Cinta Ilham & Zahra
MCIDZS. 5When Love Must Affirm

The situation became runyam, as if there was an event that was very hard to believe. Inspiration is caught between reality and powerlessness so that it makes it unable to do anything more.

Similarly to Zahra, he looks so helpless. His hope seemed to collapse just like that, his heart seemed to be pierced with this reality. Therefore, Zahra was no longer able to say a word. Enough of his heart is fragile, but not with his body that must be strong.

"Alisha, congratulations on your marriage and Ustaz Ilham may you. Sorry, Zahra just found out now," Zahra said as she looked at Alisha's face in her arms.

Alisha was silent, while Ilham looked at Zahra's face with sadness. For some reason, the words spoken by Zahra seemed to be a word that hurt his heart. Because of his love of Inspiration, he could feel sadness from the eyes of the woman he loved.

Therefore, Zahra tried her best to dispel her sadness by smiling because she knew, her heart was hurting, but not with her body still strong to accept all these realities.

Therefore, Zahra just looked at the face of Alisha soraya comforted her from all the difficulties experienced by her cousin.

"Abi, can Zahra talk to Alisha somewhere else?" ask Zahra to Ustaz Hasan.

"So, I think Alisha needs some peace too."

That way, Zahra just nodded her head cheers walking away, leaving the family group together with Alisha, while Ilham just stared at the departure of the two women with a sense of uncertainty.

Zahra arrived in her room. However, suddenly Alisha scooped him back and made him wonder.

"Alisha, what's wrong with you? Tell Zahra everything" said Zahra, who made Alisha look at her with teary eyes.

"Zahra, I-I don't know what to do, but all this is so powerless."

Zahra was silent, she was a little misunderstood by the intent of Alisha's words.

"May I tell you this, Ra? However, I can't do anything anymore."

"Tell me and tell me what happened to make you like this?" ask Zahra while inviting Alisha to sit down and talk about it with a calm heart.

"Zahra, I don't know. It feels like this heart is difficult to talk to," said Alisha, he also does not know what he feels so it is difficult to tell it.

"Lulu, why are you crying like this?"

"My father, Ra. She has left me and Mother" said Alisha, she could not say that her marriage to Ilham was without foundation of love.

"I can't say anything to you because I don't know how you feel right now, but I'm sure. You can get through it well. Anyway, now you're married. Therefore, your husband will always make Alisha happy" Zahra said with a smile even though her heart was very sore.

"Thank you, Ra. I don't know what else to say to you, until this second you're always giving good advice."

"Yes, Ra. I will try to remain patient and sincere" Zahra replied as she hugged Zahra back to make Zahra smile.

After that, Zahra and Alisha went back to meet her family who were gathered in the living room together with Ilham.

Therefore, Ilham, who had realized the arrival of his wife and Zahra, turned his head and looked at Zahra so that their eyes again clashed. That way, no words that can be said Inspiration only the look in his eyes that can show the ease and fragility of his heart.

"Rahma, that's Zahra's back. And so, we want to go home now. Thank you for the welcome and sorry, we are just a hassle," said Ustaz Hasan, making Rahma's mother turn to Zahra and her daughter.

"Well, how quickly did he get home? Even though we just met again, especially with Zahra who just this time I saw him back," said Rahma's mother who is now better so it does not drag on her sadness.

"Yes, next time we come back. Sorry, I just found out now and after from here, we'll visit my brother's grave first."

"Well, but don't forget next time you come here, Auntie is still missing Zahra" said Rahma's mother while looking at Zahra.

Zahra only smiled, while Ilham looked very confused. When Ustaz Hasan said Kiai Saleh is his brother, it means Zahra is a cousin of his wife who is none other than Alisha.

Conditions became very tense, this time because Ilham already knew the relationship of Zahra and his wife. Not enough with the arrival of Zahra that makes him feel very helpless, coupled with the relationship of his wife's family and Alisha's family that makes Ilham never able to realize it.

For that reason, Ilham could only look at Zahra before he left because it was impossible for Ilham to tell Zahra everything. For Ilham, just seeing Zahra's face was very thrilling and Ilham also knew, everything he did was very wrong.

"Zahra, I know from the look in your eyes that there is a word that tells your heart, but you can't say it so this is all you can do" said Ilham in his heart.

That way, Zahra also stared at Ilham's face at a glance and left Alisha's house.

"Sometimes to betray a loved one for the sake of his happiness is better than to impose a will that is already very unlawful in love. If indeed iklhas is the best way, then why choose another path? While all of that can no longer be achieved, "inner' Zahra said as she stepped out of Alisha's house.

After the departure of Zahra and her family from the house of Alisha, Ilham just pensive and re-think the feelings of Zahra who himself did not know how.

"Ilham, now you eat first with Alisha. Mother had prepared it," said Ibu Rahma and Ilham just realized from her daydream.

"Yes, Mom. Thank you, "Ilham replied with a smile, while Alisha just kept quiet.

Alisha's silence was not just silent, she was looking at her husband who for one day from her marriage was just pensive, especially often contemplating to the point of making Alisha not understand with her husband's attitude.

However, Alisha continued to live out her obligations as a good wife for her husband. In her husband's heart, her name was not written. However, Alisha never took issue with it and demanded nothing from her husband because she knew, in love it needs a process and it is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand.