NOTHING PERFECT
Be silent
day changed, mas Surya has not come home too. despite having contacted him many times but the mobile phone is not active as well.
my mother-in-law who kept asking for her whereabouts I had to lie to her. I just told my mother that Surya had a sudden meeting outside the city.
because I was upset and lazy to make breakfast, I bought porridge for my mother and Nabila breakfast.
"ndit.. Would you like some breakfast too ? come sit here "greet the rival who is enjoying his breakfast in his sports uniform
"lu abis run ? "
"yoi. bang pesen one more yes. don't use nuts. "he shouted excitedly.
"do you want to add more val ? "
"yes, make you breakfast..quiet cave that is treated"
"okedeh..thanks yes.by the way.you still want ajah cave do not like nuts in the porridge"
"ingetlah. lu kan temen cave breakfast porridge first, what else if the hours of the ceremony.we used to often skip the ceremony and continue to eat porridge deh hahaha"
"hahaha yes yes.. cave inget.jeez it was a long time ago ya val.." I was really nostalgic when talking to rivals.
finished breakfast porridge together, the rival pampit first because he had to go to work. while I was still waiting for the porridge order ready to be served.
" this is neng. porridge "
" how many mang ? "
"it has been paid the same as aa who was neng"
"ohh okedeh. thanks to mang"
I was surprised that the rival also paid for my porridge order as well.I smiled and remembered his words earlier while conversing
"Lo who is patient.don't think much, the cave is sure all must pass by kok ndit." he said to calm my heart which is quite angry.
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just getting out of the porridge, I passed by Surya's car. He stopped and opened his car glass
"ndit.. are you still eating breakfast ? let's go up. "suggest him smiling happily as if his heart was very happy.
"i am the way of ajah mas.you first go there" said I was lazy to respond to him and continued walking without turning to him again
upon arrival at home, I immediately prepared porridge for mother and Nabila. after that I busy myself with tidying up the house like mopping, washing dishes, washing clothes, washing clothes, even clean the bathroom in my room.
"ndit.. you rest first.. From now on you do not stop cleaning the house, you want ice water ? I made it yes.."
"don't have to mas. nanggung a little bit more is also finished" said I then closed the bathroom as well as shower to return fresh
after the shower, I tidied up the clothes and arranged them in the closet to look neat.
"ndit.sorry while I'm not home, I overslept.I also didn't realize how much sleep"
"the next time you say yes, because I am confused for reasons to your mother where it is"
"yes. I'm so sorry.hp I died completely"
"....." I ignored his sorry words again, I was annoyed that Surya made me seem so cruel to him because he kept apologizing to me.
"ndit..you are very angry with me.."
"why should I be angry" I said but still cut him off.
"oh yes mas. later malem I want to go watch the same rival, so if his mother says ajah I again jengukin me who is sick"
"hmm okay. Would you like me to take you tonight? "
"just love. but I hope you won't.."
"i'm not stupid mas.I also do not want my reputation is bad in the eyes of your family and people.if I have a relationship with rivals also must be done with caution"
"ohh well.what a very good rival "
"hmm I know him very well because we were close friends at Junior High "
"...." mas Surya was silent not chiming, after I answered that he immediately went to his study
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later tonight want to watch the same rival is a lie. I just tried to make Surya mas annoyed, but it turns out that Surya did not respond to anything.
nightfall...
around 7 pm I was dressed very beautiful, Surya was also busy dressing very neatly.
"he must want to meet again with Ryno" I thought irritatedly
"god..."
"hmm.." I'm still busy with lipstick colors
"tonight..can you cancel no ? "
"batalin ? meaning ? "
"yes, you don't go with rivals"
"it's so weird that you're a mas. You said I could cheat, but why now you're forbidding me to go see him" I said I was provoked by emotion when in my heart I felt very happy
"actually..."
"......" My heart was pounding at the sight of Surya who was quite nervous
" it's my birthday today, and tonight's plan is to have dinner outside, but I'm sorry I forgot to tell you that we have dinner plans outside"
"...." I was stunned, shocked to not think it turned out that the reason why Surya was holding me back was because of his mother
"can't ya. ga anything kok ndit. I later said you can't come"
"yeah mas. y'all first I'll follow, I don't know today's mom's birthday, I want to find a gift first for mom"
"about the gift I'm ready.. "
"seriously ? yaudah bertar I canceled the show used to be the same rival "quickly I played the show as if calling the rival and cancel our meeting. after calling I came back to the solar mas
"oh yes, I also have something for you ndit" mas Surya gave a box containing a beautiful necklace with a tiny diamond pendant
"what the fuck ? why do you give me this ? "
"you are my wife, you deserve this too" she said, putting her necklace on my neck.
"....." lose, I lose again.
the feeling of resentment, jealousy, anger, disappeared for a moment because of his sweet treatment at this time.My mixed heart instantly melted because of it.
"no!!!!! I can't resist all these crazy feelings!!!! "
my mind was screaming and wanting to hug Surya and make him mine completely, but I couldn't.
seriate......