The Dark Stains of the Past
Laugh again

"Beautiful, don't be stupid to be a person. I saw the doctor's different gaze. Eight years here who cares? the family will also definitely feel bored and finally get to the point of saturation to look at financing whereas what can we do here if not receive the mercy of people?" said Si Ikal reminded You who have only been living here for a few days to become a built citizen, he has not felt anything like himself who has served two years of 10 years in prison that the judge sentenced him.

You shut up he's only been here a few days, maybe you have never felt what the Ikal of his friend said may be true but you think not by licking and utilizing the feelings of others who like him let alone to sell yourself for a sake attention or material needed here.

You have the desire, goals and clear goals out of the LP someday should be able to make a career again even in which hemisphere, or the slightest independent effort to continue his life even though all that has not been seen and still too far what will be in the way later.

"I want to live an ordinary life, Brother, I don't want to take advantage of someone let alone the doctor it's not necessarily like what you mentioned earlier to pay more attention or the other and I'm not interested especially those who deal with men," your answer is indeed unthinkable at all especially about men almost no crossed his mind.

Disappointment in Wilman her husband used to make Andari feel here it is enough to make You aware that the love and trust that he built so far must end with wounds and feelings torn apart not broken nothing but regrets and tears.

"Ha-ha-ha.. You're ridiculous Beautiful! remember one day you will definitely need someone for access to anything do not hypocrites and pretentious idealists want moss here? I'm just telling you and reminding you that I'm You're Beautiful I've taken advantage of anyone who pays attention to me. Either because I'm really there's no supply from my family and I don't blame reality I'd welcome it if I had a chance like you!" said Si Ikal regretting your attitude.

"But sister, the doctor didn't necessarily pay attention to me I haven't had any plans here, to feel pain, to seek treatment, in the bully it's an amazing adaptation, and hopefully I can get through it first and then I don't know after I know the agenda that will be lived every day maybe I will explore the science of religion for provision of my tranquility."

"Where do you want to explore the science of religion? from a friend like me? regular recitation every night of the week, or from reading? who will supply the books you will read and learn here? I think your family's too bothered about those things. There should be a way and start with the little things, welcome the doctor's smile!" sahut Si Ikal seems to believe all his views are correct if the doctor likes you the same.

You are confused, she is inmate and the citizens built with the predicate of eliminating the life of her own husband, does she still have the right to be considered? or deserve to be loved? the guy out there looking one eye at himself felt every eye judge him.

You yourself feel like a dirty person, humiliated and feel you no longer have self-esteem in the community especially you feel yourself far from being patient so that the incident occurs, and you feel like you are not, if only a little patience could not be considered possible to be solved in any way that is considered to be able to solve the problem.

"Sister, I can't be like that! honestly I'm scared and traumatized by a man, then it's not a problem we don't know what Dr. Barry's status is? He's happy with me just in the view of Big Brother that we don't really know, right?" answer you still can't believe the time people like that fast?

"Ah, when is dr a widower? I'm a new resident, I'm sorry, so I don't know what life here is really like?"

"The beauty of life is full of tricks and intrigue, also must have tactics if indeed we still want to live and have a future."

The Speech of the Ikal makes You realize that everything can be lived in a dirty way or anything according to Our wishes, everyone here is grim and uneasy about what his future will be like including you yourself.

"So I have to how's Brother?" ask you to pretend.

"You have the capital of a beautiful face and the most beautiful in my opinion among the many residents built in this LP. You realize no? take advantage of that if you can date the doctor asked for facilities if happy people might be loosely asked for anything, what kind of courtship is up! want forever want while you are here is also up to date it makes our hearts happy Beautiful if I have attention and want to date the same I'm sure I welcome it well! want a garbage man an electric repairman, a cook anyway I'm going out with the important I can use it, but unfortunately no one is watching the parents like me!" said the Ikal ended with a chuckle of his own.

"Huh? a courtship? dong threat for the first crush is the same doctor!" crisp laughter Youari finally came out also feel funny with input and opinion of Ikal But Youari appreciate it.

The first time Youari laugh after so many months did not feel the pleasure of laughing, especially The Ikal jiga is the same laugh while inviting toast by lifting the stainless glass where they drink, Youari welcome it while still laughing.

"Alright Brother, the input is worth considering but I have to see first, lest the doctor is not happy with me being zonk dong?" They laughed again even though the neighbors of the room that some had entered considered them stressed and had gone crazy.

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