Between Two Hearts
Visit to father's tomb

They arrived at my mother's house at night. At the mother's house, there are still some neighbors who still gather after the tahlilan event.

Jiho and Ferdi and Uncle Har mingle with the other neighbors after greeting the mother. As for Tiara, she hugged the mother's body very tightly. His body shook violently. She was crying as much as she could.

"Mom, sorry Tiara ya ma'am. Tiara could not be present at the last moment father.." said Tiara, clear circles dripping from the corner of his eyes that had been swollen.

"Yes, yes, son. We've been sincere. Yeah, let's get some rest, kid. You must be tired, right? Your condition is also pregnant again like this." replied the mother while stroking Tiara's back.

I asked Tiara to sit down. "You must be so tired, son?"

"Yes, Mom. It doesn't feel really bad." said Tiara who was already exhausted because of a long trip.

"Son Ferdi why are you with me?"

"Ah yes Ma'am, we work together. Ferdi has also helped me a lot when we were in trouble."

"Alhamdulillah," replied the mother with a smile.

"You wait here, son. I'll prepare a meal for you. You must be hungry, right?"

"Yes, Mom. Sorry Mom, I can't help."

"Yes, kid. It'sit's okay. You just rest first."

Tiara nodded with a smile. He put his body on the couch. It feels tired.

"Lho, even lying here, in the room only yuk," said Jiho when approaching his wife.

Tiara just smiled and refused to move on. Jihopun leaned his body against the sofa, while occasionally closing his eyes.

Mom's back soon.

"Son, son... You guys eat first yeah, it's mom ready for food."

"Ah yes, thank you ma'am" replied Jiho.

"Yes, son."

Mother passed by Ferdi and Uncle Har who were outside. The neighbors went home to each other's homes.

"Son Ferdi, Mr. Har, we'll eat first. You must be tired, right?"

"Good, Mom. Thank you" replied Uncle Har.

Ferdi also smiled in response.

"I haven't eaten mother's cooking in a long time" Ferdi said as they ate together.

"Did Ferdi eat here often?" ask Tiara.

"Yes dong, after you leave, I will be the mother's son in this house. Hehehe" Ferdi replied with a small laugh.

"Really, Mom?" ask Tiara again.

"Yes, kid. I've taken it like my own son."

"Tuh, horrifying. So I'm your brother on deck..."

They laugh in togetherness.

"Mom, how about you come with us?" Jiho.

"Yes ma'am, Tiara's friend, ma'am..."

"But what's the field, son? Wouldn't you guys take it if Mom was there?" replied mother hesitated.

"It's not a hassle at all, ma'am. Than here you're alone, aren't you?" sahut Jiho again.

"Yes right ma'am, come with us" Ferdi chimed in. "If the problem of the field, it can be rented to residents around Bu" he continued.

"Okay son, I'll come. All moms want to accompany Tiara. Mom's gonna be rocking the grandkids soon, isn't she?" mom smiled even though her eyes were puffy.

"Yes ma'am, right ma'am. The other Tiara is also a lahiran," Ferdi chimed in.

"When are you getting married, Fer?" mother asked back, which made the hue of her face change. He felt awkward being asked like that.

"Eh that, anu...."

"It turns out Ferdi did not want to marry first, the same focus of career. Though there are many who have a crush on you. I'm a lot of artists who fans hahah" said Tiara while laughing.

After finishing eating and cleaning it, the mother held a carpet in the living room.

"Son Ferdi, is it okay if you sleep here?" ask mother.

I brought pillows and blankets for them.

While Tiara and Jiho went to his room.

***

In Tiara's room

They lay on their long-abandoned beds. Jiho smiled to himself, leaving Tiara astonished.

"Why is Aa smiling to herself?"

"It's okay, it's just that when we first got to the room together, you looked really awkward..."

Jiho's words made Tiara blush in embarrassment. "Yes, I'm not used to it yet..."

Jiho just keeps mocking his wife. "So you're used to it now?"

"Well, it's just that if there's no Aa it feels like there's nothing lacking..."

"Ah time anyway?"

"Yes really. If there is Aa I feel comfortable, peaceful... Thank you, A..."

"Hmmm... Yes baby..."

"A, let's go to bed."

"Wait, wait..."

"What's wrong?"

Suddenly a gentle kiss landed on Tiara's lips.

"Duh A, I want to be pregnant again," Tiara said later.

"Well, if you're pregnant, can't you kiss?"

"Yes, I can..."

And Jiho kissed his wife again.

"Hi dedek dear, father's son what else?" jiho said as he rubbed Tiara's stomach and kissed her stomach several times.

***

Morning

After enjoying breakfast together, they went to visit the father's grave.

At the cemetery, a new tomb is seen. The mound of soil was still wet and had not dried up. There is a sprinkling of colorful flowers on it.

Tiara is standing next to her father's grave, Mr. Toha. He held onto the new headstone while continuing to wail in tears.

"Mr, sorry Tiara sir... Tiara wasn't there at the last moment. Forgive Tiara sir if it has become a bad boy. My grandson should be born soon. But why did you leave us all, sir. My father...."

Tiara continued, crying bitterly before her father's grave.

"Son, stop... Patient, you must be sincere. You have to accept it, we all lost father. You are calm there. We should pray for him. That all the practices of the father may be accepted by God."

Tiara wiped her falling tears.

"You understand, don't you? We will all come back to him. Every living creature, he will die. This is God's provision, and later we will also wait our turn. You are patient, son, I know you regret not being able to see your father at the last moment. But God willing your father is happy to see you living happily, son. Come on, boy, don't be sad anymore. We just need to pray for you."

Tiara nodded slowly.

"Father, God willing Tiara. May you calm down there. Don't worry, Tiara will take care of you. Again sorry Tiara sir. Sorry Tiara..."

"Have a son, let's go home." take mom.

"Wait a minute, ma'am, Tiara's still missing the father."

Tiara termangu in front of his father's grave. At first glance, the shadow of the father was present in his eyes. Recollects when the father accompanied his days when he was small to large.

"Darling, yes... We've been here long enough. Let's go home, you must be tired" Jiho asked.

Tiara nodded. Jiho delayed her standing up and swept her walking.

"Calm down, you patient. Don't cry on..."

Tiara nodded again as she wiped her tears.