What If I'm Not Good Just
The Way of Life is also Destiny
" I'm so sad, last night before I went to bed I said this to Casson, Ruth is so good at Cas school, can you get her to Jogja?".
" Just keep answering, is Casey? " ask Endang.
" He was just quiet."
" I then say gini, yes I already know yes, you do not intend anything for children".
" Honestly, my heart hurts a lot, it feels to hang hope on humans, only to the vain.I keep thinking, wipe my tears that night and the next day.I then say gini in my heart. God, I give up whatever destiny happens in my life".
" It feels ,imita2 my two children, hanging in your hands.
Heavy you answered where he went, and I also realized, where fate took my second step2."
" He casually replied, Not in my hands, all God's plans."
" When he could always say, if we did not prepare ,how they are, the more difficult, sincere time has now dashed my hope , I can not hope in humans, my hope is only in God. Hope in humans, there is only injury and disappointment.Such is the pain , when not working, succumbing to children, but underestimated husband himself.Gedek taste, carved head he feels like I and my children need very, very, it hurt, I wiped my tears, it hurt, it hurt back he made."
" The good looks, but the evil is more like his mama and father, Cas, "said Juli.
" Fruit fell not far from the tree kak e, ".ujar Endang.
" The way of life is different Cas , don't be difficult2 just live it, " said Maya.
" I show him, hope in man, there is only disappointment, I put in God's hands the fate of my two children, I live to the point where I give up.You are not a principled person and can fight with your children, do what makes you happy, our happy, only we can make, " casey wiped her tears.
She hugged Casey.
" I told him, if you want to go, go".
" It's like mocking him saying, 'where perhaps dear, it's amazing to come back as if he's making fun of me" Casey said.
" It seems like if I go and there's nothing. You must be fine and smiling happily as usual, that's the word in my heart, " Casey said .
" There's nothing we need to fix anymore, all in the word WE've been completely damaged, that's how I'm Wa he.She just kept quiet without retaliating" Casey said
" He came to break, stopped to fret and went without guilt. He was just a wound, he could only destroy and play others' lives," Endang said sadly.
" I'm just saying, I won't force any more of your news, your attention, your affection even your love, I just give you space, so you can determine how important I am? what am I living you for? who am I in your life?
if you ask me why I changed the answer to "no" only now I realize one thing, if it's true that I'm important to you, you won't make me beg for happiness from you, nor will I give up, I'm just tired of constantly hurting myself to keep waiting and reassuring yourself that I'm not fighting alone with my two children, that's my last word to her" Casey said.
" I don't know what the content in his brain is Cas, never grateful, the sense of responsibility is also only limited to the cost of education of children, not happy you he made, as cruel as his ort, my gemes, me, want to talk to him," said Endang
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