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Bina's moist eyes sat with eyes that are now narrowed because her lips are smiling cheerfully. The smile he did not reply, he just looked into his eyes, did not make a sound or just answer the call of the young man the owner of the eye. Those eyes looked happy, not having the excessive burden that Bina felt. I really want Bina to have it.
But before long, the smile receded somewhere. Invisible, just vanished. He wanted to see it for a long time. Maybe even though it does not have, can see for a long time, has given a little medicine even though invisible. But the smile did not last long, after Bina saw it.
“You want to eat ice cream?” The question was thrown from the young man who had just burst out his cheerful smile, changing with a thin gentle smile.
Revelation has no idea what happened to this girl in front of him. Eyes with tears that are still clearly visible. The look that looked at him was also empty. Looks very messed up. But he did not want to ask her directly, it was better to calm Bina first.
Bina was still staring at the Revelation, without saying a word. Stay where he is not moving one bit. That made Revelation fix the engine motor, running towards Bina. Revelation was about to return home from a gathering with her friend, accidentally seeing Bina walking alone on the side of the road. I don't know what for, but Revelation knows Bina doesn't have any schedule today.
Revelation grabbed the hand of Bina hanging freely just like that. “You want to eat ice cream?” He spoke softly, gasped, looking down at Bina, who was also looking at him.
“Es cream can reduce sadness loh, yuk.” Revelation rubbed Bina's cheek. Not getting a response, he pulled Bina's hand slowly, taking her to the bike. “Come on.” He said his spirit, when he was on the bike, waiting for Bina to occupy his bonce. “Abis eat ice cream, later brother anter home.”
Bina rests herself behind Revelation, without a voice. “Udah?” Revelation asked, felt Bina nodded, he drove his motor towards the goal.
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Revelation walked out from inside the minimarket, her hand carrying two chocolate-flavored ice cream sticks. He sits himself in one of the front seats of the mini market, next to the girl who was alone just silent.
“Nih, chocolate flavor.” Revelation gave one of the ice creams in her hand to the girl. Open the ice cream yourself, eat it.
“Still.” That's all Bina has said so far. Bina also follows Revelation opening her ice cream, eating it slowly. They both enjoyed the ice cream in silence.
Before long the ice cream in the hands of Revelation has been toilet at his meal. While they were silent no one opened the conversation, Revelation herself let Bina stab her ice cream. Look at the streets, with the traffic of vehicles that dominate. The afternoon breeze was currently cool, not as usual. Revelations closed his eyes piercing the sweep of the gentle wind that hit his face, in the front seat of the minimarket where they were sitting now.
“Still brother.”
The voice made Revelation open her eyes, turning to the girl beside her. The girl's eyes were still grumpy, but her condition was already better than before, she felt.
“Sama-sama.” Revelation smiled cheerfully at Bina, raising her hand rubbing Bina's head.
Bina who was treated so lowered her head, embarrassed. Holding back his twitching lips desperately so as not to smile. This feeling again. Bina did not understand, she felt herself now so happy, this feeling made her forget for a moment the incident a moment ago. But before long Bina remembered Sila, the girl, who a moment ago shouted at her saying that she liked Revelation, and she did not like Bina
close to the young man. For a moment Bina fell silent, then hurriedly, she looked up quietly with the hand of Revelation.
“Sorry,” Apocalypse will respond Bina. He had seen Bina's lips twitching with a smile, he thought Bina liked the treatment.
Silent. They both looked at the streets, without any intention of making a sound. The two of them continued to quarrel with their respective minds. Remembering Pita, Bina started thinking again.
While Revelation, remembering the words of Irgi the other day, makes Revelation often try to ascertain its feelings for Bina. The young man was right, if he himself was not sure of his feelings, he could have hurt Bina. Maybe, he was just amazed by the figure of Bina who became his idol first, the figure of Bina who plays basketball, not the figure of Bina who is now sitting with him. So he tried to make sure of his feelings.
