What happened to HUMAIRO
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The room was 4 x 5 meters. Inside it is complete. In addition to the gurney where the patient slept, on his left there was a long black sofa where the visiting person sat, sometimes used also for sleeping patient guards. On the right side of the cage, there is a small aluminum cabinet with two shelves adjacent to a small table where to place the patient's food. A flat tv hangs on the wall facing directly into the patient's bed. Also a bathroom complete with shower and squat toilet. Being in that room, like being at home.

Humairo threw his body slowly on the sofa. He imagined, in the room would line up the patients with the sound of moans in their pain. But the atmosphere in the room was quiet and calm. Only occasionally did the children cry from the next room.

Humairo looked up at the white AC in the corner of the room. Because the air in the room was too cold, he took the remote on the table and lowered the volume. One of the lights in the room was turned off and left only one light near the entrance.

Ainul was still silent in his sleep. Humairo got up and fixed the blanket on Ainul's body. He looked at Ainul's calm face for a moment, then stepped back onto the sofa. Slowly he laid his body on the sofa.

Seeing the atmosphere of a quiet and complete room, Humairo began to imagine if someday, his room would be like that room. But his shadow is renewed when he realizes that his current relationship with Ainul is over. He was here at the moment just to keep Ainul to his recovery. He just wanted his guilt to be slightly erased by being pelsyan Ainul during his hospitalization at the clinic.

Heck,tok,tok...,

Humairo immediately got up and rushed towards the door. Then he opened it. Three nurses walked in and smiled kindly at Humairo.

"Good night, ma'am," said the nurse. One more nurse turned on the lights. Humairo smiled.

"It's all Mom" he asked again. Humairo nodded again.

"How is the result of the examination sir" asked Humairo.

"To be clear, we are still waiting for the lab results, Mom, three more days, God willing the results will come out," said the nurse. His hand started pumping tensimate in his hand. Ainul opened his eyes weakly.

"80" said the nurse.

Humairo was relieved.

"Alhamdulillah, it's been up 20 sir," said Humairo looks pleased. The nurse smiled.

"For initial diagnosis, you suffer from acute hyperthyroidism Bu, Hyperthyroidism also causes the collection of water in the patient's heart causing the patient's weight to decrease drastically and easily tired." The nurse opened the tensimet in Ainul's arm. The other nurse is seen injecting fluid into the infusion.

"We've already injected drugs into the patient's infusion.for external drugs, we'll give them after the patient's tension stabilizes" the nurse said. He put all his equipment in a bag. He looked at Humairo.

"Don't let the patient move too much ma'am, my advice, put the patient diapers so as not to go back and forth to the restroom," said the nurse before leaving.

"Ustadz, if there's anything ustadz needs, don't hesitate to call me" Humairo said with a smile. Ainul looked at him weakly. His lips were moving but without sound. Humairo covered his chest with a blanket.

"Ustadz rest again. Thank God the tension of ustadz has gone up, hopefully tomorrow, ustadz already has energy again," said Humairo. He turned around and turned off the lights.

Humairo laid his body back on the sofa. The blanket he had taken out from inside his bag then he spread it over his body. He lay down with his body tilted to face Ainul. He was afraid not to see Ainul when he needed his help.

Humairo gave a long sigh. What he was thinking about right now was, how should he pair the pampers for Ainul. Not only him, Ainul would certainly be embarrassed if he had to see Humairo undress. But, there was no one else in that place who deserved to do it but him. Inevitably, Ainul liked it or not, he had to do it. Tonight he had to think of the easiest way possible so that neither he nor Ainul would feel uncomfortable.

Humairo started yawning. Drowsiness began to interfere with the vision of his eyes. Slowly his eyes closed.

Kretek, Kretek...

Humairo opened his eyes. He turned towards the bedding of Ainul. In the dimness of the room, he saw Ainul's body twitching.

Humairo got up and turned on the lights. He saw that Ainul was about to lift his body up to almost the iron handle where hanging the infusion fell on his body before finally Humairo swiftly ran to hold it.

"Where are you going Ainul. Tell me if you need anything" Humairo said. Ainul. He gestured with his eyes towards the bathroom.

"You've been wearing diapers, Ainul. It's okay to pee there. The doctor said you can't move too much. Come on, I'll help you lie down" said Humairo. He took hold of Ainul's weak body and was about to lay him back, but Ainul refused by remaining glued to his seat.

Humairo. He sat on the side of the bed facing Ainul.

"Not to be ashamed. You've been taking care of me all this time. Now you are sick. So trust me to take care of you. I'm not the old Humairo anymore. I've changed. Again, don't be ashamed. Pour it there, let me clean it later," Humairo said, trying to get Ainul used to it. Ainul looked at Humairo. Humairo smiled. He took Ainul's body slowly and laid it down.

The sound of a wall clock in the room clang. Not long after that, the sound of the chanting of the holy verses of the Qur'an was heard softly from the speakers of mushalla in the clinic. Humairo returned to his body. The sleepiness began to hurt him. He will rest for a while while waiting for dawn. Without realizing it, in the dimness of the room, Ainul looked at him haru. How tonight he saw how earnest Humairo spent his time waiting for him in the hospital. He blamed himself for not being patient for waiting for the change in Humairo. Now it's too late. He has already mentalaq Humairo and back again knitting love with his ex-girlfriend. In fact, in the near future, if God gives healing from this disease, they promise to get married and will occupy a new house in half. Revi may not have known that he was taken to Namira's clinic. But gradually he will find out his whereabouts. He could not imagine the feelings of the two when they met at that place. Revi must have considered him a betrayal again because he found Humairo with him in that place.

Everything suddenly became that complicated. He was insensitive to catch the changes to Humairo. His disbelief made him think that Humairo hated him. He failed to exercise his patience.

Ainul sighed softly. He stared at the infusion beside him. He was no longer as weak as he was a few hours ago. Hopefully tonight there will be no disruption to him. He did not want to wake up Humairo who was already sound in his sleep.

Ainul yawned slowly. Slowly his eyes closed. The sound of the beating of the wall clock brought him slowly to his dream realm.