What If I'm Not Good Just
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" Little house, buy a big television" said Mama Casson.

I'm just silentIt's not gonna give anything, even talk a lot and poke aja.Dj guaranteed melunjak.

" This is ,why is the television in love with gini?" asked my brother-in-law.

" Let it be neat, answer me."

" No need to wear gini".

All what is there is in the criticism, in the dictation should be how. Though his house is dirty pardon amoun, can pants on the handle of the household, towels on the sofa.You dictate number one, not his house, they are not aware.

After we got married, we bought all the household slowly, his parents who were not willing to care about us.Help was not.With a paycheck pasan, he worked alone, we mengkPR home, KPR, really my parents were there to help , if not much.If coming from the village, bringing fish and rice, very helpful to us at that time.Even I had to delay having children, for 5 months, for the first time, I had to postpone having children, in order to collect money for our preparations.Because the beginning of marriage the money in our hands is only 20 thousand rupiah, waiting for payday.

" Aren't you afraid of your sister? ask my neighbor in front of my house."

" Fearrouder to have a big brother, but not able to prepare everything for him.Lagain I just take care, do not use KB".

I already know that I don't care about us, well, that's how it is.We who want to go home, we have to be strong.

While the money given when we were married, all taken by my two in-laws, without giving us anything

At first we did not want to hold a reception, because we prefer to buy a house for us to stay later, because there were words from my in-laws at the time, married should not stay at his house.My husband raised money, he said, because he knows the habits of his parents who never care and care for their children.

I remember, when there was a meeting of him at my in-laws' residence, when I came with my husband.A nun told me, my husband what son, I answered the 3rd daughter of the sisters.

My in-laws instantly nyerocos.Can't wait .

Intentionally humiliating me.It hurts to be humiliated

And I just replied to the sister, I've been dating my husband of 7 years, we've bought a small house.The nurse just smiled and held my hand.

Before we got married, actually we had asked the first brother, he did not mind if we married.Also the 2nd brother.he said, we just got married first, he plans next year ,if so.With their permission, we give a parcel of the passage, according to the custom that exists for the two brothers husband.And the origin of the reader knows, until now the first brother of my husband, aged 45 years, has not been married.

So often my husband said, want to wait until when, he did not marry if we are not married, so my husband himself talked about what his mother humiliated me at that time.

At that time I did not answer, kept quiet, and just stroked my chest, this is how the pain entered someone's family.

" Cas, do you agree with our wedding plans?".

" Yes, mommy's just like my dad there's no problem".

" Yes, praise God".

When you want to get married, asked if you agree, in blessing, answered yes, even when in church, asked the pastor, with lues replied with blessing.If the objection is good to blakan, blakan,nor did I force her to marry her son.

Sometimes I think, I don't have to worry!

If it is yours, it will still be yours.If not then let it go.Good things will come to those who are patient.

In the past, I felt you were a good man.But at this time I was very afraid of you.Formerly my assumption, you can accept my situation, which does not work, only have a small business, aware of my shortcomings, you can accept my situation, I feel like you love me with your heart.

Although in the process, I need to adapt.And this is all a human process.

You always try to be a better companion, who looks to make me happy.However as time goes by, I feel , I you make a life partner who does not deserve happiness and you make me a woman who does not deserve the best treatment from you.

" What kind of happiness did you give me Cas?".

" You're just silent, you're as silent as gold.Your mom and your dad talk rudely to me, you're just silent.Sick, you even know they're wrong, don't defend me."

Tonight Casey weeps for the words of her father-in-law, always as sharp as razor, Casey's heart.

Casey looked at the Bible Gospel John 2:15-16

" Do not love the world and what is in it. If one loves the world, then the love of the Father is not in that person, for all that is in the world - the desire of the flesh and the desire of the eyes and the pride of life - does not come from the Father , except from the world."

Casey and the in-law relationship did not go well.Dimana the in-laws consider Casey his rival. Always treat his son. call his son has eaten anything yet, it seems Casey did not take care of it after marriage.Padahat long before marriage, the state of Casson's hair longs, clothes are never neat.Since married, the, casson's hair in a neat trim, the clothes are also neat.Even with his mama, his mother never cooked, all play buy, until Cason got typus 4 times in one year.

I cook every day for my husband and children.

" Why is her hair in Cas's barbershop?".

" Let's get it tidy ma".

" Nice la".

" Good ma, ma,

Just trim the hair in the complaint of the in-laws.Casey is right in the pressure.Although their home is far away, but the arrival of the in-laws, there is just making recok and commotion.Have not care, do not want to know, do not want to know, instead of arranging from A to Z, the household is never safe and peaceful like other households .

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