Heart Explosion
90. Zyreds

Zaky was only speechless staring at this kind of calm atmosphere as confusion engulfed his mind, he was so confused by what was happening. Moments later, he saw a crow coming through the window throwing something at him.

After the crow went flying away, about to approach the thing he threw Zaky took it. A small box the size of a pencil eraser, black with many holes. Like a memory storage.

"It's like a memory storage, it's just. the shape is not flat and a little wide..what is this ?" Said slowly. In astonishment, he thought that maybe this was just a crow. Enough to make him curious but because it was hot, he did not care about it and just kept it in his pocket.

His brain was hot thinking of things that were confusing to him..

***

"I hope he can understand what that storage box means."

"Hopefully."

"Lyna ?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Hey, do you miss Zaky ?" Ask Zyred with a smile. The woman who was sitting on the bed kept smiling and nodding, Zyred turned her face to the computer screen again. He was wrong to believe the words of that mad man, the dead can never live again and create disaster alone.

Long ago when she was still there, as a mother she was enough to give affection to her son and husband. Every day, she always made time for her son and husband.

A strong mother and always patient, with the current circumstances Zyred can only take care of the house. This disease will not be able to make it work, the condition will increase its burden if it gets to work and falls ill again.

He didn't want to add any more trouble and just took care of Zaky..

"Hey, dad, I want a toy car that I like to have!"

"Eh ? Ah, then I want to make you how ?"

"Don't want that!" Zaky. He was only 7 years old, it was natural for Zyred to see his son like this only when he saw such a cheap toy made him sad. His mother sells food alone, not enough for his school fees though and he is grateful this child is smart enough.

He lightened the burden of his father and mother by getting a scholarship, but it was not enough and there were a lot of things that needed to be financed. Like school tools, for example.

Moments later the phone rang, Zyred approached the cell phone and saw that this number was from the hospital.

"Hello.."

"Yes, what is this about Mr Zyred ? Her husband from Lyna's mother ?"

"It's me, what's up ?"

"The father's wife was in an accident and is currently being treated in hospital."

"Huh ?!" Zyred said in shock. Instantly her chest tightened and she hung up the phone, she fell down and rubbed her chest a few times to calm herself down. Zaky came, she brought him a glass of water with an anxious face to her father.

He knew that his father would be like this if he got tired, or felt excessive anxiety.

His father stood up and rushed Zaky out of the house, wanting to know his wife's situation. But, he had absolutely no money to pay for the hospital fees and only for the expenses he had.

But when he arrived at the hospital, he only saw the body of his wife and a doctor who explained his illness..

"Dad..why don't you wake up ?"

"So soon she'll wake up, you just wait."

"Oh so, huh ?"

"Yes!" Father said. While holding back her cries, she could only reason like that to her son and could lie to him alone. During this time he did nothing as a father, his role was all taken up by his mother to this extent. Dizzy and overworked, he forced himself.

Until this happens, because of her useless self Zaky had to lose her mother at a young age. Not good at all.

The doctor smiled, "sir.I want to talk to you about your father's wife."

"The cost will be ak-"

"It's not about that, it's something else. Can it be ?" Ask the doctor with a smile. That smile could not make Zyred smile at all, after knowing the desire of this crazy man he could only give up.

A week later, Zaky looked at her father with her eyes wide open and her pupils trembling like they were furious. Filled with tears crying over her dead mother, it was not at all funny that her father lied like that.

He clenched his hands while looking at his father sharply...

His father sits in front of his son, "forgive me for lying to you. It will be troublesome if you go berserk in the hospital and I will be ashamed."

"What kind of father are you ?!"

"..!"

"You just stay home like you're unemployed! But mom always spoils you! Food, massage, and so on! But what ?! What ?! You're just a useless man, and a burden, a crap-!"

A slap landed hard enough to interrupt his son's words until Zaky almost fell, conscious his father hugged him and apologized. He did not want to accept his forgiveness even if he died.

In his eyes his father was just a person having fun, despite knowing his mother was suffering he remained as usual and because he kept seeing her just having fun just pissed him off and he wanted to at least help his father in the house affairs. However, in his father's view it was far different from what Zaky saw his son.

His father wanted to help his mother clean the house or cook, but was not allowed by him for fear that his illness would get worse. There was no other choice he looked like he was having fun, whereas his son in his mask smiled in front of his father.

Behind him always doesn't show everything to his father. But, because her mother is now gone so no need to hide because she does not want her mother sad to see her not like her own father...

"I don't recognize you as a father.You only have the status of a father, huh ? You continue like that forever.Mommy becomes a victim, from the body to the body. What did you do to him until he was willing to do it all, like give you anything, body, money, energy, and even his life!"

"Dad.dad...dad.no.."

"Shut up! Don't call yourself dad! And remember, never marry again, you are a depraved man who will make your children and your wife suffer!" Zaky glared at him while saying that. His eyes widened to signify such great anger, neither could an apology calm him down.

His father was silent and they were just waiting for his mother to be buried, so stupid that he looked like this. Maybe my father's word won't be said by him, but it's just his mind and because Zaky was a kid and didn't understand a few things.

Despite that, Zyred wants to be a better father from now on and accepts working with the doctor. That would have ruined the whole world because he was in contact with that doctor...