Between Two Hearts
Distrusting

"I'm not married yet" Ferdi replied with a wry smile.

"Why did your face change? Heartbroken ya.." ledek Rania who saw the change in Ferdi's face.

"Huh yeah, you're right. I was heartbroken several times by the same man. But even now I can't forget it" Ferdi replied as he rubbed his face. The face of Tiara. But he also did not want that the woman of his tribe was sad.

"Hahaha, it turns out that bucin is also you.." ledek Rania again.

"Yes, I can say that. I already love him."

"Why did he reject you?"

"He already has a husband..."

"Huh? So you love people's wives? It's so desperate..."

"If you don't know, don't judge recklessly... I love her from her still a girl. But it turns out she prefers her current husband."

"Haha... I'm sorry Ferdi, I'm laughing. Too stupid I think you're this, if he didn't pick you why don't you move on and find a new replacement?" rania again.

Ferdi let out a long breath. "It's not that easy. I told you, I love him. I've tried to forget it, but it's too hard."

"Hah, it turns out there are still men who really love women even though he has lived with other men. Maybe his life is happier. And you've been let down many times. Try to be at peace with your heart, you should be able to open your heart to others. Don't just stick to him."

"...."

"It's a pity that your youth is only disappointed. You deserve to feel loved."

Ferdi was silent. There is a point in Rania's words.

"You know Fer? I ever liked Jiho?"

Ferdi turned his head towards Rania, his gaze implying some questions.

"I loved her since she was single. He rejected me, always rejected me. When I heard she was married, my heart hurt. Especially when introduced to his wife. My heart feels torn. At first I wanted to keep chasing Jiho. But seeing the sincerity of his love for his wife, made me think twice. They love each other. Even Jiho never glanced at me, no matter what I did. I wonder why I keep expecting people who don't love us. I also don't want to be a destroyer of other people's relationships. Let me give in, ah no, rather I am at peace with myself. I try to accept everything. And try to open my heart to others."

"...."

"You're right, it was difficult at first. But you will get used to it. We can't expect someone else's soul mate."

Ferdi smiled wryly at his words.

After driving Rania, Ferdi headed for his omnya house. He also told people to clean the house of his omnya who had been uninhabited for a long time. The building is very decent and still good, only less maintenance. He also ordered people to clean up some rooms so that they could be used for his business place.

***

Ferdi was taking a walk near the hospital. He accidentally hit someone.

"Aauu.." he said complaining.

"Ah, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it" replied Ferdi.

"You??" they shouted almost simultaneously. They were surprised when they saw someone he had known, not, not, just people who had been close to him in the past.

"Ferdi what's up?" ask the woman for pleasantries. She smiles. "Why is it here? Who's sick?" ask again.

Ferdi passed by without answering his question. He was once disappointed by her.

"Wait, Fer. I'm sorry.." intercept him while pulling his hand. "Fer, please listen to me talk first" he continued.

Ferdi's steps stopped. He shook his hand. "Not to be explained. I don't want to listen to it either."

"Oh yes, you have a life of your own. But let me clear up that misunderstanding."

"Mita, we used to have a relationship. But not now. You don't have to explain anything. You don't have to feel guilty. Okay, excuse me.." said Ferdi.

Ferdi headed to Tiara's treatment room, unaware that his steps were being followed by someone. A woman he just left behind.

Ferdi he refused to go into the room. He saw Jiho who was feeding his wife. He sat back in the waiting room of the hospital.

"Ferdi.." greet someone.

Ferdi glanced and was a little surprised, seeing that Mita was sitting next to him, he followed Ferdi here. Mita, she was Ferdi's past while still sitting in college.

"Who's sick?" tanyanya wants to know.

"Fer, have you been here?" asked Jiho who was unaware that there was someone else beside Ferdi.

They're looking.

"Jiaho? You're Jiho, right? Are you here too?" ask the woman while smiling.

Jiho seemed to frown.

"You forgot about me, huh, Jiho? I'm Mita, remember?" the woman named Mita.

"Ooh yes, yes." said Jiho while glancing at Ferdi.

"Hey, you guys are so cool. So, you're still friends until now?" ask Mita again with a bright face.

"So who's sick, Jiho?" ask Mita again.

"My wife is sick."

"Wife? So you're married? Jiho who used to be cold with women, is now married?" mita said with a small laugh.

Jiho smiled again.

"You yourself? Aren't you married, too?"

"Yes, but we got divorced a few months ago."

"Oh, sorry..."

"Yes, it's okay."

"Keep you're here, who's sick?"

"My mom is sick. My ex-husband went with another woman, since then my mother's body dropped and got sick."

"Oh... Continues, son? Do you have any children?"

Mita's face turned grim. "I have no children, for that reason also my husband left me."

"Oh, I'm sorry, Mita..."

"Yes, it's okay. What about Ferdi himself? Do you have a wife?"

"He's not married yet" Jiho said.

Mita smiled, while occasionally looking towards Ferdi.

"Why is Ferdi so quiet now?" ask Mita again.

Jiho just smiled. A little bit he knew their relationship. They dated for a few months, but then Mita left Ferdi to marry someone else. He said it was coercion from his parents, but Ferdi couldn't believe it.

"Ah yes already, Jiho, Ferdi, I went back first... Sorry, interrupting your time. Greetings to your wife yes, hopefully quickly healed.." said Mita saying goodbye.

"Yes..."

Mita was gone from her sight.

"Are you okay, Ferdi?" ask Jiho. He knows, his best friend was hurt once

"Yes, I'm fine."

***

Two days passed, Tiara was already allowed to go home.

"You come with me, stay in a new place" Ferdi said while still on the way.

"But..."

"Hey, you're not gonna risk my brother's safety again, are you?" ferris again.

"Sister?" ask Jiho wonder.

"Yes, may I consider Tiara as my sister? Father and mother have helped me a lot, he also considered me like his own son. So can dong if I also think of him as my sister?"

Jiho and Tiara looked at each other. They smile.

"Yes, I don't have a chance to be her husband. But I have a chance to be her brother. Take it easy, deck, I will protect you as a brother would against his sister" Ferdi continued.

Tiara smiled knot.

"You should call me brother, you too Jiho. Now you're my sister-in-law," Ferdi said again with a chuckle.

"Huh?" Jiho just looked at him confusedly.

The car Uncle Har was driving had already entered a house.

"Where is mas?" ask Tiara.

"This is where you live now, and beside it we will use to open the cafe. How do you agree?"

"It's too much of a hassle to you."

"Hey, I'll do anything for my sister's safety."

"You're serious?"

"Do I look like I'm messing around?"

"Yes, not really..."