The Dark Stains of the Past
The pending trial

"Aah! vick*ng! fuck everyone!  why don't I kill you guys let my heart calm down!"  Shout You, Brak! You throw the wireless mic and the paper in her lap with your eyes, slashing while pointing at the cursing pointer towards Erina who is sitting next to her legal advisor.

You want to approach Erina who shriveled down unable to see Andari. Your sense of wanting to scratch Erina's face and grab her hair as you step on her face also spit on her, the court atmosphere so messy. 

In the court room it became a storm, chaotic not conducive anymore. Andari Safitri looked at Erina with a piercing glare down with a million questions in her heart, Eating, being financed, guaranteed her life why so much pouncing from behind? Her husband was taken too. Erina who was a witness at the trial during the trial verdict today was read and the hammer of the judge wanted to be knocked.

The presiding judge ordered officers to secure Andari and the hearing was adjourned until the time had not been determined.

You feel unacceptable, Erina was not sentenced to nothing just as a witness. Though according to him he is the culprit of all the plagues of his life, his household was destroyed in a mess and nothing was left but the only child of Amanda 4 years who is now in the care of her brother, her husband died, her husband died, he became a convict and will serve the consequences of punishment for several years.

Career that is sharp and increasingly uphill in wake with the sacrifice of time that you can not dedicate to the fruit of his heart that is so valuable for the growth and development of his lost daughter has gone out of nowhere, unthinkable to you his heart is restless, indecisive and unstable, his life has to go through the lowest phase like this. 

Not one bit thought by You all like the story in a fairy tale and fiction, it turns out that now experienced itself case by case he saw on television and became the subject of the news now live.

You sit in a chair sickened by the murder of her own husband, today's sentencing hearing accompanied by her Big Brother and younger brother who hugged her calmed down as you were hysterical and yelling like a trance.

You are hysterical for the umpteenth time in the trial, and always hysterical when you see Erina passing through her eyes and eyesight. The hammer beat of the Judge in the court in the trial was canceled and postponed until an unspecified time because You are considered still unstable when you want to be sentenced and sentenced. Finally you must be secured and brought back into custody to conduct an examination and the judge ordered to be examined once again and must psychiatric tests for the murder suspect and the murder suspect of her own husband Andari Safitri.

All those present at the trial were silent, the electronic and print media covering each other whispered to each other.

Do not know the sympathetic or feel pity or also see it satisfied when you sit as a witness initially, then a suspect, and declared defendant and convict.

The murder trial with the suspect of a young woman Andari Safitri was so inviting public attention, because Youari killed her husband when she caught her husband in his own room with his brother. Miris is indeed the journey of your life like eating simalakama fruit. Wilman her husband not a bit Youari thought it turned out there was playing with someone she trusted, until doing everything in her own room really they were out of bounds. Erina, her own distant brother who was brought from the village and studied in Jakarta, joined her.

Andari had considered Erina to be her own brother but behind her she was so deeply pierced into her heart, and their relationship between her husband and Erina might have gone on for so long without you knowing.

Perhaps that fateful day, you should go back home to pick up his lost laptop and open his room to see the struggles in his bed, two naked adult creatures with ******* typical in front of his eyes.

You walk up to the dining table to pick up a kitchen knife from a set of knives lined up with unstoppable anger. A flash of shower on the back and side of her husband's stomach which was above Erina's body.

Mas Wilman fell down instantly and Erina screamed with blood everywhere.

The voice of his brother Laksmi made you aware of his long daydream.

"I'm innocent Brother, but I want to see that traitor die slowly too!" say you full of awareness.

"Have Ndari, Brother knows you. Don't keep thinking of others think of you and your health live it all with sincerity and calm Remember there is still your son Amanda who expects your presence one day, one day, if you behave well all will ease the punishment all will be the consideration of our law enforcement," said her brother Laksmi while rubbing the head of Youari who hijab.

As usual, the meeting is always a flood of tears and a warm embrace of the brother who is very expected as a spirit and motivation in living the suran days ahead.

Laksmi's words as a representative of his parents who have not made Youari weak and when talking about his son Amanda Andari can not say anything just thinking about the daughter only the way she will be left behind a few years with his own brother.

"All your conduct and hysterics from procrastinating and prolonging the trial period, it is very detrimental to your own Ndari, as well as our precious time. Be well, all God willing goes well."  Her brother always gently reminded.

You can only cry this hug of her brother before the officer grabbed her hands and took her to the holding car back to resume the trial after Youari was declared physically and mentally healthy.

Youari rubbed his face several times and beristighfar then walked with tears led by the officer towards the car parked in the court yard, in the view of his older sister Laksmi and his younger brother Adri.

His heart crumbled dimly all as if reminding of everything he experienced when he saw Erina's face passing in front of him.

Once again the verdict hearing and knock the judge's hammer is delayed because of his emotions. Previously Youari had let everything go as it is despite the inequality in the trial that he could not say as a defense of his rights but Youari prefers to be silent and silent to answer as soon as the trial continues which lasted several trials until finally today the last hearing according to the court schedule.

You finally have to wait back because of the uncontrollable emotions from him. You are ready to live everything just by that maybe he can self-reflect introspection and pervade to enjoy what it is like to be an isolated person.

Lost already the star of the beautiful and educated student on the campus first, lost already the general manager of an advertising office he was in, he was, lost already as a beautiful young mother to her only daughter Amanda as a fruit of love from her husband Wilman who chased after her since Youri sat in college.

Lost all friends and business relationships that have been built and lost for years has been the household that makes many envious of all his friends, he said, Last one was out of custody when you were given permission to sprinkle flowers on her husband's belly button and now tap the Judge's hammer that was void on tap. 

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