Between Two Hearts
Feel Guilty

The next day...

"Dear you're awake?" jiho asked who found his wife washing clothes.

"Ah yes,"

"You're cooking too?"

"Yes A, I hope it suits your taste..."

"Haha, yes definitely. I've always loved my wife's cooking."

Tiara smiled.

"Is this coffee for me too?"

"Yes A," replied Tiara who was still washing.

"It's good to have a wife, this hour is ready. Thanks wife...."

"Hmmm..... So you want to bring supplies?"

"Yes if it doesn't bother you."

"Ah, no... I'll prepare it later."

"Thank you my dear. Need help?" his sudden tanyanya was already lined up beside his wife.

"Not A, let me..."

"Ooh, yeah.." she passed.

I don't know why Tiara felt she was different. There was a little awkwardness between them.

'A Jiho why? He's a little different. Was it because I brushed his hand last night? Ah never mind, I just need to finish this homework.'

Tiara was drying the clothes on the front porch, while A Jiho started bathing. Not forgetting, she prepared all her needs, Tiara wanted to be a good wife for her husband.

"Aa went first, baby." said Jiho to his wife.

"Yes, be careful A..."

"I'm sorry, I'm not going home..."

"It's okay A..."

Tiara greets and kisses the back of her husband's hand. Jiho smiled and kissed Tiara's forehead.

"If you want to go, don't go far, baby..."

"Yes A, don't worry. I'm not a kid anymore..."

Jiho smiled again and left.

***

Early in the morning Ferdi had been drinking his own homemade coffee.

'If you have a good wife, early in the morning you have made the same coffee breakfast... What else is tiara?' thought.

His longing for Tiara really made him insane. He took a picture of Tiara at his parents' house yesterday afternoon. Staring at the photo of the girl.

"What are you doing now deck?" he asked himself. Ferdi felt frustrated when he remembered Tiara had been lured by people.

She grabbed her phone and immediately called her heart number.

It didn't take long for the phone to connect.

[Hello, Assalamualaikum deck.] The first reply was impatient to hear Tiara's voice.

[Waalaikum salam, what's wrong? Call early in the morning?]

[Ah, I just want to hear your voice deck.].

[Huh? Oh... How is it healthy there?]

[Yes, I'm healthy. Just.].

[Why?]

[The heart is not okay]

[Oh.].

[Where is this adek? How much does a motor vehicle sound?]

[Ah, yes mas. Take a walk, look around]

[Whose same?]

[By yourself.].

[Kok dare deck? Be careful, do not go far later even rough.].

[Haha... Oh yes, I am big. Anyway this is just in front of an alley that happens to be directly on the highway]

[Hmm... Yes mas, I end up saturated at home continues to do nothing]

[You want meenin?]

[Huh? Meaning?]

[You want meenin?]

[Haha, don't bother me. Our distance is far away]

[It can catch you there, how?]

[No way, why come here too]

[Yes meet you]

[What the hell is mas... I hung up the phone before]

Tut Tut Tut... The call was immediately terminated.

Ferdi smiled. I don't know why it happened to go after Tiara. She misses him so much.

***

Tiara could only shake her head when she found out Ferdi was still expecting it. The phone was put back in the bag. He walked again, approaching the minimarket not too far from where he stood, he wanted to buy something.

While he was walking, suddenly "Brukk.!" was...!" Not being careful, he hit someone.

Some dropped objects, cigarettes, gas matches, and canned drinks. Tiara picked it up and gave it to the owner.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it." said Tiara nervously, she looked down after seeing the man in front of her dressed very neatly like the manager of a company she always saw on television.

"It's okay" he said, then he just passed by.

Tiara let out a long breath. He picked out some stuff and paid for it at the cashier.

***

While at work Jiho

"Cie cie's.... The newlyweds, at this hour has come," ledek Deni his coworker.

"Haha... Yes definitely Den, will run out in service," always Bang Nawas chimed in.

Jiho smiled wryly in response. "Hhhh, you don't know anyway," Jiho only mumbled a little but they immediately grumbled.

"What's the lo sob? Marriage is not a marriage, is it even lackluster? how many rounds?" ledek Bang Nawas.

"What a bang, kepo very. haha.." replied Jiho accordingly.

"Yes, son, do you want to know we're going to kepo? You do not like usually, work is also a lot of harm. There must be a problem, right?" ask again.

"Yes, the cake story. Can ease the burden of your mind," continued Deni.

"Yaps, we are ready to listen to your complaints, man.." timpal bang Nawas.

"Yes like who you know, we are like a family, hard to be happy together." said Deni again.

Ever since Jiho wandered through the city, they have helped a lot, from the beginning to the present.

"Wah.. wah.. bring provisions as well, must be a beloved wife who masakin," continued Deni still with a soft tone of his friend.

"Tumben, you usually go home and rest. It's a wife at home, and she's resting not coming home?" ask Bang Nawas.

"Fear of khilaf bang, long with him fear of not being able to hold back,"

"Lho you know... pegimane restraint? is your wife?"

Jiho stared at Bang Nawas and Deni alternately. They were still waiting for him to tell stories.

'Ah, no no no. This is my household business, I have to keep it to myself.' Jiho said in his heart.

"Already bang... Oh that's the customers already on the dateng," he replied later.

They grunt annoyed, so long as not be months! Jiho chuckled at seeing them lose their prey to joke around.

From last night Jiho's heart ached. Ah no, more precisely when she knew their relationship. Since his return, and seeing them together with a friendly. Really sick. Betrayed his most loved one and his own best friend. Jiho assured himself, he will definitely accept it wholeheartedly. It turned out that he was wrong, his struggle was even tougher.

He should be the happiest man when he marries the girl of his dreams. But it seemed like the girl was still half-hearted with him.

He thought, as he was willing to go along and start to indulge with her, he had already accepted Jihose to the fullest, but it seemed like he was wrong again. Jiho knew that his best friend must have a special place in his wife's heart.

'It feels like giving up. But no, no, I will fight for this love. I have to be more patient with him, I have to be a good husband for him. I must take her heart again, let it be entirely only mine.' Her mind churned itself.

Honestly, being close to him made Jiho unable to control himself, his face, his lips, his body, ah really he could not resist lingering again. All this time he could only kiss her, nothing more. Jiho was afraid of the caliphate like last night, and Tiara still refused, she brushed off his hand.

Jiho doesn't want to force it. Let it be, he just needs to wait for her and remain the best husband for his wife.

'Aargh! I am really selfish! She's been home alone all day, with no friends, doing all her impeccable homework. She must be lonely. What the fuck am I? Why get so busy working this way without thinking about how she feels!

Yeah, I'll take her for a walk around town. I want to see that sweet smile, not her crying anymore. I'm sorry, my wife... However, I still love you.' said Jiho again still talking to his own heart.