Heart Explosion
26. Ryan

As Ryan is usually woken up by the girl he lives with, he wakes up with a drowsiness that still dominates him. After a few minutes he was sleepy again, Vina was irritated but sighed undoing her intention to wander this still sleepy man.

Take a bowl of bean porridge on the table made by Vina before, Vina took a spoonful of it to Ryan but as she was still sleepy the man accidentally rolled over to the table to make the bowl fall and break. Ryan suddenly woke up throwing a blanket, the cloth covered Vina's entire body.

He looked towards the broken bowl as well as Vina who was covered in blankets. Swallowing her saliva she pulled the blanket so that Vina was free, "sorry. Yes sorry.."

"Tomorrow you sleep on the couch there!"

"Huh ? Y-yeah... Don't go, please!"

"I said no, no!" Reject Vina firmly. Ryan exhaled his breath could only give up, but when remembering tomorrow was the end he opened his eyes wide and immediately calmed himself down. It seems Vina forgot about her last day.

It's just that yesterday a few days ago, it made Ryan so eager to talk to someone who could lend him a backseat and talk to calm his heart. That person was very kind as the one who made him wonder, at least to a colleague of Adly for him.

At that time he was in the city crowd feeling heartlosive pain that was really painful, many people were also around him. His movement stopped because all the pain spread throughout the body, he could only resign because many police were on duty or resting.

There is already a rule to shoot dead heartlosive sufferers if he rampaged in the crowd, only Ryan still knows himself not to hurt others. It was just that he was no longer strong until he fell to the ground.

Just then everyone was aware of what had happened to Ryan, a soldier came with a rifle. Many people were in a hurry to get away from the place, even two soldiers were ready to shoot Ryan who was feeling his pain. Unable to endure the pain Ryan yelled and banged on the ground, the trigger almost pressed.

But someone came rushing at him, wearing glasses and the clothes worn by him were so striking. He came in front of Ryan and overturned his body, swiftly gripping Ryan's two hands.

That person pressed him down strongly then spoke to him with a little weight, "hold it..! Take a breath and forget the pain, yeah.."

"Huh. huh.. Huhh...!"

"Good, now you are calm and for the two of you do not immediately kill the sufferer of this disease. Handle it immediately by overturning his body and then hold him until calm."

"Okay, chief!" Answer them. Ryan realized that the person who helped him was a member of the military as well, if you think about it, surely he was not an indiscriminate person thought Ryan at that time. Since it was calm the man stood up from Ryan's body, Ryan also immediately stood up and bowed in thanks to him.

The man stared long at Ryan intently, not long asking him to spend time with him for a while. After Ryan nodded his head he introduced himself as the new chairman of the White Dagger who had already lost its chairman, as well as its representative.

He gave his right hand to shake Ryan, introducing himself, "my name is Zaky, who are you ?"

They go to a restaurant that looks ordinary only Ryan knows that the food in this place is very good, although not many visitors. Now they sit at the table and order the menu available, the first time Ryan saw Zaky as if something was stuck in his mind at this time.

Zaky looked at Ryan's astonished face as well as making him wonder, "you why ? Don't worry, I won't do anything to you. Just want to talk."

"Then what do you want to talk about ?"

"Just want to ask, no matter how hurt you are and so on. indeed I am aware of how insolent it is to ask this question, but yes as a person who will kill someone like you. I just want to know that's all.."

"If asked so yes I am ordinary, if the pain is still painful, still painful, it feels like suicide but there are those who fear death and there are also those who cannot leave because they still have loved ones."

"Where did you choose between the two ?"

"I can still survive because there's someone waiting at home, even though tomorrow I might die."

"Final symptoms huh ? You deserve to drool from earlier."

"Ah, sorry..!" Ryan replied while wiping his saliva. He knows that the final symptoms are usually the person will remove fluid from his body, from sweat, saliva, and so on. Now food until they talk to each other, Zaky smiles at him but says nothing.

The man exhaled for a fairly long duration, he gulped down his drink and began to ask back. At that time Ryan was still at midnight, "we got information about someone who wants to do organ transplantation on heartlosive people, if I'm not mistaken Rani... Do you know him ?"

"Uhuk. akh. no..!" Ryan replied in panic. He choked when he heard Rani's name, he now stopped eating her and Zaky even though he knew that Ryan would act like that was natural. It's just so weird for him because of Adly's explanation.. Ryan loved the man he was going to kill for his organs, but Ryan was clearly supportive of Vina no matter what.

"Why did you allow your lover to die ? Is it because tomorrow you die and want both of you to die ? Or maybe you don't want to until she's owned by someone else so want her to die with you ? To keep Rani alive ? What do you want ?"

Every question that haunted Ryan up until now questions what he really wanted, he just went with the flow without knowing what happened. But this is over, not long Zaky asked for his address and Ryan nodded to give his address. He left feeling sad and confused.

Right now Ryan is having breakfast with Vina, the girl is smiling and they are talking together with the excitement that dominates the whole house. The beginning before the suffering entered and the suffering of this house is so great, but at the end of this house so very filled. So quiet it turned so crowded because of one person.

He was confused as to why only Vina wanted him to be with her until the end, then everything came to his mind. Tomorrow is something that will be the end of everything, Ryan can only hold his hand and hope everything will be fine.

The heavy rain came making the atmosphere more confusing for Ryan, he was very frightened by what was going to happen. Moments after all the sadness was gone instantly replaced by pain, hate him because it was this pain that took everything from him. "If only heartlosives didn't exist!!" Shouts in the heart.