Cinta Ilham & Zahra
MCIDZS. 23 # Don't Blame Destiny

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Accept everything that happens with sincerity, even if the heart is hurt. Only the heart hurts, but not the self. Sadness is only temporary, while happiness is waiting ahead.

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"Zahra, already, son. Don't cry anymore, please let Yafiq go" Ummi Hanum told her daughter, rubbing Zahra's back.

"But, Mi. Zahra still could not accept everything that happened, for Zahra very quickly," Zahra replied.

"Ummi knows, Ra. Behind all this there must be a silver lining, try to be with destiny, because destiny can never be changed again, even if you want it so badly. There is still God, he who will heal the wounds of your heart" said Ummi Hanum, while Zahra still stared at the letter from Yafiq.

"Yes, Son Zahra. Forgive us for not being able to bring Yafiq back here, and I hope you can get a better man from your son" said the father of Yafiq.

Zahra remained silent, still hoping to see Yafiq again. But all of that is no longer possible.

Ummi Hanum looked compassionately at her daughter, but this time the beautiful face was teary-eyed, with a very fragile heart.

After all a mother can definitely feel the state of her child is very fragile, maybe if Ummi Hanum is in the position of Zahra will definitely feel the same pain. So, as much as possible, Ummi Hanum calmed him down.

"Nak Zahra, Ustaz Hasan, and Ummi Hanum. Forgive Yafiq, especially Zahra. Before Yafiq left, he told Zahra to be happy. Where, we hope Nak Zahra can find a better companion," said the father of Yafiq, still sad.

"Even so, we still think of you as a child" said Ms. Tiara. From the first time I saw Zahra, I liked her a lot.

Then, Tiara's mother approached Zahra and hugged her.

"Not you who are sad, Mother is also like you, moreover Mother is the real Mother, so Mother is very much lost Yafiq as the child we love the most," said the same mother Tiara shed tears, after seeing Zahra's very fragile control.

Until a few minutes later, Tiara's mother and her husband left Zahra's house, because they were still looking for information about her son whose body had not been found.

That way, it was still possible for Yafiq to be alive.

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In the morning Zahra was still on the prayer mat, because after the dawn prayer, he immediately read the Qur'an, and hoped to calm his already fragile heart twice. However, for this time, his heart was already extremely fragile.

"Why does fate seem to play Zahra? Does Zahra not deserve to be happy with the man Zahra loves so much? Repeatedly the pain Zahra had felt. Then why did you take back my happiness? This heart is already very wounded, and it will be difficult to treat" Zahra said in a soft voice, and tears were already seeping out of her two beautiful eyes.

After listening to his daughter's grievance, Ummi Hanum just went inside Zahra's room, and it made her daughter very shocked.

"Ummi!" said Zahra who had just seen Ummi Hanum beside her while smiling.

"Zahra, there's nothing wrong with destiny. All of that must be a silver lining, Ummi told you yesterday? Who knew Yafiq would leave so soon? And you should not be drawn into mourning, because there are still many people who love you very much, including Ummi. From everything that happened, Ummi knew Zahra's heart must have been very sick. Akah but, as time goes by, all of it will disappear by itself" Ummi Hanum told his daughter.

"Yes, Ummi." Zahara looked at Ummi Hanum guiltily.

"Don't blame fate, Ra. It is God's will, we can only accept it with a big heart" said Ummi Hanum again, then Zahra hugged his ummi very tightly.

"Yes, Ummi. Forgive Zahra who is still sad until now, and has almost blamed fate." Zahra was crying in the arms of Ummi Hanum whom she loved dearly.

"No papa, Ra. No, no more sadness! Ummi is sure, you can definitely go back to how you used to be, be cheerful," said Ummi Hanum while rubbing the back of his favorite daughter.

"Aamiinu. Thank you, Ummi has reminded Zahra of the fate that almost made Zahra far away from her," Zahra replied, she was grateful that there was still Ummi Hanum who reminded her.

Ummi Hanum smiled, as Zahra finally began to accept everything that happened to her, even though it was very difficult to forget her.

Ummi Hanum's greatest hope to Zahra is, wanting to see her daughter happy until there are no more tears shed, out of heartache.

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In the afternoon, Zahra is seen sitting in a chair facing the window, where he can see the beautiful outside scenery.

Slowly, Zahra began to open the box-sized object that was none other than a leptop. The flash comes out of the drawer, and attaches it to the leptop.

With his mercurial hand, Zahra opened the laptop and looked for the vidio that Yafiq had made, before leaving himself.

After finding his vidionya, Zahra immediately turned the vidio. And there was the handsome face of Yafiq who was smiling widely.

Suddenly, her tears just fell.