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“Kak.” Please call out to the young man walking in front of him.
Revelations, the young man simply replied with a mutter. His mind was going around because of Bina, and also because of the strange attitude he had just seen from Irgi.
A moment of silence between them. Please hesitate to ask the question that was in his head. He was so nervous to just make a sound. While the Revelation itself the young man did not reply, or ask anything to Sila.
“Kak Wahyu likes Bina?” Ask Sila quickly. His chest is pounding waiting for Revelation to answer his frivolous question.he takes a deep breath, preparing to hear the answer of Revelation.
Revelation slowed its course, until Sila also slowed down in the back. The young man looked up at the sky which was now beginning to darken from the cloud. He really likes Bina. But it was as if something was awkward because of the fight between his heart and mind.
“Tau know.” Revelation answered. Of the many answers he could give, only that came out of his mouth.
Please breath stuck for a moment. His chest that was originally pounding uncontrollably now began to subside. It was not the answer that he was really looking forward to, but he felt he still had a great opportunity. A thin smile Please just rise.
...
Irgi sat alone at the hospital cafeteria table, chewing food in his mouth slowly. His stomach was struggling to eat, but he did not want to eat anything. He called Andi to tell the man. Irgi had also received a long message from Bina's father, which made him feel as if he had been hit by an increasingly heavy burden on his shoulders.
Irgi sighed after swallowing his food. Soon papa and his mother come, or have come, Irgi does not know. He is now confused to go back to school or wait for Bina in the hospital.
Irgi was eager to see Bina's condition to be sure. Although it has been revealed by Revelation that Bina is fine, still he seems to have to make sure. Irgi felt himself to have responsibility for everything that happened to Bina.
‘Irgi please take care of Bina ya.’ It was the last message Kardi had sent her from the length of the message the man had sent.
Irgi again sighed deeply, putting down his bread which he only ate a quarter of. The young man slapped his face at the fold of his hand on the table. Irgi wanted to cry.
Ribbon. He knew the girl was lying when she said she was okay. He knew, because there was no way that the examination schedule would be this tight if the girl was okay. The girl had not been in school for three days, and told Irgi that she was in the hospital.
He knew it would not be easy to get Pita's disease cured, it took a long time for that. It took years. And Irgi would love to be next to Pita for that. He wanted to accompany each step of the Pita to heal. However, Bina... how? Her parents? Cardi?
Irgi looked up his head, then stood up while taking a deep breath. The young man reached for his bread, bagged the food because it was a pity to throw it away. Irgi stepped away from the canteen. After reading the message that Andi had just sent him.
...
“Where have you done it?” Tina said, gently stroking Bina's hair, after giving the girl a drink.
Bina nodded in reply. His body was still reddened, but his breath that had been tight now had returned smoothly.
“Tante, want to call mom can?” Bina asked doubtfully. The phone is in school.
“Yes, your mom and dad called but you weren't aware. Aunty try calling again ya.” Tina opened her phone, trying to call Bina's parents.
When the call was connected Tina handed her phone to Bina. Which was accepted by the girl.
‘Halo, Bin gosh gapapa right?’ A welcoming voice from Lilis immediately greeted Bina.
Bina smiling nods, “Bina well, Bu.”
‘Ow, definitely shrimp huh? Why are you eating shrimp?’ Lilis was already staring worriedly at her daughter.
The girl scratched her head, confused as to what to answer. Because he doesn't know either. The doctor said that he was allergic, and of course it was because of the shrimp because Bina had no allergies other than shrimp.
“Ne-Know Bu.”
‘You're. Udah know your shrimp allergy is the danger of Bina, must be careful eating it.’ Lilis seemed to frown looking at Bina who was now a dumb grin.
Bina just nodded her head earlier, hearing the mother's talk that was not over yet. Her parents could not come because of Kardi's busy life, and Bina also forbade when her mother wanted to go alone to see her now, because the trip was quite time consuming. He is fine now too.
‘Oke mom closed already want ashar. Later tonight mother phone again.’
