What If I'm Not Good Just
Trying Sane

I want it to go from all the chaos.But still see this two children, my heart is wry .During this time, the husband plays like a good papi for his children.Anakkya children do not know, what the papyri do until a great quarrel about the end of all deposits, the, jewelry and debt where with 8 credit cards, a month to penetrate 10 million.What kind of life does he present to me and my son? My woes and my cries in my struggle.

My youngest child until said: "What papi does not love me, do not play gambling again well, gambling is not good."

Hearing my son's words, my heart broke.

" The state of the house without wooden doors, only locked iron doors, the roof of the house is leaking, the water pump is damaged, the bathroom wall is broken.For this time if I ask when we make a house ,he was just silent.His spirit was silent, he had spent all we had.Sick, obviously, bleeding even my life he stepped on."

" Patience to Cas" said Aunt Yanta.

" How are you guys doing?" ask aunt Yanta, my husband's aunt.

I told my mother-in-law's brother about Casson, told them, don't lend money to Casson, to all her family I told her what Casson made me.

I have difficulty breathing with the pressure that exists.I bring a house letter, and I keep it in my sister's house.Also the savings book.What I hate the most, the lie about my youngest child's insurance, should be liquid last year, it should be, I nanya every month, he said next year, in fact he has also finished 10 million.Tega ,well he had the heart.

" The insurance has also been taken" Casson said that night.

" Could you lie to me for years, cruel you Cas, I slap Casson firmly, I'm like I'm losing my way, I'm so devastated you made, I cried."

" I don't believe any more, don't believe anything you say, pemboooonggg".

He just kept quiet.

I hateit.

2 ATMnya I asked, I asked him to list his debt.He still admitted some.I tracked from the email, I found again the lie.Some weeks later , I found again his debt on 2 credit cards, want crazy it feels ,destroyed my life, I clutched my hair, frustrated, I wanted to end my life, but my children cried at my feet.I imagine myself, my husband was evil to our children, when I was evil again with them.

I hugged my son tightly.They cried with me.I don't care anymore, the neighbors saw us fighting, answer each other and full of debate.Living in a quiet complex, must have been the dominant voice of our house, no matter what, just stay,I don't seem to have any more shame, my pride he took away in a few days.

" Ma, don't go, our mama's coming, said my 2nd son".

To cover the debt, the tuition didn't even pay, and I closed it with my food online.

Sick, cruel, that's what's left.Every night, I list the money turnover, extraordinary dasyat.Mapable to play gambling per day 1million, 2 million, sometimes 10 million,8 million, very terrible.And in 6 months lost 30 million.

For 6 or 7 years I predicted him to play gambling.Or even from a young age.It is true I do not know, since when he knew gambling.He only admitted 5 years, but from the history that has been terrible, I do not believe it.

I still remember, he said, saying, we'll replace our war car with a nice car.All just a figment.All he snuffed.

Even my suspicions with his salary were fantastic, he often complained of being tired, tired, and unable to relate, making me aware, he said, he's got something else.Only I have trouble getting proof.The location of his work is far.I can not count on who to love him.

Once upon a time after we had a fight, I asked for help from my cousin's boyfriend boncengin see his movement home from the office where he went.All there is nothing suspicious.What because we just had a fight? that's why he is on standby one, not go snack first or to his woman's place.

As soon as it was all revealed, I thought, what was it when she was pregnant with her first child, she said she was overtime until 12 pm at work, whether she was with another woman or indeed overtime, he said,I don't know.I don't think about him yet.

But the series of events made me live with him.

God, give me your lead.

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Don't Forget

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