coming home from the hospital Rani follows Ryan wherever he goes. Whether Ryan was conscious or not, the girl decided to keep following him.

Rani chases Ryan, now Ryan goes into an alley and sees some thugs blocking him. As Ryan pulled out a dagger, they all smiled grinning and let him pass...

"I was followed by someone, can you understand ?"

"Thank you for that, uncle."

"Do you need anything ?" Ask one of the thugs. Hearing the question from him, Ryan sighed and shook his head. The men looked out of the alley, they did not realize there was Rani but the girl was sitting quietly in the front seat of the street.

At first he thought that Ryan was unaware of his whereabouts, but it turned out that he was mistaken and now he can't follow Ryan anymore...

***

Tomorrow there is an alpha student, those who miss him can only wait whether he goes to school or not. Teacher also saw his name, he thought he would cross it out because of the fact that in a month he would die.

Even though everyone who knows and is close to him does not want to be left behind, they hope a miracle happens. Even though it was impossible, they just hoped and did whatever they could.

When the bell rang signifying the time for the first lesson, there was someone who looked out of the classroom window and Ryan just stared at the class with sad eyes...

"Ryan !?" One of the students saw it. Ryan who regained consciousness immediately left, but saw her go Rani directly out of the classroom without thinking anything and some people went along with her. Teacher wants to ban also can not, how even if Ryan already wants to leave.

At least wanted to give her something she would remember, but Ryan walked into the warehouse and this second day was so empty for her. Once his friends were in front of him, Ryan just hugged Zian and it was just a trick.

Ryan put something in Zian's pocket without his knowledge...

Ryan patted her on the shoulder, "You forget me, I just want to see this school for the last time."

"Go to class first, let everyone see you!" Widya said rather urgently. Ryan left regardless of what he said, Zian who wanted to chase after a paper fell out of his jacket pocket.

He took it to see that this was a letter even at a glance he already knew that this was Ryan's writing, now when reading it suddenly made himself shocked and his face so unable to hold back the cry.

Drop by drop fell out of his eyes and now everyone with him was wondering why they were crying, they realized that Fauzan was reading a piece of writing. Widya took it and saw that there was a piece of writing showing when Ryan was alive, he was only 29 days old.

Indeed, his doctor said Ryan, he said that the teenager had 3 months left but in a written letter lying. He didn't want his friends to feel lost, this Ryan was forgotten by all of them.

However, they all seemed very unable to let go...

"Then how ?" Ask someone to break the silence between them. They realized then Widya who responded the most, she shook her head and slightly flushed and lowered her head.

"His life was so short, he must have been in shock and couldn't think of anything... He wants you to forget he definitely doesn't want to make you sad. That's what it means," said the person with a wide smile. The wind came brushing her hair, she was now silent with that smile.

In his heart he understood very well Ryan's feelings, he also had the same illness but forever and his life would be long and yet, he sank into a bottomless abyss...