Father Or Boyfriend ?
Chapter 154

Cia admitted now her world has been shattered into pieces and can no longer be repaired. Cia does not know how the story of his life if there is no figure Fatima in his life that used to be not okay.

Cia admitted that he was always angry with Fatima because he did not want to tell or tell who Cia's real mother was. Cia is now aware that the figure of the mother is not that important, the important thing is who makes us comfortable with every trunk.

Cia must be aware and he cannot be dissolved in sadness to let go of Fatima. Cia must remember if Deon has also passed this. Deon was an orphan and he also lost both his parents. Deon now lives with his old grandmother. Cia is still lucky, she still has Devan, the father who is always there for her.

Cia rubbed her wet cheek with the blanket she used to cover her body.

"Lord, where's Cia's birth mother?" cia asked as she looked at the ceiling of the room.

"Lord, now Cia doesn't have a Mama anymore and Cia wants to have a whole family. God, please Cia! Please meet Cia's birth mother!"

"Cia beg God!"

Cia sighed then immediately tilted her sleep and closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

At the same time, Devan was seen stuck in front of the door of Cia's room that opened a little. Devan's gaze was blank after hearing Cia's speech.

"Sorry Cia but maybe God will never grant that wish, because your mother is already with him" Devan said and walked away.

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The atmosphere of the school looks like usual where now all the students are sitting in their respective chairs while staring at Mr. Yanto who is sitting at the teacher's desk. Mr. Yanto is heard saying one by one the names of students and students in sequence something with a list of names in absent class.

"Ashia Akankasha," said Mr. Yanto.

All the students and students now looked back at the chair that was at the back of it that looked empty.

"Ashia Akankasha," call Mr. Yanto again.

"Ashia is no sir" Yuna said as she raised her right hand.

"Tumben Cia does not exist" said Mr. Yanto while staring at the bench Cia who did look empty.

"At the other end Cia's coming, sir. Usually Cia is always datsng if the first lesson hours are up," explained Loli told.

"The name is also a stubborn student," Marisa added making students and students laugh.

Adelio who had just been silent now turned to look at Cia's chair that looked empty, not as usual. Could it be that Cia was so angry with him that she didn't come to school today. I don't know why Adelio feels guilty.

Adelio turned her body back, now her gaze was staring at the stool of Fika who also looked empty. Is Fika also angry because he had refused two days ago so he did not come to school. I don't know why it's getting more complicated.

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Tonight is so very quiet accompanied by an atmosphere that feels cold after the heavy rain that again drenched the earth.

The sound of Cia's mobile phone is now ringing makes a silent cia because the daydream began to wake up and reach the phone that was on his pillow.

Ogi

That name listed there made Cia rise from her bed and immediately bring the phone to her ear.

"Hello."

"Hay Cia" said Ogi.

Cia did not answer.

"Oh yes where" asked Ogi without further ado.

"Hello, Cia. You where?"

"At home" replied Cia Briefly.

"Oh, did you make me watch it at the cinema?" ask Ogi

Cia sighed, Cia completely forgot about it if she and Ogi were going to go to the movies. But is it appropriate if Cia goes to the movies while at this time he is mourning the death of Fatima.

"Where's Ci? You want to, right?" ask Ogi.

"Come on Ci! I was in front of your house."

"Huh?" shocked Cia was so very surprised.

"Lo's really outside?"

"Yes" answered Ogi.

"Lo know where my house is?" cia asked so very panicked.

"Gue knew from Andi," replied Ogi.

Cia complained about it. Ogi could find out his home from one of his best friends and Andi stupidly told it.

"So how? You want to, right?" ask Ogi.

Cia was silent and did not answer Ogi's question.

"Come on! When I've bought tickets to watch and we don't watch, let's go Ci!" persuade Ogi. 

"Sorry Gi, I can't. My mother just died."

"Well, what the hell, Ci?"

"Well, Cia, if your mom dies it means you need entertainment and one way is to watch with me."

"*Gue promises and will guarantee that you will be happy and not feel sad anymore, em let alone Mama lo just died well?"

"Em Cia, I am sorry for the passing of Mama Lo and I want to watch so you are not sad anymore*."

"Where do you want to, right?" ask Ogi again.

Cia was silent and answered nothing.

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The sound of tv is heard accompanied by Devan's tired body is now sitting on his sofa while staring at the tv screen. Highlight Devan's eyes point to the tv screen but not with his mind, his mind now only leads to Fatima. 

Now it feels like the world is not as interesting anymore. The house that was originally comfortable because of the presence of a mother is now the comfort disappeared after the departure of Fatima who left suddenly.

The sound of the door being slammed not too hard made Devan turn to look at Cia who was now stepping. A black long-sleeved shirt complete with white striped black pants and a small bag attached to Cia's body.

"Where are you going, Ci?" devan asked quickly and then got up from the sofa.

Cia did not reply with her hasty steps she led to the main door without caring for Devan.

Devan furrowed his brows staring in surprise at Cia. I don't know where Cia's going. Devan ran to prevent Cia's rapid steps and immediately grasped Cia's wrist making Cia's step stop.

"Cia, where are you going?" devan asked as he clasped Cia's wrist.

Cia pulled her hand forcefully trying to take off Devan's grasp which held her wrist tightly. The stronger Cia takes it off the stronger Devan holds back

"Please!" cia screams with sharp eyes.

The scream managed to make Devan jerk in shock until subconsciously Devan released his grip from Cia's wrist.

Cia took a deep breath then turned her body and stepped towards the door and intended to open the door.

"Cia," called Devan and held Cia's hand.

"Please!" tell Cia to throw Devan's hand.

Devan was overwhelmed by the blow.

"Where are you going?" ask Devan.