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The cage that carried Bina had already entered the examination room ten minutes ago. Irgi sat on the waiting chair. The feeling is still the same, even the worry is now increasing, because the doctor has not been out of there after a long time. His arms rest on his knees, clenching each other, bowing in a prayer that never broke itself in the ambulance earlier.
Bad shadows kept turning in his head, which he kept trying to get rid of. No words were spoken from his lips. There was nothing else on his mind Bina and Bina jam. His current prayers were only about Bina and Bina. Irgi thought of nothing but the girl.
Not much different from Sila. The girl sat in a waiting chair next to the UKS doctor, opposite Irgi and Wahyu. He looked down at the link of his hand above his lap, occasionally wiping away his tears that were likely to have run out. Prayers were also in his heart.
Different from Revelation. The young man looked questioningly at the friend beside him. Irgi looked so anxious, more anxious than when he knew about Pita's disease. Her heart caught seeing that. Since in the car earlier, since he saw Irgi's palm holding Bina's hand, the anxious look did not fade from his face. It raises a lot of questions in his head. But undeniably, his worry for Bina was greater than his curiosity.
The frown on the forehead of Revelation instantly disappeared when I saw Irgi suddenly rise from his seat. The young man is seen pulling out his cell phone, pressing the object and then sticking it to his ear. It cannot be separated from the gaze of Revelation.
Irgi pressed the phone on his ear, praying that the person he called immediately picked up his call. The ringing sound on his phone rang out, until the voice across there greeted him with a greeting.
‘Hallo.’
Irgi opened his mouth, about to make a sound. But his gaze with Revelation, which is still staring at him, met. They stared at each other for a long time. Irgi seems to know what is in the mind of Revelation. The young man chose to move from his place, to go away.
“Halo.” Irgi greeted after getting a place quite far from Bina's checkpoint.
‘Halo why call? Reply long ago.’ Someone's clucking across there.
“Pa.” Irgi hesitated to convey this to his papa.
‘What?’ Andi asked.
Irgi looked up, staring at the ceiling of the hospital. His thoughts about Bina are now branched out on Pita and also.... Apocalypse. Because of his concern, he unwittingly behaves unusually with Bina, and of course that raises the question of Revelation. Irgi was not stupid, he could see how Revelation looked at him. He was afraid to let the young man down, really.
‘What's Irgi?’ Andi asked again when long time did not get a word from his son.
Irgi took a deep breath. Nervously he said, “Bina is in the hospital Pa.”
‘Why? Whereabouts? Papa same mom there now.’ Andi looked shocked by the hurried speech there.
“Hospital Partners. But Papa don't come here first, there are friends of Revelation and Bina here.” Irgi said kalem.
Andi was silent for quite a while. ‘OK, call papa later. But how's Bina?’ Andi said, understanding that his son now does not want to tell many people about himself and Bina.
“Doctor is not out yet, Pa.”
Andi could be heard breathing in, when she heard the weak tone of Irgi. ‘Cable asap,’ her speech.
They are both silent. There was a sound of grumbling from Andi across the street. Irgi wanted to tell Kardi, but her guts were too small to contact the man. Until he only dared to tell his own father.
“Irgi close yes, Pa.”
‘Okay, don't forget to pray a lot. Papa wait for news as soon as possible. Papa wants to tell Kardi first.’
Irgi closes his call after getting a reply from his father. The young man leaned against the white wall of the hospital. Back again, Kardi's gaze flashed across her head. The hopeful gaze that was so heavy Irgi walked. He felt unable to bear that burden. He seems so weak. Pita. Irgi lowered his head to wipe away his falling tears for some reason.
“Irgi.”
Irgi looked up at the clear round eyes, one of the things he liked about the person before him.
“Why you?” The girl held onto Irgi's shoulder, staring at her lover who looked chaotic now.
Irgi did not say, he continued to look at Pita. The girl was so beautiful, even with her pale, dry lips. The young man stepped forward, smashing himself at the lover. He put his head on the girl's shoulder, with his hands reaching her waist.
Pita was certainly surprised by Irgi's treatment. But before long the girl greeted Irgi in her arms, rubbing her lover's back slowly.
Irgi tightened his embrace. He really loved this girl, really. Irgi's eyes warmed up in his arms, as if he wanted to cry for all the things that these few months were so heavy he lived.
“Why are you here? Not school? You're a gapapa, right?” Pita asked, his hands still faithfully rubbed Irgi's back.
