Cinta Ilham & Zahra
MCIDZS. 14not the Best Way

"Mas, just divorce Alisha!" alisha said without thinking about anything else.

Hearing the words of his wife, Ilham was very surprised and incredulous. "What are you saying, Alisha?" tanyanya while looking intently at his wife's eyes.

"Let's get divorced!" alisha is back.

"What are you thinking, Alisha? Divorce is not a good thing" said Ilham with a slight anger.

Alisha simply bowed her head and did not return back to her husband's words.

"You also know not that divorce is hated by God, but why do you want it? In situations like this, don't involve divorce!" ilham Soraya tried to advise his wife.

Alisha bowed. "I know, Mas. However, that is the only way to unite the love of Mas and Zahra. After we get divorced, Mas same Zahra can get married and live happily," replied Alisha who was still downcast.

"It's not that way and it's not that easy. I don't want to because after knowing everything, our marriage is ruined. Therefore, I try not to tell you" said Ilham as he stared at Alisha's two beautiful beads.

"Perceraia is not the best way, I do not want God to be angry with us for playing with marriage" continued Ilham with all his regrets.

"I didn't play him, but it was Mas who had not been honest with me so this could happen" Alisha said as she sobbed.

Instantly Inspiration was pensive and ashamed of himself. "Indeed I was wrong about this and Mas admitted it too, but if it went through with a divorce, Mas wouldn't want to agree to it!" answer Inspiration with full affirmation.

"Why, Mas? Why is it maintained if this marriage is never love? That way, Mas will only suffer, as well as I have to accept the fact that my own husband loves another woman" Alisha said as she looked at her husband.

"I'm sorry, Alisha, I never wanted any of this to happen. However, destiny unites us in the sacred bond of marriage. Since then, I've been trying to be a good husband to you. Therefore, please give me a chance to be a good husband to you." Ilham approached his wife and cupped Alisha's face, with both hands.

"But what about Zahra? Do you still love him so much?" alisha asked with teary eyes.

"Don't think about it, Mas will try to forget it and learn to love you" replied Ilham who still had both cheeks of Alisha.

Alisha seemed to think about it well. Everything her husband said seemed so sincere, even though Ilham had to try his hardest to forget his cousin.

"Alright, but Mas don't do all that because of our marriage. I want, Mas Ilham sincerely love me and not just to make me believe," Alisha said expectantly.

Inspiration breathed out slowly. "God willing, I am willing to love you because of God."

It shook Alisha's whole body after listening to the words of Ilham that touched her heart so much, as if it was a very special word to her.

However, Alisha also realized that it would be so difficult for Ilham to love her because now there is still Zahra in the heart of Ilham. Therefore, she did not expect more from her husband even though she deserved it.

"Let's live together in this household as in general, I hope to live with you until God's devil." Alisha stared fixedly at the handsome face of Ilham, especially in a very close distance like this.

Deg, the heart of Inspiration beats so fast. His face immediately turned into death pias, as if Alisha's speech was very strong. From the look of his eyes alone, Ilham had expected him that his wife was really in his words and did not mess with it.

"I know, it's very hard on you, Mom. Therefore, I do not hold a great hope for you. However, this heart says that I also deserve to have happiness together with my own husband," continued Alisha because she saw Ilham was silent.

"Thank you for understanding my feelings" Ilham said. He also realized that his wife could easily understand his situation.

Her husband's treatment managed to make Alisha touched and not felt by him, the feeling of love may have been poured from his heart for Inspiration. Even so, it was very unlikely for him to get a love reply from Inspiration.

"Sleep again, forgive me for hurting your heart and making you cry so much that you shed tears

makes me feel guilty." Ilham stroked Alisha's head slowly.

Then, Alisha nodded and laid her body on the bed with Ilham. However, a moment later the two could not fall back asleep despite trying to close both eyes.

That way, Ilham also remembered something and returned to glance at his wife who was beside him.

"Alisha," call Ilham suddenly.

"Yes, Mas. What's up?" Alisha turned to look at her husband's perfect face.

"You haven't slept?" ask Ilham because he saw his wife who was still awake.

"Yes, Mas. Why aren't you sleeping?" ask Alisha.

"I can't sleep" replied the brief Inspiration.

"Alisha, how about we do tahajud prayers only. After all, it is still two o'clock at night" continued Ilham soraya smiling to his wife.

Alisha nodded. "Yes, Mum."

That way, Ilham immediately got out of his bed and took the water of ablution followed by Alisha. After that, they both performed the tahajud prayer in the third of the night, where both were in a very shaking situation.

Her household was almost in a mess because Alisha acted so casually, without thinking about the risks. However, in the end Ilham can convince his wife back and start the household with full honesty.

After performing the tahajud prayer, Ilham prayed and Alisha guaranteed it. Then, Ilham turned to look at his wife with sadness. Seeing that, Alisha seemed to know the current state of her husband so that she could only kiss the back of Ilham's hand with love and devotion.

Ilham immediately kissed the tip to Alisha for a very long time, as if looking for comfort from inside his wife. To that end, Alisha could only smile and accept all her husband's treatment of her.

"Alisha, I'm sorry that I have never been so kind to you, not even to all your rights I have given it to you. Therefore, from now on, I will try to fulfill everything" said Ilham while looking at the beautiful face of Alisha.

"Yes, Mas. I also apologize for saying such inappropriate words earlier, please teach your wife to be a good wife to her husband." Alisha clasped the hand of Ilham with courage.

"God willing, My wife." Ilham kissed Alisha's hand so affectionately that Alisha did not believe her husband's treatment.

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