Heart Explosion
08. heartloss

The number 28 is what Ryan thinks about the most at the moment but he wants to forget it for a moment and write a message in one class, there are many apologies and calls to many people. It made him palpitate but the first time the disease did not recur, he was now happy about this.

Some people responded with pleasure because Ryan wanted to meet them, although there was sadness in the feeling of pleasure and no one thought that a man as good as Ryan had the disease. That was a huge blow to all his friends.

This afternoon Ryan invited them all to go to the amusement park, he spent a lot of money on this and some of his friends also suggested to go camping. That's good according to Ryan, the teacher also said it would help make him happy.

Not long after the door was knocked there was a voice calling Ryan's name many times as if panicking, Ryan approached the door and saw that Rani was messing around... There was Vina with him..

"Vina, Rani, what are you doing and why are you so tired ?" Asked Ryan who saw they were so exhausted. Vina wiped the sweat on her forehead, she started answering Ryan's questions just now.

Vina replied breathlessly, "Rani is interesting..."

"Then go in first, do you want to drink something ?"

"White water."

"I want green tea only," Vina said as she took a deep breath. Ryan invites them in first, he goes to the kitchen and brings a glass of water to Rani. While Vina has not been made, Ryan went back to the kitchen.

He picked up the teapot and cooked the water because the hot water had run out, his eyes occasionally looking into the living room showing the two girls sitting on the sofa and they were aware of Ryan's gaze, Ryan who noticed it also turned his face away.

Brewing tea for Vina who was sitting, she brought him two one for her and while Rani was looking at him. He stood up and gave something to Ryan, the man's hand holding the teapot and tray first on the table.

After saving the drink he took a paper that Rani gave him, he opened it and saw there was an electric bill.

Indirectly Ryan was astonished and confused as he looked at Rani once in a while, while the girl just blushed...

Ryan asked with a puzzled face, "What is this electricity bill ?"

"Billing ?!" Rani was shocked. To his surprise, he picks up the paper with almost enough force to make Ryan fall and when Rani sees it with her own eyes she is embarrassed to bring the wrong letter.

The girl sat down again with a very disappointed expression mixed with embarrassment, whereas Vina just took a sip of her tea and did not know what was happening. He continued to drink his tea.

Looking at the two girls with him, Ryan asks them what they came up with.

"What are you guys coming to me for ?" Ryan asked them both. Hearing the question from Ryan, Vina looked at the looking downed peasant embarrassed with a reddened face. Maybe even in Vina's imagination, she thought that now Rani would explode due to her embarrassment.

Vina sighed, she kicked Rani's leg making her lift her face looking at Ryan who was standing and simultaneously making her head back down again...

"Pushhuu~!" Vina taunts Rani by mimicking that voice. Ryan who was astonished immediately asked him, "Hmm.. ? What is it, Vina ?"

Exhaling Ryan sat down, he talked about the vacation he wanted to do and of course they decided to follow. At least that was all Vina could do, in her heart she was very sad about Ryan's departure later.

Many people are expecting a miraculous event, such as the coming of a drug that can cure Ryan and so on. But at that time it was impossible, because not even one doctor could solve this problem.

Vina opened her mouth, "Then this afternoon huh and instead Rani was afraid of water ? Ah, when Elementary School he whines not to go to the pool until dragged by the teacher."

"Stop!" Rani snapped with a frown puffing her cheeks. Now Ryan can laugh again, a long-lost smile etched again and he was so happy to accept Adly's advice which was a great service for him.

But in his mind he was thinking about the teenager, did he not suffer ? And so forth. It was very painful, but Adly was able to face her with a spacious chest that made her so amazed at him.

"Hey Rani, do you know about the teenager whose name is Adly whose hair is white."

"Oh, she dyed her hair and from birth her pupils were red.."

"Not her looks but something else ?" Ryan asked curiously which was very thrashing. Rani just shook her head, she had absolutely no idea about Adly's past because they were just ordinary friends and she had a business relationship with her father.

Looking at the wall clock, Ryan said that soon it was 2 pm time to go to the pool. Although it will be closed at 5 pm, Ryan wants to use this opportunity to play with his friend.

Rani who wants to help him to prepare to be rejected, because Ryan has prepared it and just change clothes and leave. He knew that afternoon swimming was good enough, only though Ryan asserted that there was no compulsion for all his friends to come along.

Including the class leader and his teacher who must have been busy, he took the time to spend a while with his students...

Ryan said, "Everything's gonna have fun."

"Ah yes right it must be because your time is soon, I'm honestly very sad..."

"Oi oi Vina, don't bring it up!" Rani nodded quite hard. Silence was created and they did not talk to each other, not long after a few seconds Vina spoke up.

"This is a reality, sweet lies will kill you in the end better be sick now than later never be able to eliminate the pain."

"You are so, it's true" Ryan said as he sat and clenched his hands together. He lowered his head with a fearful face, sweat flowing from his forehead and a smile engraved kindly as well as the flow of his tears.

He was not afraid of death but was afraid of losing pleasure, jokes, and so on when with his friends. Years passed Ryan lived without laughter, but after getting something valuable he did not want to let go but soon he inevitably had to let go of everything.

Rani stands up from her place, she is about to talk but Vina stops her knowing what Rani is going to talk about. His face was so gloomy, the two looked unwilling until Ryan left. He also turned his face...