The Dark Stains of the Past
Finally a taste

"From, all my seriousness I've fulfilled see all the material I've sent you live seriousness here empower all your friends and maximize your ability here" said Nael with a happy face.

"Mas Nael, this is really like a dream to me, there are no other words than thank you I say to the Almighty because I am still given the opportunity to work and not only mourn the fate of waiting for seconds here but with Mas Nael's kindness I can get out of feeling just sorry for myself but with meaningful activity."

"Don't you say thank you, isn't it now a relationship between us? I'm investing here hoping to get all that capital back because I don't just want to thank you, I just have that smile on your lips!"

"Ah, Mas Nael could have, Insyallah all for sure and must return. I will feel that all this is my responsibility that I must present someday," replied Youari to calm Nael's heart.

"Good! your Manager still looks clever, One more happy to make you happy Ndari. The next two weeks I will take your work in accessories and the next three months You must immediately deposit the results of Orchid cultivation is also impatient I wait for the next three months even two once a week I will visit you and monitor the course of this cooperation."

"Okay Mas Nael, thank you also this veil I wear now very good color I like it." You say the word while stroking the end of the veil she is wearing.

"Sama-sama Ndari, I'm glad to hear and see it. One thing I haven't realized is that I haven't had time to look and meet your Son, there was a sense of kangen in my heart when it met a child must be as beautiful as you are now Ndari."

The deg! Nael doesn't seem to be messing around with his attitude and feelings. Seen seriousness all must do no one can prohibit.

"Yes Mr. Nael, my longing is beyond anything for Amanda. But I am always a self-comforter if one day I will definitely meet and be able to hug him back," said Andari Lirih with a stifled voice.

"I promise to visit her soon, though I really want to be your substitute as a cure for that longing."

"There are only unbroken prayers that I have always offered for the good of my life and also my Son may Amanda also take the wisdom of my incompatibility now become independent and someday may be accepted I'm as Mom as I am."

"definitely Ndari. There are greetings from Sabrina and I myself should probably be more grateful to Sabrina for the One who has informed you of your whereabouts here and also chatted about you wanting to ask for reference books during your stay this is what you expect."

"Waalaikum salaam, my goodness why is Sabrina the story of Nael? I'm so embarrassed!"

"But I'm grateful because by hearing Sabrina's talk my heart opened up and now we can see each other."

You feel that every Nael speech implies his feelings, You feel unworthy to measure yourself and reflect who he is now.

But Nael seems not to care every come there must be a pack of goods or food that You so wrongly accept it and just sounded like visiting his daughter Amanda should he forbid? on what basis would you forbid it? Is it appropriate for him to also forbid someone who has given a thousand good and a speck of hope in his life?

"Tell Sabrina again, maybe she's so busy or usually a friend will have her boredom meeting me here. I understand her but For me Sabrina is the best friend I have."

You again understand the purpose of Nael's words, She is only a widow with one more child undergoing a case anyway what can be expected? but Youari believes that one day Nael will also come to the point of boredom waiting, experiencing saturation instills feelings in Himself.

All of this needs proof, though, in the beginning Nael may be so excited but faced with a long time still how many years you have to live his existence in this cell may be slowly Nael will also slowly resign and realized mistake. But now you are trying to welcome anyone who does good especially now not only the relationship between partners but relations there are responsibilities that you have to run as an obligation to the holder of capital control issued Nael is not a bit for smooth operation here.

"Thank you for everything Mas Nael" said Andari lost his words.

"You've said too many thanks, may I say something so you don't always feel guilty and thank me all the time You?" nael asked with a sweet smile.

"What is Mas?"

"Take one taste that I have kept for you all this time and apply your heart with the confidence that I am your backrest now."

Finally the word came out as well, Andari her heart warmed up all her estimates so far not only implied but proven Nael's feelings are love.

"Will I be able to look after him? maybe I can but I feel scared after it's in my heart, I'm disappointed with the feeling itself when I realize you don't deserve me Mas Nael!"

"Who said it was inappropriate? tell me! all tastes are fitrah for anyone, where we aim is a gift, I will patiently wait for you Andari and my waiting will not be a waste."

"Well Mas Nael, it is too early if we speak seriously now, I hold and accept the trust of one taste in my heart, I say that I cannot reject your charm either, If talking about love is too baper maybe because I'm even ABG again, but maybe the affection that is in my heart for Mas Nael!"

"Ah, Thank you I noted today at this meeting is the day of Our future. Let the flowers flourish in Our hearts and We pray that a time may come when we may pluck them with happiness."

You feel pain in his chest hearing the poetic word from Nael's lips.

Far from his estimation he can forge love remotely and in a stretch of time that will be very long in his waiting.

"And from, smile at your future in my eyes now, let's just say I'm still studying abroad and someday will come to pick you up!"

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