What If I'm Not Good Just
Reyhan

No matter what your problem, do not cry, let alone grieve.Because there is no struggle in vain, except the struggle in vain right.Even remember, there will be a smile after tears.May just take this journey of your life, this is your journey, to become stronger.

" Why the nanis Cas," said Dikta.

" I'm disappointed, heartache, really."

" Sickness may be, natural disappointment, but do not despair.The son of your son needs you".

" I'm ruined Dik".

" Destroyed may be, but do not destroy yourself and your children, remember you must be strong, take in your prayers" said Dikta.

"If anyone thinks they don't regret meeting someone, but it's different from what I thought.When they meet anyone, people who have a good or bad track record, either, it will surely incense a mark on our hearts.All of it brings a lesson of life, make me, really Dik, it hurts.His parents are evil, my brother-in-law is evil, now my husband is evil, which is true Dik, I am not strong".

" A lot of people who are not grateful, Remember yahhh, people who can be grateful it , certainly can be happy.But not with my husband.He never grateful for what he achieved.For people who can be grateful, he said,not in view of the luxury, but the blessing.Because for me, live on your own level, do not live on the level of others, you are strong dong Cas, you are,do not be destroyed because of a human like him.I have to pity the same diei you yourself, do not give up, "said Dikta.

"Fate is unpredictable, that's how I've been.

Right in the 3rd grade of High School, I just found out, Badul approached me, asked me through his cousin, back from the church, I went where, my answer was simple, back then, Badul and his cousin are the same as heading home, we passed through the urban area, where there are many shops, I do not ngeh, you know Dik, until now, Badul still there is a taste to me, Badul, and his wife is jealous, ask for my facebook add, weird right" Casey said.

" She must have heard babbling from her husband, which woman would be compared to her husband, crazy tuh the Badul, married people are still curious about you Cas".

" Yes, weird...".

" So your husband's facebook did you accept? facebook the badul?".

" Gak ahhh, I have a grudge against him, getting hit by my papa."

" His wife's Facebook do you accept?" asked Dikta.

" I accept, people I have nothing to do with her husband, why fear, want nanya, yah nanya aja, really.Lagian me in town A, Badul in town Z, dari, she thinks I'm a girl.I don't have any interest in being a Dikor".

" The actor is a talent deh,hehehehe," Casey said.

" As long as you know Dik, last story, when the teacher's day was right, OSIS set a pair of couples giving gifts to teachers.And I was quite shocked, me and Badul pair up giving gifts to a teacher.I just found out, I just knew, they set it up in such a way, and I don't know who I'm suggesting and who my partner's badul's giving me a gift."

" So you and Badul are in pairs?".

" Gak ahhhh, thankfully, he was prevented from coming hahahha, very comfortable I feel".

" I'm pretty relieved, the teacher didn't come. Pairing with badul, not really, I still remember my gloomy childhood, because of him I got the day hit, maybe he got karma, so that he could fall in love with me while in High School, "casey ngakak.

" It's like licking your own saliva, if you're stupid, I'm sure he's hooked on Ri, hahahaha".

" The curse of ,hehehehe" Casey said.

" In 2nd grade High School, I liked a guy, his name is Reyhan, he's not tall, he's looking, but I like him.However a friend who also likes him, told me, that Reyhan had no respect and looked at me, when I was too innocent the story about Reyhan who often met me .But firmly my friend, who belongs to the class, said Reyhan even likes it.My heart is sad, but I try to be ordinary , I think he's my first love, but run aground , it feels before blooming."

" No, not Cas".

" Hmmm".

" But I know, it turns out that my underclassman, whom I consider a friend, is Ke PD's guy and is giddy.

When giving gifts on the day of the teacher, apparently Reyhan found out I was paired with Badul, Reyhan seemed disappointed, immediately left and sure enough, when taking the diploma, Reyhan I never saw again.Sadly anyway".

" So meeting?".

" But all of that is just a little story, the size of the city where I went to college, and Reyhan never met me. Maybe we're not friends" Casey said.

She hugged Casey.

" In the early days of college, I often walked to the mall, wanted to meet my first love figure, but what power , never met, itself vanished like lost in the swallow of the earth.But when years, and years, the world of Facebook brought me in the media with him.Seeing it there is a sense of memory, he is not handsome, not handsome, already have two children and already have a wife.Open a store in the city of N."

" He's married with two children, a couple of children, and I'm married with two daughters.That's just Dik's past".

" Look at him with his wife, there is a sad piece, but I pray for him to be happy, it is a match, not we arrange it, but the life line, God arranged,".

" Just right Cas.What time is college?".

" I went to college, not with a major that I like.Only my brother said to take this major, yes I have just lived it.Actually I want a fashion design school, but in my time, the school was not in Medan, it was not in Medan, only in Jakarta.Make it to Jakarta, my parents where there is a cost.Cita citaku also run aground.

I don't blame the circumstances, I accept it, the term is wrong to enter the department" Casey said.

" In college, more and more men liked me, alternately and from various faculties.But I never respected, I had a hard time falling in love."

" If I have breakfast near the cafeteria, there are men approaching me, but I still do not dare to date.When in college, I have been allowed to date, ", said Casey.

" Cas natural, you are indeed cute, cute women on campus, slim, your face sweet, white, attractive", said Dikta.

" Even my friends chased you Cas, brightly explained.They said, you are difficult in the decayi."

" Right Dik."

" One time, my friend came to know 15 men, and I came to know who I was, whether from the faculty what 17 people, frankly, the boarding house got angry, drove all the men away."

" Wuihhhh, amazing charm you Cas".

" Don't mock dehhhh".

" As long as you know, I'm just dumbass, they know where I'm from, they can come, when I'm on campus, finish college straight home, never have organization."

" There was one doctrine that finally broke me to this day.Doctrine from my parents, that I should, date, date, married to someone from my tribe.That's pressure for me.Cause I can't choose a better one for me.But when my son, I told my son, marry anyone, any tribe, marry me,not necessarily the good A tribe, the C tribe does not, " Casey said.

I give my children freedom in the future, so that the mistakes of life like me do not happen again.

" Patience to Cas, sometimes the choice of parents, not everything is right".

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