The Dark Stains of the Past
Acknowledgement of feelings

Nael entered his room undressing all his clothes and throwing his stocky body into a super soft bed.

He floated on a beautiful figure with a hijab that had been more than two weeks back to meet and left a deep enough smile carried in his heart until now.

The figure of Youari who now continues to tease her heart and feelings, fostering a sense of wanting to meet every time. Your face feels in front of his eyes especially Nael works in the office which is now the room is designed like when You used to lead. Obviously all the more reminiscent of one figure who is now far away in the LP as a citizen of the house.

Nael admits his heart is adrift in Andari a beautiful and smart independent figure who has brought his company to the top now, which is now, He is not too difficult to follow the footsteps and continue every program project that you have launched first. Nael has worked together and established a cooperative relationship You should always run harmoniously and comfortably.

Everything in you is perfect in Nael's eyes, from the actual physical beauty of the plenary that in other Nael flavors even though Nael saw the last Andari in LP is undergoing correctional period. From the innate Youari is almost impeccable, smart, polite, generous smile, kind and wise that in the sense of Nael during the hangout work first.

But now the figure is no longer adorned the morning every time Nael enters the room that used to be occupied by Andari as his work space.

Nael dreams and dreams of one day being together again, with one more intimate relationship as a couple.

Nael's daydream is interrupted noisily in the pool down there.

Nael heard voices from below because on the left front of his house was a swimming pool, below was clearly heard the sound of his sister who might again swim with her friends, he said, screams and screams as well as laughter rang out all the way to his room.

Somehow Nael was not so interested in all the girls who were as young as his sister, but the boisterous voice down there inevitably made his sleepy eyes so unable to sleep. In addition to Nael many daydreaming noises made him disturbed.

Nael wakes up wearing only his boxer shorts, a slight peek from the upper balcony to the pool area.

Seen by her sister Netty and her two friends are engrossed in swimming and once climbed ashore and swamp, Nael rubbed under her developing belly behind her pants without in the ink.

'Busyet on a really sexy chick!' bathin Nael saw the gaze of her sustenance.

Nael returned to his room intending to continue his sleep, but his malevolent impulse could not be weakened for a moment. The more it is being wiped the more it becomes. It's an unusual desire. He again daydreamed about the beauty of your face and saw accidentally the woman with a bikini down there.

But Nael is grateful he is still normal means, one reasonableness of his young soul is awakened when he sees things that are not really worth seeing.

Now his dreams are only directed to you. But all that Nael thinks with common sense is possible and can He realize all his feelings to You? Nael believes that feeling of love that may have been hindered for a long time by the status of You who have married at that time. But now when you're back on your own, you're an isolated convict who took years to get free and breathe out there.

Also one of Nael's struggles to convince Andari and Nael's own readiness to be able to express his feelings in front of Youari. Maybe it will not be as easy as the hope needs approach and adaptation also shows the seriousness of love and feelings.

While the insistence of both parents to immediately marry and end their bachelor building a household increasingly aggressively exhaled in remind every time there is a chance they chat together to make Nael not feel at home.

Since his arrival from abroad, the smooth sentilan always his mother or his father slippage made Nael unable to answer and give an answer.

With her sister's immorality, Nael is increasingly not at home, so most of her time is spent at work.

Nael begins to feel at home sometimes Nael sleeps in his office, and now the feeling of anxiety also comes when he wants to rest.

Of course, his mother will talk again about the same thing about girls, introductions, marriage and household that makes Nael dizzy to hear it. Not to mention his father always gave him spirit even though his words were wiser than his mother.

Nael got up and changed clothes and took a racket intent on killing all his desires by exercising, Nael came out of his room down with a set of racket sheaths in it.

In the middle of the stairs Nael saw his mother standing near the door of the living room and Si Bibi brought a few glasses on a tray of apparently mango juice or orange.

"Oh son, where are you going? at home, do not go away, I want to hold a conversation for a moment with you," said Ibu Rina Darmawan while keeping his drink on the sideboard.

"There is a promise from your friend to sweat" Nael said, concluding his paint shoelaces.

"Mom see you are not the least bit willing to join your Sister in front there, You can exercise also swim what is wrong with your sister's friend!" said Rina Darmawan's mother while holding the shoulder of her son towering in front of her.

"Mom, I have friends, too. So don't force me to get along with them, just get to know them, My sport is different from theirs" Nael replied with a smile holding his mother's hands gently.

"Son, I always pray for you." His mother did not continue to talk about personal matters to her son who seemed to know his wishes.

"Thank you, Sayaaang, I promise you dinner at home!" nael said as he kissed her on the cheek.

Nael passed in his mother's sight, all her hopes spilling on her son. But all his hopes now do not seem to be the signs he hoped for. Nael still breezes by himself, and spends his free time exercising as well as Sunday nights in his room and sleeping.

All of that obviously caused anxiety in the heart of Mother Rina Darmawan.

The sound of the roar of the car out was heard, Nael was not the least bit uninterested with all his sister Netty even seemed to dislike being introduced and close to the close.

Rina Darmawan's mother sighed deeply and heavily, how else could she have a lover.

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