Heart Explosion
05. heartloss

In a room there was a curtain blowing in the wind and someone was asleep on a hospital bed, next to him a girl was accompanying him. Some people were also sitting with him, they were talking chatting with each other.

But the girl next to him woke up from her sleep, she looked at the one in front of her and remembered what she had said a few hours ago.

"So far from me. Look I have a serious illness" Ryan said. The words thrown at Rani so make her heart very surprised not to play. Once again he asked what he meant, the man just turned his face away.

They did not speak and silence occurred for a long time when Ryan fell asleep when his friends came. Seeing his friend who had not eaten from yesterday made him anxious, Zian felt that way.

"Rani. eat to the cafeteria first."

"Umm. Okay, accompany me Zian. You haven't eaten either, have you ?" Rani asked as she looked at Ryan sadly. They exit the room going towards the hospital canteen, but Ryan's eyelids open after the girl leaves.

He woke up to move to sit and his friends realized immediately came to ask his condition but Ryan only fell silent despite being asked by some of his friends.

Not long after Widya came to him, he raised his hand and a slap landed on Ryan's cheek in shock. Widya just stared cynically at him.

It was just that a door slamming sound rang out, it made those inside startled and reflexively looked towards the door. It turned out that there was a girl who was blushing, she was shedding some tears.

Rani goes in and asks, "why don't you want to wake up ? Because there's me ?"

"Leave me alone, can you ?" Ryan asked ignoring Rani who was looking at him looking for her gaze. But a doctor granted Ryan's request, he went in and asked everyone to come out first.

Hearing the doctor say that they can all just obey his words, Rani also came out of the room again with a very sad face.

The door was closed and in the room there were only two people, a patient then a healer who was sighing...

"We'll talk for a minute."

"On the rest of my life, right ?" Ryan continued the words of the doctor he had guessed. Hearing Ryan's words, the doctor lowered his head and got used to it. However this was the first time for him to hear a patient resigned like this, it was something rare for him.

"Ah, you seem to have mentally prepared to listen to him..." The doctor said while looking down. He came to Ryan, his face was so sad to see the child who had a young age or this teenager was nearing death.

No one knows when he will return to where he came from, no one knows anything about death or life. The doctor took his cell phone looking at the patient's records, seeing that he still had a family but no one visited him.

It was necessary to make an agreement on whether the teenager in front of him stayed in the hospital until his last breath or was released out...

"You choose to be free or stay in this place ?"

"I'll just go out, doc."

"Umm.. why ? Even if you feel pain can use drugs."

"No, I want to stay out and about the parents, are they coming ?" Ryan asked with a face that didn't care. His eyes had no light, he already thought nothing of the world anymore. Whether he sins or not, he doesn't care about everything.

A few moments the doctor stood up and mentioned the time Ryan had to live, the time was so short as to be a blink of an eye for Ryan. Now his face looked down and could only take it.

"Okay doc, then about the payment..."

"Everything is underwritten by the government and you will be given money to enjoy your life."

"If you may know, how many ?"

"Maybe 20ht will be given to you" the doctor replied with a smile. Ryan let out a long sigh thinking that the money was too big, giving a lot of money to someone who would die another month was overkill.

Hearing that he could go home this afternoon made him relieved, but he was about to ask but not because his friends were knocking on the door from the outside. Hearing that the doctor was leaving but was stopped by Ryan.

Looking back the doctor saw that Ryan was holding his hand.. Ryan asked, "Can I ask you a favor ?"

"Please what ?"

"Please get the money and can the doctor give it to someone in need."

"That's against the rules, unless you take half of it."

"All right, I'll take half" Ryan said. He then let go of the doctor's silent hands looking at Ryan, thinking that this teenager was very unusual. Honestly in his heart he was very sad because a person as good as Ryan had to die.

The doctor went out of the room to see his friends were silent, they asked the doctor about his condition but was not answered by him and instead left without a word. They all entered without a care.

Rani, Widya, Fauzan, Vina, and the others came in and saw their friend daydreaming looking out the window. Although every visit to visit only two people there is an exception for heartlosive disease, it is allowed up to 10 people who visit.

"We should just cut off our friendship" Ryan said, without looking at them all. Simultaneously his astonishment was infinite, they looked extremely shocked by his words just now. Hearing that Rani did not stay silent and came to him.

He raises his hand in front of Ryan, the teenager knows what the girl is going to do and is speechless but he misguides what Rani will do to him. No one was surprised except Ryan.

The girl hugged him so tightly, but Ryan didn't want it...

"Hey, don't say that."

"I'm dying soon."

"Don't! I'll ask you to find a solution!" Suck Rani at him. Hearing the snaps Ryan just smiled and started to open his mouth, "Solution ? Is the removal of human organs in other humans a solution ? I don't want every time to be haunted by guilt."

Rani falls to the floor, "But! That's the only way..."

"That applies to all of you too, don't come near me again. That's it" Ryan said without feeling anything in him. Right now he could not think clearly because he was willing to face death, there was nothing that could be done to prevent it but at least he wanted to know how to let everything go to be left behind by him.

Seeing her friends who were silent, silence was created and a moment later one of the phones rang, Vina who was silent suddenly realized that her phone was ringing broke this silence.

He opened the call and walked out of the room, but his face was so frightened that Ryan was terrified in his heart but not shown to anyone...