The phone closed after Bina returned a greeting from her mother. He put Tina's phone on the nightstand next to her stool, because the woman was willing to come out for a while. At the same time the door opened showing Irgi with a slightly messy school dress.
“Again buy food.” Bina replied, noticing Irgi who was now sitting himself on the side chair.
Irgi looked at Bina, the young man looked very limp, his eyes slightly reddened, and looked messy.
"Big brother why?" bina's question slid just like that as Irgi did not take her eyes off her, without a sound.
“You... well?” Irgi did not reply to Bina, he asked a question.
Bina nodded, not letting go of her gaze with the young man. Staring at every inch of the shady face that looked gloomy before him. They stared at each other for a long time without a sound. Until Irgi said.
“I can ask once again about the same?” Ask Irgi.
Bina did not answer. Not allowed, nor not allowed. His pain in the infusion tube stuck on the back of his hand is now starting to ignore. His focus was now against Irgi's exact gaze on his eyes.
“Bina..... you can not cancel about us?” Irgi said, his tone weakly helpless. It was as if the young man had no hope in whatever he wanted.
The girl in front of Irgi took a deep breath, holding the oxygen-containing air for longer in her lungs. He turned his face, as if defeated by the gaze of Irgi who is now still loyal to look at him.
“Bina said Kak.” Only that sentence came out of Bina's lips.
“Can't ya?” Irgi also turned his gaze, the young man looked down, staring at the bottom of Bina's gurney that was no more radiant than the others.
“Pita is sick, Bin.”
That sentence managed to make Bina look back at Irgi. The young man was still down, so Bina could only stare at his dense hair.
“I really want nemenin Pita from treatment until healed. And. It takes years. And that wouldn't have happened if I were with you. I want with my own love Bin. I love Pita.” The sentence just flowed from Irgi's lips.
Bina's breath was choked to hear it. The ribbon? That perfect girl is sick? Does the girl with the perfect physical condition, performance, and behavior hurt? What pain? It did not occur in Bina's head, that the PMR woman was sick. What severe? He stared at Irgi.
“Heart cancer stage two.” Irgi looked up at Bina who was now conscious or not the girl's eyes were moist, the puddles began to grow more and more as time went on.
“Can be cured right?” Continue Irgi.
Bina did not answer. The girl lay staring at Irgi with her tears. He really didn't expect it to be like this. That girl, Pita. Is it true that such a beautiful girl has a dangerous disease.
“I'm the same Rasya, dating is told the same Pita. because Pita is sick.”
There are no longer countless swift tributaries that Bina created on her cheeks. Moreover, seeing Irgi's gaze as if it was empty. There's no hope there. This was the first time Bina had seen that gaze from Irgi.
Irgi stretched out his hand, rubbing Bina's wet cheek. “Do not cry.” Soft talk. The young man rubbed the top of Bina's head slowly.
“Sorry.” Bina cried terggugu. Did he make the wrong decision? Is he evil? Irgi was already happy with his hopes, his world. The young man had already drawn his future neatly. But arbitrarily, Bina even damaged and ruffled the picture.
Even with selfishness, Bina makes decisions alone without thinking others will be disappointed, suffer, or sick because of her actions. But..... how about ’dia?’ what about his father?
Bina was still crying. With Irgi who is still loyal wipe his tears that never stop, while rubbing his head gently.
“Loh Building.” Door opens. Tina walked slowly towards Bina, when she saw Bina who was teary-eyed.
Irgi stepped out of his place, giving the mother space to see Bina.
“Why you? Bad irgi?” Tina asked stroking Bina's head. Bina shook her head to answer Tina, her tears somehow couldn't stop. Her lips could not just say no.
“Gi why?” Andi approached Irgi patting the young man on the shoulder, asking his son, who was standing staring blankly at Bina.
The young man turned his head to his papa, looking at Andi expectantly, there was a hint of blank look there.
“Irgi want permission, refuse matchmaking with Bina, Pa?”