The Dark Stains of the Past
Honesty of Dr. Barry

The deg! Dr. Barry's answer makes You feel unprepared and completely unprepared with such an answer even you are not ready to have to respond with comments like what or not at all need to be commented? what if not in the comments it means to agree with that feeling?

"Doctor don't be like ABG, I'm old doesn't deserve such flattery words" Youari said with a smile that was completely his answer.

Dr. Barry was so fond of that smile, that a smile that seemed to have broken his heart gave him spirit and ended up being lost for good. Now the smile is like being present again disturbing his solitude in every reflection.

"Am I still young? nor can a grown man be honest with his heart and feelings?" dr. Barry asked as he frowned beside you sitting down.

The deg! The second time you feel the words of The Ikal and other friends are true if the doctor has shown more attention to him. You admit it now all is clearly implied in front of him.

"Doctors know who I am? why is it all without calculation and consideration?" sahut Andari stopped doing random opening the contents of the flash while staring at Dr. Barry who suddenly so special in your eyes.

A doctor who dared to say his feelings in front of an inmate, a resident and still long enough to be there to get a free ticket must still be responsible for his actions until it is finished.

"Why Ndari? is this my fault? I feel that your presence here has made my heart unsettled. Can't if I'm not being straightforward. To be honest with all that I'm actually saying that's how I feel now!" dr. Barry's voice is like a gust of wind in your face so cool but your face hue becomes hot.

"I'm sorry Doc, if my presence makes the doctor's heart unsettled, but I can't answer anything for the time being and my condition is like this especially if I have to be happy with the doctor's statement, hopefully the doctor understands what I mean," answer you lightly and answer.

"I'll understand that whatever answer you give is precisely I who must introspect myself can not resist a feeling that came I did not expect before. I'm so eager to pay attention to you I don't know what it was at first I don't understand. Any answer I appreciate it even if you don't answer and respond to it but at least my honesty doesn't keep you away, please don't stay away from me."

You shut up, everything Dr. Barry said was no joke. It looks from the look on his face that you want to understand.

You know he does need a support figure and all the facilities but not necessarily welcome everything that Dr. Barry said, reply everything with words yes and full of joy. You really need someone next to him because everyone also needs a life support figure on the back of his soul and body.

"Once again forgive me doctor, I feel not a person who deserves to be able to understand the feelings of the doctor, maybe this heart still feels pain and trauma needs a long healing either until when,"

"No why you. I'm not expecting a definitive answer from you, whenever you feel all my honesty touching your heart maybe that's the time but if that time never comes I'll be patient, hope there is a miracle that foam heals your wounds and let Me be in your heart one day!" slow but sure and can be understood that is the wise speech of Dr. Barry who has experienced various trials of problems in his life.

"From my pardon, it's really not a speech that requires an instant, practical answer. Obviously need mature thinking and consideration and at this time I understand also have to understand trying to understand and I had expected before that I would get an answer like this and maybe for me also not right to say everything is now, but the impulse of my heart requires it to be so let you know my heart even if you know when you can open it for me!"

"There is a child in my life a doctor who until recently I kept a secret here, still too small to understand all this I don't know if He's an adult somehow I just accept whatever the second sentence of my son will be after the judge's verdict when he finds out who's mother!"

"And from, your burden is too heavy I read digging through all your stories and travels up to here, to me you are an amazing woman going through it all. I don't see the darkness of your past but I see from the other side your achievements in your career in your social life and your existence here has opened many hearts including my heart."

"Don't flatter me too much doctor! what does a you mean here? who's just a society scum."

"No You I admire you I want to be your best friend who can help as much as I can revive your confidence without in the shadows again a dark spot in your life may be a happiness for me if I can get you out of fear of trauma and other anxieties."

"If I were to be a friend the door of my heart would be wide open, doctor, but if to step into something more personal once again apologize I reiterate once again maybe this is not the right time for us. If we are given the chance and live long I can finish my existence here and I start to open my heart and set my future maybe then my heart will open, even though it's all so far away and I haven't thought of it at all."

"Just you, I understand be my best friend, ask for whatever help you need or if you want to meet your son I can look at him and bring his picture here if it makes your heart feel healed, Just mention the address I'll come well to be the ambassador of a mother who will represent you,"

"The doctor is too kind to me, even though he knows the answer to my heart can only be like this" said Andari lirih.

"Well, if there's time I'll go see your daughter and give her that address!"

If the problem concerns the only princess Youari feel unable to reject it let alone Dr. Barry who has looked good, Himself willing to give the address of his brother for the sake of one desire to see his daughter Amanda even if only with the results of documentation.

Dr. Barry is so understanding of all the reasons that you are conveying that maybe even Barry's doctor will feel unsure if you immediately welcome the feelings expressed by him.

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