Cinta Ilham & Zahra
MCIDZS. 9 #Facing It Slowly

"Zahra, can you?" ask Ustaz Hasan who made Zahra look at his ashes.

"If Abi allows it, God willing, Zahra can" Zahra replied, assuring himself.

"Abi doesn't mind, as long as Zahra wants to and doesn't mind" Ustaz Hasan told his daughter, who didn't stop him at all.

"Zahra's okay, but what if Zahra goes with Alisha, who will look after Abi and Ummi here?" zahra asked because she had also not been living with her parents for long.

"No need to worry, Ra. Abi is fine to stay alone with Ummi, you just fulfill your uncle's last request," replied Ustaz Hasan although a little heavy, had to part with his daughter again.

Zahra fell silent and then nodded in agreement. "Yes, Bi. Even so, Zahra will still return home once a week or once a month to meet with Abi and Ummi," said Zahra who made Umm Hanum smile.

"God, Ra. Ummi is very happy even though expected by this situation, you still set it well," said Ummi Hanum who suddenly made Zahra look at his umminya.

"Yes, Ra. Abi was very happy to see Abi's daughter grow up with enough knowledge to make Zahra still put Abi and Ummi first" said Ustaz Hasan who was beside him.

Zahra responded with a smile, while Ilham and Alisha looked at her with admiration. A family that loves and complements each other makes the little family perfect. However, Alisha looks so sad because of this atmosphere she can no longer feel from her family because her father had already left her.

For that, Alisha can only strengthen herself because she still remembers the message from her mother who had to try hard even though it was very painful.

At that time, Zahra looked at Alisha who was just sitting in a place with a face that was difficult to interpret. However, Zahra knew that her cousin was not okay, especially after seeing her togetherness with her parents that made Alisha again remembered the figure of her father.

That way, Zahara was seen whispering something to his ashes, it was done while Alisha was still bowed and did not pay too much attention to it.

A moment later, Ustaz Hasan seemed to understand the purpose of his daughter's words so that he immediately acted.

"Can you, Bi?" zahra asked Soraya for help from her brother.

Ustadz Hasan just nodded and looked back at his nephew. "Alisha," called out to her suddenly.

Hearing his uncle's sura calling, Alisha raised her head to look at Ustaz Hasan's face.

"Yes, Uncle. What's up?" asked Alisha who immediately got a smile from Ustaz Hasan.

"Here, Uncle wants to say something," pinta Ustaz Hasan who immediately makes Alisha feel surprised.

To that end, Alisha no longer said anything and immediately approached Ustaz Hasan, then sat down beside him.

"Alisha, Uncle knows everything Alisha is feeling. Therefore, do not go back to slump because there is still Uncle, Aunt Hanum same Zahra who already considers Alisha family. Therefore, Uncle wanted Alisha to be strong and rise from this slump. Uncle sure, Alisha certainly can," said Ustaz Hasan who made Alisha look at him.

"Thank you, Uncle. Alisha doesn't know what to do anymore, but Uncle's face reminds Alisha of the late father."

Ustaz Hasan smiled. "Therefore, consider this Uncle as a father figure for Alisha. Uncle also loved Alisha as much as Zahra," said Ustaz Hasan back.

"Can Alisha hug Uncle?" ask Alisha who missed her father so much. However, now Alisha could not feel his affection anymore.

"That's it, here." Ustaz Hasan was very happy, giving his nephew a chance.

With a lot of money, Alisha hugged the body of Ustaz Hasan and considered him a father. All that is not wrong, the faces of Ustaz Hasan and Kiai Saleh are not almost similar so Alisha can see the figure of her father from her uncle.

"Now Uncle will be the father figure for Alisha and Zahra. Therefore, Uncle will love Alisha very much. For that, do not lose again," said Ustaz Hasan who still hugs Alisha, as well as Alisha who still feels the warmth of a father from his uncle.

"Yes, Uncle. Alisha is also very dear to Uncle, by seeing that uncle has treated my longing for Dad," said Alisha who is still in the arms of Ustaz Hasan.

Not only that, Zahra and Umm Hanum also smiled to see Alisha who started smiling again. That way, Zahra is very happy because her ashes can make Alisha get her life spirit again. It is not wrong Zahra asked for help to his ashes, especially his ashes—Ustaz Hasan has a father soul that is enough to make it and Alisha can feel calm when beside him.

Do not forget Inspiration, he also felt very happy to see the atmosphere. However, his attention was often drawn to Zahra. But, on the other hand, Ilham felt very useless as a husband who could not make his wife calm and smile again as at this moment.

Therefore, Inspiration is very helpless in any case. However, before he married. Inspiration always feels useful and can teach students to remain useful. But even he himself could not do it. Not because of love, but he is the one who is difficult to get away from every situation.

Similarly to Zahra, he seems so hard-pressed to accept the reality that will take him into the days to come.

Zahra could not imagine that he would always meet with Inspiration, let alone in the same room and in the near term make Zahra difficult to control himself. However, he was sure he would be able to forget the Inspiration of his life, especially Alisha who would have needed Inspiration so much that it was no longer possible for Zahra to keep hoping.

Therefore, Zahra will be ready to face the fact that she will be connected to someone she loves, in a circle of boarding school. However, he is confident that he can deal with it. Biarlsh all went so badly, because Zahra also did not know, how his life would go.

However, for now Zahra is still a little difficult to deal with. However, the situation seemed to ask himself to continue to accept everything that would happen. Therefore, Zahra can only accept and live because he cannot change his net according to his wishes.