
"In surgery it has to be surgical, baby. How not to get hurt? I'm not afraid at all, if this can make me see you for much longer."
Dara looked at Windu, her gaze so sad.
"You will see me until my hair turns as white as cotton. Until I'm slouching and ugly." Dara tried to laugh while still sounding hoarse.
"I'm sorry I made you tired of looking after me these days.In addition to your kindness and loyalty, one other thing that made me fall in love with you repeatedly, is your sincerity. Happy anniversary, Honey. Happy anniversary to our wedding." Windu kissed Dara's forehead gently.
"Happy wedding day to you too." Dara Sahut.
"You're the first person I want to see every time I wake up in the morning. Thank you for being so patient with me, for being my best partner" Windu hugged Dara tightly, his body trembling. He did not expect himself in 6 months to be so fragile. He is not as strong as before even his weight is much reduced than a few months before.
This disease felt so quickly gnawed at him, he did not even know what to do.
All the best treatment they have done, his father and Dara really try hard to restore his health.
But this is no longer about the best thing man can do but rather to hope for God's generosity and intervention.
From the baby, Windu has a medical history that is not as good as other children, even though his heart is now a donation from Dara's older brother.
"I might have died long ago had there not been you and your family in my life." whispered Windu inwardly.
"How can I take care of you? if I am helpless now? I'm afraid I can't keep my promise to mama, to take care of you.I'm so afraid this is our last anniversary" The words just reached her throat, she never wanted Dara to know how lately she's been getting scared of a lot of things.
...***...
Dara wiped the tears with the back of her hand, she had just come out of the lab room, still in the patient's robe after the last checkup, making sure that the results of the examination that her kidneys really match with Windu's body.
Because she was tied to marriage and the family closest to the patient, the doctor said Dara could not keep this a secret.
"The acceptance of Mr. Windu towards you as a donor cannot be underestimated. Mentally it's not good if later in time he's against this." The doctor's advice, when Dara finally forced to examine himself as a donor because within 14 days of treatment, there was no sign they found the organ. Although there was an offer from the organ bank, but it did not match Windu.
Dara decided on this, because she could no longer stand idly by seeing Windu's suffering. Many things must be considered indeed, but Dara did not recede with his wishes. She just wanted to see her husband live whatever he could.
"Can't we do this without my husband's knowledge?"
"Sorry, madam. If your family doesn't agree to it we don't dare to do it."
"But this is my decision! I consciously as an adult wanted to donate one of my kidneys to my husband. There's nothing wrong with that."
"You better talk about this with your husband and your parents. Although we have done a matching assessment of your kidney with the prospective recipient of the kidney because of your request and from the blood test, both the blood type test, blood cross test, blood test, all are confirmed to be suitable but we need to do an HLA test to find out the match of recipient stem cells and kidney donors, and before this test is carried out we feel the need for you to
"Can't this be kept secret?"
"As a medical team dealing with this, we also have special considerations because if things might happen that might not match our mutual expectations then we are not to blame. We will immediately perform this transplant if all agreed by all parties concerned. This becomes special, because you are the wife of the donor recipient, the acceptance of this decision we cannot simply ignore."
Dara had no choice but to say all this. He had pondered all that might have happened even if all of this had failed as the doctor had said before. But, he still could not stop thinking that he could not live without Windu.
Selfish indeed, given that he almost seemed to ignore his little son Sunny, but his fear of losing Windu outweighed his other feelings.
As his steps reached the front door of Windu's treatment room, he stood for almost minutes with trembling legs. She was so scared that she did not know how to tell Windu that she would donate her kidney to her husband.
The last time he told Windu on their wedding anniversary after he asked for an initial blood check to the team that handled Windu and was declared fit, he kept it a secret that he was the donor.
And today, two days before the scheduled operation was carried out, Dara was asked to say it honestly, it turned out to be a tough action.
He is not afraid to lie down and sacrifice so much on Windu it may even be about giving up his life, although the doctor has given him a lot of understanding as a consideration for this courage.
Dara is only afraid, losing Windu, the first man she loves in her life, in addition to her son Sunny. He risks many things even his life, but sometimes people do not understand, sincere love also sometimes becomes selfish and uncontrollable when he claims that he cannot live in a world without others.
Slowly Dara opened the door and found her husband's pale face, even though she had done routine blood washing, but still Windu did not look okay.
"Where are you from, baby?" Windu's voice sounded warm but still felt painful when touching Dara's eardrum.
"Why are you dressed like that? like a patient?" Windu frowned, trying to raise his back to lean on the pillow.
How painful Dara's heart, seeing for such a movement even Windu now so painfully do it.
This manly body somehow disappeared, he was now so different.
"I want to talk to you." Dara helps Windu to lean his back. His eyes felt poignant, holding tightness in his own chest.
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