What If I'm Not Good Just
I Don't Have Friends
Since college, work, illness and I went back to online business, I have no friends anymore .Just say hello to each other on my facebook account.Both of my children became my friends.They are both girls.
There are many things I have experienced. After a month of giving birth, my husband delivered our typical ethnic box, yellow pulute, red egg, iku cake , that our son has even been one month.I used to still remember the cruelty of the in-laws to me.Because I gave my son's first name, he protested the name of the first letter child must be from A. Second child of B. My husband replied that he could not be changed anymore, because he had been discharged from the hospital."
" Any name is a matter of debate" said Dikta.
" Greed is what is in them.My husband gave my son's middle name, and the final name is to follow the names of their three children end.What else? 2 The name of them, just a piece of my son's name on the front of me, must also be made a noise, it's amazing not."
" Ordinary, look for Cas storm".
" I gave birth where there are they care about the cost.I gave birth with my own savings, my husband's money runs out to buy a house, I sell so there is still 11 million left over for cesar's operation.Indeed in exchange for office insurance, I sell it,so 1 month claim process.There are they care about my labor costs what not? my son's clothes are there or not, they don't care".
" Back when my son's name was second, can they still fuss again?, I don't care Dik".
" It's mandatory that Cas, let's stay sane."
"Well, they're excited about the big family, because my husband and I didn't tell you I gave birth.Did his big family know, I almost died bleeding in the words of the father-in-law when the first child was born?.Until the doctor who helped me with my birth spoke." Don't think of people, don't think much of children."
" Because the doctor knew my heart very well.When I was going to surgery, my last message was to my mother and my brother and my husband."
" If I die, my son will be like my family.I don't want my son to live in the midst of a chaotic and horrible family like my husband's."
" Until I was anesthetized, I also sent a message to the doctor who would dissect me.He was the doctor I trusted.During pregnancy, I was under a lot of stress, he was the one who helped me and my baby.Even at the age of 7 months, I was pregnant ,my son only weighs 500 grams.He encouraged me, told me to eat chocolate, drink milk 3 times a day, eat ice cream.Because my nausea is so severe."
" I still remember, my mother-in-law once told my husband, If you want to eat what said.I also asked for rendang."
" Even often give soup that is not worth eating, soup that he heats for days, does not want to eat again, told my husband to take it home, with rotten salak, and,rotten avocado, though,.I check the salak is rotten, I told the husband to see what his mother gave.My husband immediately threw it into the trash.I do not make it.Bagusan right do not have to give, such as insult.And I told the husband tasting slimy soup ,even the carrot had been crushed because it had been heated for days, and the red beans had become porridge, so bitter, despicable .Make his future grandson in my stomach, he can give me such a thing.I can't wait to fight anything they make.Make food.Let my family be simple, but much more luxurious eat."
" His family is not lacking, but it's terrible, Cas".
" Right Dik".
" My father immediately bought the beef, and mama cooked.From the village they were frozen and fiberized, sent by bus.When I opened their shipment, my tears flowed. Fish, cake, rendang there are 3 large packs, 3 or 4 kilograms, have been cooked, I just heat up.The tears are flowing profusely, I told the child in my womb, want to eat rendang kan deck, I just want to,this is Ama cook a lot.Call my son Ama to my mother.
Sad, very sad, knowing what my husband's family was mean to me."
" It's natural Cas, your wounds people don't know what they're doing, you know what."
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Don't Forget
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