The Dark Stains of the Past
Worrying You

"So Pastri. I was so confused to take steps and decisions, though, on the one hand I love her maybe a second taste after the love for my husband was run aground by the betrayal and the events that have happened that have now passed Mas Nael was so special in my heart but the rejection of his parents made I became worried to step," said Andari in front of her Brother Lastri who now comes to see her after the full moon does not come because of your own busyness and request.

"From, all of our steps are full of tests, Ma'am considers your test is not finished yet remain in the heart with your confidence take steps that according to your heart is good, all process there will be a time when the heart and feelings fade. Good intentions will beat something bad, You feel you choose whether it will be as bright as hope in your future and remember the burden in your life there is a Son you must not leave aside in consideration. The child is trust and so expect your presence as well as peace to live the rest of his life journey later," said Lastri makes Youari increasingly feel paralyzed thinking power.

You're getting confused asking for his brother's opinion. Her brother only suggests choosing according to your heart and feelings according to your heart's choice. You who will live You who will accept your cause and effect will be happy or You who will be disappointed.

"Sir, Mas Nael wants to try to get me free after serving a sentence of 3/4 Punishment that was condemned to me though I myself was not sure but saw the solemnity of Mas Nael I felt unbearable and I alone could not lie that I loved him," you said that was how his heart said.

"Thank God Ndari, my mother did not believe there was also someone who loved you so much, coming home politely and with souvenirs that make your child so happy the look of his eyes so calm and peaceful makes Amanda immediately sticky Count once a month He came regularly to the house before Ma'am not sure where it might be if love is blind or a blessing to you Ndari Mbak can not distinguish. Only one of the beliefs of Mbak if in prison alone you can be loved as much as possible the person is sincere and sincere maybe that's the only picture in addressing your problems from Mbak." Lastri was so wise to give advice to her sister.

You feel so sincere then as a woman especially herself in this condition should reject all the love spills and feelings so great that Mas Nael gave her?

"Sir, does Amanda know what I'm really doing here?"

"As per our agreement at the beginning, Mbak hasn't told you anything until now Amanda still believes that you work abroad as Nael said but if you already want Mbak will slowly enter her heart a little by giving a little understanding and including understanding that reality like this."

"Don't have a mind like that, your son is educated well and correctly according to the ability of Mbak, Ma'am, Amanda Good boy knows good manners and tattoos are also right and wrong hopefully healthy later Maak will open everything as bright and really whether it already has an adult mind and can react to it wisely." Mbak Lastri's answer makes Your heart feel a little serene because he believes entrusting his Son to his Brother is an option that cannot be bargained

"From, ask in your prostration to open the bright path of the choice that is before you, may the best path that you will choose."

"Okay Ma'am, infinitely thank you Ma'am maybe the peace that Mbak gives that makes me calm and can get through it all."

Lastri nodded, they hugged before parting again. There is always a tightness in your chest when you meet his family his heart aches with a million useless regrets.

Only the child who is now an injector of his spirit hopes that there is a glimmer of hope in his future.

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