What If I'm Not Good Just

What If I'm Not Good Just
My strength is Prayer


From when, my day is like mine and my son.I pray that God will cover my husband's blood, break the dark power.And God fulfills it.


My husband was clean and his eyes were open.He became concerned for me and my son.Up to the 4th year, after saving I also 2nd child program.


When giving birth to the first child, my husband wanted to move to work.We who only capitalized on a butut motorcycle, borrowed his first brother's car.And the fate of the apes, the car tire exploded 2 in the parking lot.After we went to the workshop person, the tire was,they say, since buying, the tires are never exchanged.


From morning, the phone did not stop from his brother, asking to change his Atoz car tire.


With obsolete waste, we replace 2 new tires, even though my birth money has not been changed office, namely insurance.


" When did you change Casson's tires?".


" Yes I'm changing".


Behold the roar of the phone from 7 am.


His parents knew it, he cared.Kejammm, he was very cruel.


I told my husband, slowly take me home from the hospital.But my husband can't bear it, because I'm a big cesar.


Along the way, all the painful words I received.Padshal I just gave birth 3 days.My husband came home with a motorbike in the back far from his parents' car.


" Why would Casson move in, make sure you don't know his wife".


" Yes, I don't know, Casson is quiet, if he wants to move, he must have thought."


" What wife, what husband doesn't know".


" If you don't know, how can I know, he's private, can't be forced to talk."


Really really hurt my heart, I also do not know, why my husband is private closed.Whose wife wants the nature of the husband so.Former courtship is not so, what during courtship is only a mask? I know how.


I got home just silent.Stress, obviously.Sick, well.When I have answered, I do not know what about my husband who wants to move to work.


And my husband's job, I was the one that paved the way for him.I found and put my husband to work in the company, then he also underwent tests and graduated.When I finished college, I first worked than my husband at that time.


Because of stress, at night, I had a heavy bleeding, and was taken to the hospital.If there is an application ordering online maybe my fate will not replace my expayed tire in-law, I will not change my tires, you also do not have bleeding in the word dwarf and severe stress.


It hurts, yahhh it hurts.


" Jangqn in thinking what son, remember there is your baby, remember , live for the child, do not think anything prang said".


" Yes ma".


I was only able to duck, my gaze was faint and in the air, the blood flowing could not be contained.


" Cas.Why bleeding, not many thoughts, remember your child is still a child, he needs you, be excited, your child is beautiful".


" Yes doc, thank you".


My life was helped, and I recovered, continuing to babysit my baby.


" Don't have one child Cas, I'm sorry Paris".


" No ma, one call."


" When two, there's a Parisian friend playing class, telling a story, there's a friend of his conferring, not a kara kara son".


Much consideration I have other than my husband, as well as his family.


I originally only wanted one child, but my mama said, my son would feel sorry if only alone, no one, if I was gone with my husband.Akuun pregnant 2nd child.Our family journey is getting better, at the birth of the first child, a few months after our son was born, my husband rose, we in pi put the office car.Really I feel God is very good, God is very good, from changing car tires, we can be facilitated car office.I can take my son on the road with my husband.


After 4 years, we have a used car, which is cheap, buy your own produce.


The birth of my son number 2 I did not tell the in-laws again.


" Don't tell them I gave birth, later they talk like I can drop and die.Toh if I die, your mother married you, remember the word, it hurts so much, until I die I remember, not revenge, not revenge,just outrageous, no heart".


" Yes" answered my husband.


I said to my husband, if you tell me, maybe I'll bleed to death again and not survive.


Because when I gave birth to my 2nd child, my son was premature.My biological father died because of a long time of kidney pain and complications.


One thing that makes me sad, before the departure of my papa.Every morning we had breakfast together.I went to my sister's house.Since my first child was there, my father was better to do with me.


My father once told me.


" One thing that papa disappointed in your husband, your husband never defended you at all.Destroyed and continue to hurt his parents.People are God but can hurt their own daughter-in-law, have no heart".


" What's the fate of pa, how else".


" Your in-laws vilify you wherever he gets, patting the water on the tray, patting his own face.Like don't know what he did to you and your son, his children only he's a child," my mother said grumbling.


" His son is like a king in the house, how much do we appreciate, our children fit like their beggars make, if not from your stomach, where there is their grandchildren.God is it. daughter-in-law who is good at lifting eggs , no children until now, it's been years.Why is that? there are only dear grandchildren in the mouth, in vain siakan.Gak like us, want grandchildren from anyone, we are happy.Sama our daughter-in-law dear, dear,even grateful for someone to care for and take care of our child.This son-in-law he made his rival, funny.Do not marry his son, if not ready to release his son-in-law like honey he huat, cruel treatment and said he, "said mama .


Where , my father vilified me, would be in the place of the funeral home when he prayed, or anyone else.


But people who know me and my parents never believe their words.Even they tell me and my family.Sadihhhh ? sanggatttt.But I can what.


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