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Ms. Ida was doodling the blackboard up ahead, writing down formulas that only little Bina understood.
Bina held my chin bored of paying attention. He wasn't too excited today. A very annoying Monday, starting from the late morning wake due to watching drakor, at the ceremony which he had just almost half an hour, also the lesson that made him dizzy. Starting with mathematics, then biology, after the break there will be mathematical interest, then there will be a physics presentation that is done until home later. It's amazing, I hope your day isn't like Bina.
Following Ida, Bina doodled behind her book. No, not doodling or calculating the formula in front of the board there. However, he only made his own signature, wrote poetic words, practiced writing hangeul letters for his first step as a companion to a Min Yoongi, until he started thinking about strategies for basketball games in a week.
For a moment Bina smiled considering her match yesterday. Tired of course. But it also feels happy. It felt bad there too. He glanced at Sila beside him the girl just silently holding her chin just like Bina, watching the blackboard up ahead.
Bina nudges Sila. The girl only glanced at him for a moment. While on the field earlier they did not line up side by side as usual because Bina was late, so she lined up in the last row.
“Sil, yesterday I won tau.” Bina Whisper, glanced at Bu Ida in front there.
“Tau,” says Please.
“Poinnya little difference, but not papa, start.”
Please ignore Bina, the girl just nodded her head, not taking her gaze away from Bu Ida.
Bina frowned looking at him. “Why the hell, pain?”
Please shake his head, making the wrinkles on Bina's forehead increase. “Same anger me?” Ask Bina.
“Ngak.”
“Keep why?”
Please again flanged, the girl did not even glance at Bina. He also did not address the topic that the girl was trying to raise. His gaze was not separated from the blackboard there, but the look on his face, moody not excited. Either because of Ms. Ida's lesson or something else.
Bina was still looking at Sila's face, as Bu Ida said that managed to make her turn her gaze.
“Good, mother's hour is up. You guys note, next week we repeat the previous chapter.”
“Yaaah.” The cheer succeeded in making Miss Ida who was tidying up her things, fiercely sniffing, making the room back quiet with an instant.
“That's you, will miss the same others if his repetition in delay mulu.” Gerrutu Bu Ida, the woman walked towards the door, said her greetings, before leaving the classroom, ignoring her student who returned frenzied in the classroom.
Bina directed her seat facing Sila. The girl was about to move, but Bina quickly held her thigh so that the girl would not leave her.
“We need to talk like that,” said Bina.
“By what?” Please change his seat facing Bina, until now the two girls are facing each other.
“You angry?” Bina asked slowly.
Please sigh the girl rolled her eyes glancing at the door lazily. “According to lo?” Ask her.
Bina straightened her seat to hear the tone and sentence that please say. Please is not the girl who will use my vocabulary-lo, even to Bina who is her close friend. However, now the vocabulary was used Sila, when she said to him.
“Why?” Bina asked carefully.
Please sighed again, narrowing his eyes to look at Bina. He crossed his legs down there, reached under his desk, looking for a cell phone.
That continued Bina noticed, until Sila was now seen fiddling with the flat object in her grasp for a while before pointing her screen at Bina.
The screen displays a basketball court with some of the players already on the side of the court, a sign of the game ending. But it was just the background, which was the focus of the photo was a teenage girl hugging one of the players in their school basketball uniform, on the side of the court.
“What's clear? Clear if delicious in the embrace of Kak Wahyu?” Please ask arrogant, his chin he naikan intimidates Bina.
“Not, not that. We didn't accidentally.” Bina shook her head.
“Not intentionally? People obviously you enjoy kok.”
“Gak, Please. I'm the same with Wahyu is just a friend.”
“What friends? Friends but friendly?” Please raise the tone of his voice, make the attention of some of the class now lead to them.
Rara scrunched her forehead, then she nudged the arm of Apis whose head was about to plunge at the fold of the hand. Pointing at Bina and Sila using her chin, as the young man asked.
“Annex more?” Ask Apis.
“Gue no know.” Whispered Rara, the girl sitting herself beside Apis, watching the two girls who were now sitting face to face on their bench.
“Ra.” Andri approached Rara, nudging the girl's arm. Just like Rara, Andri also used the same code, intending to point at the girls.
Rara just spread her shoulders unknowingly, with a manyun lips. He didn't like it if the two girls fought back like they were months ago. For almost seven months they knew each other, he really did not like if there was a friend who was hostile.
“Lagian besides Kak Wahyu, someone else is hugging you? Can they also temen, why not bend lo anyway?” Please ask back.
Bina shook her head. No, that's not what it means. He does have more feelings for Revelation, but they are only friends, that is all, nothing more. But how he said it to Sila.
“Udahlah.” Please stand up from your seat. “Gue thought it was fitting I said you can deket same Kak Wahyu, you understand my feelings. And will deket yes. Apparently not yes, I'm sorry, maybe the guenya is too prejudiced both lo.” The girl looked down at Bina. Then he stepped out of the class.
“Sila, where are you going? There are still biology lessons.” Apis stood up from his seat, staring at Sila. Making the gaze of everyone who had been staring at Sila was now staring at her.
“Bolos. Tired me.” Please step out, go ignore Apis who is still calling her name.
He also does not want to actually feel this way. But his heart seemed to hurt to see his own close friend with the person he liked. But he already told. But why does Bina not understand. He is also a nobody. But why is this sick? His own closest person who is also ‘rebut’ people he likes.
He knew Bina also liked Revelation. He knew the young man might also like Bina. But he wanted to be a little selfish. Everything he wanted had to be gone. According to the wishes of his parents, obey all those who might also hurt him. He also has something he wants himself.
....
Bina was still sitting in her place, staring at the direction of the door that swallowed Sila away from the classroom. Why is it like this again? Her chest was also why she felt so tight again. There is already another new problem with Sila, even the problem with Irgi alone has not been resolved from a month ago. Now it's even increasing.
From the start of the family, Irgi, Irgi's parents, increased will affairs of the heart, friendship problems also participate in it. Bina sighed after elaborating on all her problems. She was only sixteen years old, but now the problem in her life was having children like this.
Either Bina who is a crybaby or how, he feels very heavy with heavy loads on his shoulders. Indeed there are still many things to be grateful for, seeing many abandoned humans out there. But he is also human, who has a sense of fatigue.
“Bin.”
The call managed to divert Bina from all her thoughts. Now his gaze was at odds with the woman who was now sitting beside him.
“Let's help you better again huh?” Rara the girl rubbed Bina's shoulder.
Bina just silently looked at Rara. Honestly, he was jealous of all the things this girl had. No problem, always cheerful, always happy in his young age. At least that's what he saw, he didn't know more.
Rara held Bina in her arms. He knew it was not just Sila's problem, but there were many other problems that the girl in his arms had, even though he did not know what it was.
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