Tell a Story About Us
part 36's

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Andi looked right into the eyes of his son who was now fearlessly returning his gaze, albeit with a blank look. Scrutinize every eyeball Irgi. He was shocked of course by the question of the young man before him. A request he never thought of came from Irgi's mouth.

Not much different from Bina and Tina. Their eyes are now on Irgi. Bina was also surprised when the question and request was issued Irgi. Did Irgi really have no other way but this way?

Andi stared at Irgi from the tip of the foot until their eyes met again. The young man looked chaotic, his long hair that had already been blotted out and fell down almost covered his eyes. Uniforms that have been tangled and come out of the pants. The look of tired, although it is undeniable that the hope seen there is also large.

Andi sighed. Irgi is submissive, not much asking and not much behavior like teenagers in general. The young man was so obedient to the rules of the family, so obedient to his parents. And Andi had guessed that there would be a day when all this would complain of being tired and opposed. He knew this day would come. However, he did not think on this matter that Irgi did that.

Andi took another breath. “Why?” At last it was just that question that Andi said.

Irgi turned his gaze away from Andi's eyes. The young man chose to stare at his pair of dirty shoes. She. He used to be a good painter to draw a future. Even he used to tell Bina that he would try not to disappoint many hearts. But now he seems to have lost a painting with a price of billions, all the picture was lost somewhere. The plans in his head seemed to be swallowed up by time. He surrendered.

A pat on his shoulder by Andi, managed to make Irgi come back. Back to the fact he was in a world full of secret plans. It seems like the universe is laughing with its efforts to escape from all. Laughing at the rejection he made to God's plan.

“Why?” The question was again asked by Andi with a fixed gaze on his only son.

Irgi was silent for quite a while, still looking down already did not dare to look at his papa. “Irgi.... Irgi can not,” he said slowly.

“Liat papa.” Andi pressed her hand against Irgi's shoulder, shaking slowly.

The young man was still down. He was confused to answer what to Andi. Does he have to involve Pita in his sentence? Can he say that to his dad? His father wouldn't be angry when he found out he was dating a girl, and it wasn't Bina.

“Irgi.” Andi called out firmly the name of his son.

“Irgi reply, see papa.” Now both of Andi's hands shook Irgi's shoulders a little tight, making Irgi's body shaken quickly.

“Irgi.” Andi sighed, calling Irgi's name once again in a lower tone than before.

“Irgi...” The young man mumbled indistinctly. His mind now branched out on many things. Pita, does her heart really want to be with Pita. The girl's sick, the girl needs Irgi. Irgi really loved her. Irgi really wanted to be with her.

“Irgi.” Tina walked over to her son. The woman put away the husband's hand which seemed to be getting tighter squeezing his son's shoulder.

“That's why, Son?” Tina asked softly. His heart seemed to be claustrophobic looking at his son's already messy appearance.

Irgi looked back at the mother's gaze. The gentle gaze looked at her nanar, there was no hopeful gaze that the other day he displayed when with his spirit the woman showed pictures of the guarantee to Bina. He had to destroy the hope of his mother. What efforts Tina, who hustled around with enthusiasm asked a lot of WO on her friends should she ignore.

The shadow of Kardi's gaze had also never disappeared from her head. Irgi chest tightness made. Can he let Pita go of his life? Or he should remove the expectant gaze of the woman before him. Does it have to disappoint a lot of hearts?

“Irgi, why Nak?” Tina again asked after a long time Irgi did not reply to her words. The woman's eyes glazed. Never been this Irgi. Irgi never opposed his parents. There must be something big that this young man had hidden from him.

Irgi lowered his head, he was unable to look at the face of the mother who now looks glistening in his eyes. He could not see the disappointed faces of his parents. Irgi had no idea where the courage that had gone in him. Has she given up trying not to disappoint her heart?

Andi went back. He removed Tina's hand from her son's shoulder. Alternately now his left hand that holds Irgi's right shoulder. The man reached out his right hand to reach Irgi's face, pointing his son's face at him.

“Irgi..call papa.” Andi said, as Irgi's eyes ran to and fro unwilling to look at him.

Irgi finally looked right into the father's eyes. His breath seemed to stop staring intently at Andi's eyes. Irgi's chest is pounding. Never once did Andi look at him like this, not once did they in this situation.

“Papa know, you must have something.” Andi said slowly. “Papa don't know what it is.” Pause a long time between them.

Tina could not bear the water in her eyes to not spill. The woman cried without a sound, behind Andi's back. He repeatedly wiped the creeks on his cheeks. Irgi's empty and tired gaze made her chest tight. They are forcing their will too much. Irgi was never like this.

“Termond you...” Andi. It made Tina leave the room without saying goodbye.

Pause a long time between them. Irgi's eyes were already glazed, when he heard the sound of the door being opened and closed quickly. He did not take his eyes off his father. However, he knew the mother had left the room, he also knew Bina had turned her gaze away from them.

“As for you... papa just ask, don't be selfish.” Andi paused his words, to take another deep breath. “There is a big reason that makes papa agree to make your match with Bina. Not just an arranged marriage because of papa's friendship with Kardi.”

Irgi regulated his tight breathing. The young man desperately held back his eyes so as not to spill water from there. His defense against the father's sharp gaze was now collapsing. He could no longer look into those eyes.

“Bina needs you, Gi.” Andi. “Kardi can not trust Bina other than you, papa.” child Andi again and again took a deep breath. “You that Kardi can trust to keep Bina.”

“Kardi will not calm down, if not you, Gi.” Andi's eyes glazed over to see her son. The man looked down with his hands resting on Irgi's shoulders.

“As of you.. but papa please, take a good path yes.” Andi let go of her son, walking towards Bina who was now lying on her back to them.

“Bina... om out first yes.” Andi spoke, gently rubbing the trembling shoulders of the sleeping Bina behind her. The man then stepped out, without heeding Irgi's gaze.

Irgi stared at the door of the room that was closed slowly from outside. The water from his eye pelup fell, along with the fall of his two tututs that met the floor. Irgi covered his face with a palm.

Disappointed were both of his parents. Disappointed was much hearted by him. Where the words first that will try not to disappoint many hearts. Where's effort?

Irgi glanced at Bina. The girl's shoulders were shaking more and more. Andi, Tina, Bina then who else will he make crying later. What Pita? What Revelation? What everyone would he make cry with disappointment.

Irgi's shoulder shook. God has many trials for himself. God has many paths for himself, until he is confused which one to choose.

Andi said whatever, right? Now he is free to choose the path, right? Why is he bound to something. Easy right? He now just ignored many disappointed hearts and began to build his own way. Why does it seem so hard to walk.

Irgi got up from his position. The young man walked up to the bangkar Bina. He sat himself on the side chair of the bench, resting his head on the folds of his hands he made on Bina's bed.

He wants to rest for a moment. If he could he wanted to run over to Pita, drowning himself in the girl's arms. Really want. But will it not disappoint many hearts again?

He didn't know why Tina was like that. He didn't know why his father would make that face. He doesn't know why they happen that way. He doesn't know.

“Sorry, Bina.” Irgi spoke before leaving in his dreamland. He's tired already.

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