What If I'm Not Good Just
Life

" Cas , you like a lot, "say Golda .

" Your feelings, I don't go to GR Ran either ".

" It's really Cas '" Irene said.

" Uh ahhh, don't discuss, Ren you have a crush on Robi right? ".

" Hehehehhe, get caught dehhhh," said Irene.

" Typical Robi is a lohhhhh guy," Casey said.

" His legs are full of war marks, are you not worried about Ren, " said Friska.

" His name likes, his tai goat could be a medicine, " said Golda ngakak.

" Yuk entered, lesson from Situmeang, Geography, ehhh mother's writing is very good yahhh, " Casey said.

" It's really good, salut , on the blackboard, the writing feels like it's going to be deleted a pity, " said Friska.

I feel like my life is a mess, it feels like whatever I do is never a result, I feel like my life has never been helped by God, never by God . I always face a dead end . I always crave hope from God, and I know that hope never disappoints . I always hope, a new hope will come.

Sometimes I think why my prayer has not been answered by God, it does not mean, God does not exist, he exists, just wait for the time, do not despair, do not give up, do not give up,do not want to end life .

" Why tangle the Cas , don't give up , you have to be strong, not at dear , you still have us , we go to yukkk beach".

" We are 4 ? ", ask Casey.

" Yup, " said Irene.

" Ride the angkot well? , "ask Friska.

" Yes coy, you want to ride in a car, where maybe , your father will work Fris, " said Golda.

" Yes too, "said Friska.

On the beach me and my friends, running along the beach , it feels less burden if staring at the sea.Kotaku around the sea , so it is not difficult to find a beautiful beach.

A guy was after me, he was my brother's friend, he used to play at home, but I never knew he liked me. Our meeting started from me being friends with her brother, I went to their house, played with her sister as well . He saw me, and only that , without talking.I went to his house also when I was in 6th grade, no talking at all.

But when I was in Junior High, she was my upperclassman, exactly 1 year above me. He often saw me, looked at me from afar, but his name was a Junior High, well I don't think like that, that he likes me, just wonder, how much, see it so much, really, if in the school cafeteria, or meeting on the stairs . He just stumbled sweetly, without a word.Friends of one class, more ngebet ngejar, if I'm in the cafeteria , the man was in the canteen , if I'm downstairs school , ' if I'm in the cafeteria , then the man will run downstairs, honestly I often hide, I'm very tight, clumsy, in terms of science, I excel, but in terms of men, I'm the last order. My brain is mumbling, it feels too stupid.

Call it his name Jonny, he's a good guy, not too tall, his smile is sweet, Junior High his mustache has already thinly adorned his face . He's a smart guy, and I don't feel bad, ever he came to the house, with his older cousin, long he looked at me, while waiting for my brother/brother to come .

Seeing me mop the house, he just smiled, while I, busying myself mopping the floor. I remember that time, they smiled when they saw me mopping the house. I'm a diligent kid, my mama sells cookies, and I keep helping my mama work.

Brother Jonny is my friend, we are close, often after school I eat at his grandmother's house . Since the separation of his parents, Brother Jonny, his name is Mayang, lives in his grandmother's house, close to my house.It is what makes us familiar and accompany each other .

Mayang's sister, Ana, also became my friend. His younger brother last stayed with Jonny and his mom in their house .

Since Mayang was desperate because his family was a mess ' Mayang lived in his grandmother's house 'I became his best friend . We were close friends, read comic books together . And at that time ana was still living in her parents' residence, quite far from their grandmother's house . But every Saturday Ana comes a lot and I also play with Ana .

Because of that closeness, Ana took me to their house . That's where I initially met Jonny, a fairly fat man figure, but smart, famous in school, he was smart, his brother named Mayang was also very smart .

" Cas , come to my house later ".

" Yes, sister May, finished the homework ".

" Okey, I'm buying a new book ".

" Steady dehhhh, " said Casey.

Shown reading comic book 2 , until afternoon .

I lived a much more beautiful Junior High life, when gymnastics, and sports activities, pretty much glanced at me, and liked me, either classmates or upperclassmen . But I am shy . If I were not a close friend, I wouldn't have much to say. Just a smile . At that time, my friend some people close. Iren , Friska , Golda , the three closest friends at Junior High .

With them I go through the day, can smile, can feel happiness , without the action of the teacher who gave birth, my achievements are also stable in Junior High School. SMP time is very effective. I'm friends with anyone. And when the new boy came into our class, he approached me, but I was shy, closed, seemed arrogant to some people, that made me fortify myself, I never dated, because I assumed , I'm still in school, anyways in my super-disciplined school, can't girlfriend date, will be called parents .

" Ehhh, Cas, to the yokkk canteen".

" Yokkk, but very solid loh , break to 2 aja dehhh ".

" So what's the first break?" asked Friska .

" Read your love letter Fris, Doddy will always send a letter, post your sister Muti and Andreas ".

" Ihhh, you guys ledekin me dehhh, " Friska's face was met with red blushing.

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