Heart Explosion
07. heartloss

Counting down to say goodbye, only 28 days left him depressed just shutting himself up in his room. His face was very pale with reddened eyes, all night he did not sleep and only thought about what would happen after he died.

The time was hit 06 as the sun began to appear, and shortly after a few minutes Ryan began to sleep and sleep in his bed. But the sound woke him up, like someone had entered the house and when he saw it there was a cat.

The beast looked hungry, it just looked like it had no energy to stand even though. Seeing that Ryan went down from his place, he picked up the cat and took it to the kitchen.

He kept the cat on the dinner table, it was meowing...

He stuffed three fish with a bowl of his used rice last night that was not used up, he mixed it up and kept it under the table. The cat that smelled the fish immediately came down and ate the fish that was under the table, while Ryan just stared at it.

Someone's talking from the window, "Yo! Ryan, are you free ?"

"You... Which time it was..."

"Wicked, I have a name.. Adly knows!" He said while pouting his cheeks. Seeing her directly makes Ryan laugh, she asks Adly to come in and chat with her. Adly was the one who helped Ryan while at Rani's birthday party.

Adly sat on the porch of the house staring at the tree in front of him, not long before Ryan came to bring a tray containing snacks and two cups of tea. The two men smiled at each other, but Ryan felt comfortable when there was him for some reason.

They sat side by side and a gulp was heard, they were enjoying the taste of the tea.

Adly looked at Ryan seriously, "Meet your friends."

"I just want them to forget me so as not to be sad."

"Stupid, you're lucky because we're all so fucking shit let alone me. You can be free right away but what about me ?"

"Free ? What do you mean ?" Asked Ryan who was confused did not understand his words. Now that Adly just smiled and sipped her tea back, she ate one snack and pressed it while feeling that her body was reacting.

"Do you know the characteristics of people who are experiencing a recurrence of heartlosive disease ?" Ask Adly with a cold face. Ryan who knows to mention everything, one of which is the left chest is very cold and the heartbeat is not felt can even be considered dead.

When people with heartlosive disease relapses, the whole body will feel pain and the chest will be very cold even there are cases where the whole body is cold. Their heartbeats seemed to disappear, those who experienced this would suffer greatly.

After understanding the traits Ryan mentioned, Adly undressed her and asked her to touch her chest. Ryan who began to be very confused at the teenager who was with him at this time did what was asked, but it was true and his heartbeat was not felt.

Ryan opened his eyes wide and looked at Adly, while the man was silent...

"Every time I'm going to be like this and why don't I feel pain ? I have a body disorder or brain function like that."

Adly from birth had abnormalities in her brain that made her unable to feel pain, her brain had no response to pain and it was very bad for many people. This disease is common but only a little waste survives, one of which Adly is very unlucky.

He has a disease that can not feel pain and heartlosive simultaneously, both diseases that are feared by parents if the disease is in their children. That's what they're afraid of...

"So Adly..."

"I just want to say that there's no such thing as the most suffering in the world, you also think I must be the weight of his life but what if there's more to me.. for example having both diseases that are on me and not having a complete body ?" Adly said with a smile. Listening to Adly talk Ryan realized that there are still many people who suffer more than him, he just fell silent and thought that he was the one who suffered the most.

They are now talking to each other about this disease, it is all about the mental course and that is what is most needed to survive this disease. Most people would be taken over his sanity, so many could not endure it even to the point of suicide.

Few people survive like Adly and Ryan, but again Ryan is surprised by Adly that his age is like a normal human but every time will feel the same...

Ryan lowered his head, "Relapse all the time, I can't imagine."

"Akw each mwlam hwnya bi-"

"Slow down your food you just said, your words are heavy to hear but there's a joke!" Ryan said with a wry smile. Adly smiles and does so, but Ryan's burden is now a little light and now he decides to spend time with his friends even if they haven't forgotten him.

Moments later there was the sound of the phone, but it was a very noisy song and the only rock band Ryan could think of was listening to it. Adly picks up her phone, the two turn off the alarm and stand up from her seat. He stretched his hand and patted Ryan on the shoulder.

"Don't think about it too much."

"Alright and thanks for the input."

"Ah, it's okay and now I have business then I say goodbye!" Say it while you're gone. Waving each other's hands, Ryan looked up at the sky and felt that today was a great day to take his friends on vacation.

Remembering the money the government gave him, Ryan went inside and opened his closet to see that the money was still there and the piggy bank was still not broken. As well as the money to pay for the SPP still there, he took it all and threw the piggy bank until it broke.

Money was spouting and he counted it carefully, his face was so pleased with the smile that was engraved again after a long time he had not smiled since three days ago...

He counted all the money he had on him, after obtaining that there were tens also made him feel a hard blow in his head. He only thought about useless things, in the end saving this much money and all he had in mind was friends.

He has no parents who consider himself, left behind by his father and when alone there are only his friends who are with him. But now that he was so foolish as to break their friendship, he was very aware of what he was doing.

He also took his phone to see that his number had not been kicked from the group, considering that there was a four-day school holiday he used this opportunity for a vacation with all of them in class. That's what he thought...