“Udah better.” Revelation asks, turns to Bina. The girl just nodded in response.
“Dek Bina,” Apocalypse calls, makes Bina inevitably turn to him. “So I don't know what the problem is that Bina deck is experiencing, but all of those humans must have a problem.” He said a gentle smile looking at Bina.
“And sister is sure deck Bina can skip it. God, it is impossible for our love to be tested if we cannot live it ourselves. So every problem surely we can walk, as long as trying, because God may not love us trouble if we ourselves can not finish it.” Revelation still smiled softly, looking at Bina who just silently listened.
“Kalo deck Bina can not solve the problem on its own, Bina deck can be shared with others. For example, parents, friends, or. Although it can not help in solving the problem, at least it can reduce the burden.” The young man smiled and showed his teeth.
Revelation sighed. “Kalo deck Bina can not tell, no papa, deck Bina can lean for a while if you want. Humans can be tired, can be weak, can cry, and according to older brothers, humans need sandwiches. If such as no human being who wants to be the backrest we still have God, to lean. And the deck Bina can lean on the sister, brother ready to be the back of the deck Bina anytime.” Revelation placed her hand slowly on the head of Bina, rubbing it gently.
“Dek Strong build, sister sure.” Continue with a gentle smile.
Bina's vision blurred, before long he felt his cheeks that had been dry, now began to get wet again. To be honest, Bina had never heard the words spoken by the Revelation from anyone, this was the first time she had heard them. All this time, he never told anyone, including his parents. She was crying alone, in the room. Hiding it from anyone.
Today is the same. He cried himself, not telling anyone, but somehow his shoulder felt a little lighter than before. Just because of the words spoken from the lips of the young man beside him. Bina's shoulders trembled, she covered her face with her palms. How many times has he cried since he nodded his head when the father asked him to marry his friend's son. How many times has it been?
It looks like building wants to collapse. Maybe he was that cry, maybe he was spoiled, so he faced such trials had wept so hard, what about in the future. The world was indeed too scary, much different from the mirage he had created in his head.
Before long Bina's body feels warm. Two hands clutching his body. It was as if it would protect him from the world. His back was rubbed slowly, perhaps wanting to put Bina from the world to sleep so that he would not see her. Bina was getting more and more in the arms.
Revelation rests its chin at the head of Bina. Continuously rubbed the girl's back which was increasingly shaking in her embrace. It feels like Revelation, like diving into the problems of Bina, but he blindly can't see anything there. He did not know why the girl was crying. But it felt like he could feel how heavy Bina's shoulders were.
Long enough, they hugged, more precisely Revelation hugged Bina. Revelation began to stretch her arms, after feeling that the girl was calmer than before. The young man cupped Bina's cheeks with both palms. Remove every tear there.
“You want to eat ice cream again?” Said Wanyu smiling cheerfully, looking at the red eyes before him.
Bina. “Still.” Her speech.
Revelation stands from its seat, “Kakak anter come home but wait here for a moment.” Then he breezed away, entering the minimarket back.
Bina just saw it. He cleaned up the remains of his tears. Regulate his breath, which is still as hiccuping. He bowed his head, waiting for the Revelation. This afternoon mini market is not too crowded, because people may already be in their homes each considering the sun will also sink in a matter of minutes.
Before long Revelation came out, in his hand there is a rustle with a medium-sized minimarket logo.
“Nih, ice cream make at home.” The young man handed it to Bina. Bina shakes her head in refusal, but the young man forces her.
“Udah take aja, make deck Build. Come home, go maghrib.” The revelation rolled his hand towards Bina.
Bina saw it standing up straight away, from her seat, without touching the hand of Revelation, making the young man lower his hand, scratching the back of his head inexplicably.
“Yuk up.” The revelation said, when he was sitting on the motorbike.
Bina followed him, “thank you brother.” Lirih.
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