What If I'm Not Good Just
Still I Remember

" I still remember Jonny coming when my brother got married. But when she saw me with Casson, she didn't come to my brother's reception, only coming at the morning show at home" Casey said.

" Do you regret choosing Casson?".

" It's been so ruined, why not regret Dik, really, I nyesalllll, super regret".

" Him who used to be fat, has turned into a pleasant figure in view, with glasses minus his favorite black, until now his smile I still remember clearly," said Casey.

" Memory of Cas?".

" Hmmmmm".

" He sacrificed coming to see me, why would I say that? on the same day , his biological brother got married, but he preferred to come see my brother's party, rather than his brother's party.But as soon as he saw me with Casson , he just left.And the event I remember the most,when I got married, I met him at church, I avoided him, it was weird ."

" He had lived in a different city than me for a long time. He was not married at the time.

There was a sadness, but one word that incriminated me to accept it was because of the background of his mother, he did not dare to express his feelings to me".

" Didn't dare to do that, cemen ah Cas".

" Hmmm, don't you dare, yeah".

" I know from my mama's friend, that her mother Jonny is an actor.Cheating with my mama's friend's husband, even though the aunt is very kind, mama Jonny thorns in their marriage.Because this aunt husband is rich and at that time very happy to have the second largest grocery store in us we we, so I think also, if he approached me."

" I know from the aunt herself."

" I hesitated to choose Jonny, I thought, fear my son will get karma, and the same with his mother, the actor.That assumption is true or not, of course, I don't know either.

Besides Jonny also never directly talk , he likes me. He loves me.For me taboo I ask people's feelings. All I know is, if he's a man, he's the one who talks directly.

But the soul mate line does exist" Casey said.

" Yes, we thought, too, married would need a distant thought Cas".

" I was off guard, after 14 years of building a household, I realized, the innocence of my heart, the sincerity of my heart reciprocated the hook that I had to eat myself, right Dik."

" I didn't think Casson was you, she was bad."

" So far my husband is responsible for the children, to me.Good with my family.I assume everything goes smoothly.However there is no smooth marriage.I also not much trouble with both parents ,his brother and my husband's extended family".

" Your father-in-law is so evil, your brother again, I can't stand it, in your position Cas".

" I read one verse Better is a little income, with truth, than a lot without justice.Proverbs 16:8".

" When you're having an affair, I hope you think, that I chose you when I had a lot of choices", I'm very sick to read this verse Dik".

" In this world, there are all portions of each, not less, also no more, actually Cas, sabar is indeed a hook.Kasih chance, if not changed, leave."

" I feel, not alone living a married life like this.When tonight, my friend told me his life story, it also made me stunned.

The story is also very sad and I just found out".

" There are many stories of households, many sad yes Cas".

" My friend Aiko, married at the age of 22, her husband was initially kind to her, after her son sat in Kindergarten B, her husband changed. At the office, they get into fights, even hitting each other.

Cause her husband lost his job."

" Keep Cas?".

" His suffering is not just that. Already out of work, her husband at home, took her jewelry, pawned her jewelry, pawned the motorcycle that Aiko's parents loaned to them.You story, Aiko was ashamed of her parents.She held it herself, very sick right Dik".

" It's amazing, that's when the stairs berjmah, however we hold, however we try to survive and pray our husband changed, but honestly , difficult Dik".

" One time, precisely Aiko did not work, Aiko was a little surprised to see her husband in a room that had no ventilation, why could bear to be there for hours and hours.And when Aiko opened the room, she said, amazingly Aiko was surprised, the smoke is where, and the suction device is already there.Well her husband consumes narcotics, imagine you in Aiko's position".

" Crazy..really crazy".

" Of course, Aiko and her husband had a great storm, even some time the quarrel continued to occur.Even at night, she left Aiko and her son in the streets, where it rained, still remember the child, she said, still be patient" Casey said.

" Aiko still survives, thinking about divorce in shame, thinking about her son without papa.But all of it ends when her husband is very high on drugs, to want to kill their child.Aiko gives up, do not know what I want to say ,when Aiko's telling me."

" Aiko only brought a family card and birth certificate of her child.Even the phone that the husband bought, she asked from Aiko.Aiko to throw it at the husband.With the dark of night, Aiko walked down the street, she asked Aiko, without being able to contact her parents.Walk away to return to her parents' house," Casey said.

" Take the kid, so sad Cas".

Casey nodded.

" Hearing Aiko's story, I honestly as a friend was very sad.Imagine myself in her position. The problem is not just that.

One thing asked in my heart, why can a man or a man change, from good to good to be different from what we know?" Casey said.

" I understand, Dik, what I am is causing my husband to be evil".

" Gak Cas, you always carry out your duties, always want to remember your husband, because your husband is depraved, evil" said Dikta.

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Don't Forget

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