“I'm not papa.” Irgi shook his head on Pita's shoulder, speaking softly.
“Keep why here?” Pita asked back.
Irgi was silent for a moment. His thoughts are back on Bina. Is the doctor out? Is Bina okay.
“No papa, my friend is sick.” Said slowly.
“Who?” Please be surprised, worried afraid that the person might be Irgi's friend who is close to him.
“You don't know.” Irgi said reasoned.
“How to?”
“Udah no papa.” Irgi prayed that Bina would be okay. “You..... how?” Irgi took off his embrace with Pita, looking at the girl right in his eyes. Grasping both hands tightly. Pita said she did not attend school today because of her control schedule.
“I gapapa.” Ribbon smiled gently at Irgi. He couldn't possibly make his lover think too much.
“I..”
“I..” The ribbon cuts Irgi's sentence quickly. “I'm gapapa, I'm healthy. Doain yes.” The smile did not stare at Irgi.
Irgi smiled thinly. I hope it is. I hope the girl in front of him is really okay. Irgi was eager to take care of her for a long time. Really want. It used to be his greatest hope besides making his parents happy, Irgi wanted to keep Pita for the rest of his life. But now he seemed to doubt his expectations on that one.
“I'm home yes.” The ribbon took off their hand links down there slowly. Walking away from her lover, after getting a nod.
Irgi looked at the back of the away Pita. Can he be with Pita? Can she refuse Kardi? What with Bina refusing, she can be free with this? He thought it used to be so. With Bina refusing it must be all right. But what about his papa. Cardi. His parents, Bina, Revelation. He used to easily tell Bina would not disappoint many hearts. But now he doubts.
If he chooses the ribbon. Will his father not be angry? Will Bina's father not be disappointed? If he is with Bina. Are the Ribbon and Revelation okay?
Irgi was confused, his head seemed to want to explode now.
“Gi.”
Irgi turned his head, to the two figures who were now walking slowly towards him.
“Ngapain?” Revelation, the young man asked, having arrived before Irgi. Staring at Irgi who looks so chaotic.
Irgi. “Gapapa.” The young man displayed a normal expression perhaps answering the question of Revelation.
Revelation just nodded. He was curious about Irgi. However, he hesitated to ask in times like this.
“How's the building?” Irgi asked curiously, his worry returning.
“Udah gapapa. I've been in the room to stay.” The revelation slowly explained. He talks like he doesn't with the usual Irgi. It was as if there was a barrier between them now.
Irgi breathed a sigh of relief hearing that. The young man nodded his head. His anxiety is now slightly reduced, although it is still there because he has not seen directly how Bina's condition.
“Bina why?” Ask Irgi.
“Doctor says severe allergy, but good thing we bring Dek Bina as soon as here, so everything gapapa.” Revelations said thankfully when the doctor said that to her earlier.
Irgi again nodded. “Bina abis eat what, Dek?” Irgi asked slowly to the girl beside Revelation.
“Food from Dani, Sister. But I don't know what his name is.” Please also answer slowly.
Irgi sighed, trying to remember Bina might have said something about her allergy. “Tomorrow?” Irgi muttered little, almost inaudible.
Revelation scrunched his forehead when he heard Irgi's murmur. Small, but he can still hear it. How did the young man know Bina was allergic to shrimp. Even though the doctor himself did not know Bina had allergies because of what. This made the Revelation think in its head.
Once no one speaks, the Revelation says. “We go home Gi. Dr. Susi has informed her parents Dek Bina kok.” Revelation embraces Irgi, trying to restore the atmosphere.
Before long, Irgi released the embrace of Revelation on his shoulder. The young man stared at the Revelation and also Sila alternately. “You guys first. I want to eat first in the canteen.” Irgi said, without the consent of the two humans in front of him Irgi waltzed away to the hospital canteen.
Revelation looked at Irgi who stepped up quickly leaving her. There is something Irgi builds between himself and Irgi. It was as if there was a barrier that Irgi did not allow himself to enter the area. There is something Irgi is hiding from the world.
Revelation sighed. Maybe not when he knew about Irgi, not everything he had to know from the young man. Irgi could hide anything from her. And maybe when it was time, Irgi would tell her about all the things that the young man was trying to hide from her. Like before.
Hopefully, what he thinks is not true.
Revelation goes back. “Yuk Deck.” Invite your friend to go from there. Revelation goes, with Sila trailing behind her.
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